soooooo it's mr tay yin ji's birthday today anddddd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED MR TAYYYY! ^^
i know you are studying hard now so jiayouuu! :)
okayyy so went to cine suki sushi to meet mr tay. i was earlier (though he reached town first but had an errand to run) and had to stand in the queue alone. T.T and i was the only one standing outside waiting for a seat. :( luckily soon after some ppl came and stood behind me kekeke.
mr tay reached just when a table got cleared. lucky him dun have to wait for long. birthday boy 就是有这种魔力. :( make me look forward to my birthdayyyy. BUT NOOOO I DUN WANT TO TURN 19 JUST YETTT! :(
anyway happy him ate lots of food ah. i ate quite a bit too. :( but felt full really fast. honghong's fault. :/ hope i dun grow fat. need to go run soon.
played monopoly deal after i felt full and he was still eating HAHA PIG!! and he kept winning. :( haiz. the power of being a birthday boy. HAHAHA.
and while playing, i accidentally spilled a cup of water. T.T and i was holding onto the cup which was still half full and when i was trying to put it on the table i spilled it over myself again. :(:( retarded me. and i was quite wet. but luckily it was only the bottom half that was wet.
the waiter quickly came to clean it up for me while i was trying to dry myself with serviettes. felt super dumb and clumsy. T.T throw face to the max thank you very much. :(
anywayy home soon after cause he still had his test to study for and i still have work to do. :(
and last but not least, it is 最 BRAVE 的 MAX'S BIRTHDAYY TOOOOO! HAHAHAHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BRAVEST MAXXXXX!! :D:D:D
looking back today, though i was rather moody cause of my mood swing, it was a rather happy day. :) thank you!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
SECRET SOCIETY (L)
hiak hiak hiak. had a secret society birthday celebration for all the jan babies last night. WOOHOO!!
i think our surprise was quite fail for some birthday babies? :( sorry. i think max was the most surprised one? HAHAHA. he came in mumbling to himself 'why so many people?' HAHAHA.
anyway dined at timbre and had a great time yoooo! photo takings like crazy and i look super chui :( and my eyes are like super small i dun even know why. :(
hahahaha. and i kept trying others' beer/whisky dry/alcoholic drinks. hahahaha. i think they just love to see my expression after drinking ah. keep telling me nice nice in the end the :/:/ alcoholic taste lingers on my tongue.
anywayyy on my to-do list ytd. i think i only fulfilled one. :(:( which is to write the notes which are the birthday notes for the jan babies. T.T T.T i am so lazy nowadays. :/ need to have more self-disciplineeeee!!!!!
okay bye!
i think our surprise was quite fail for some birthday babies? :( sorry. i think max was the most surprised one? HAHAHA. he came in mumbling to himself 'why so many people?' HAHAHA.
anyway dined at timbre and had a great time yoooo! photo takings like crazy and i look super chui :( and my eyes are like super small i dun even know why. :(
hahahaha. and i kept trying others' beer/whisky dry/alcoholic drinks. hahahaha. i think they just love to see my expression after drinking ah. keep telling me nice nice in the end the :/:/ alcoholic taste lingers on my tongue.
anywayyy on my to-do list ytd. i think i only fulfilled one. :(:( which is to write the notes which are the birthday notes for the jan babies. T.T T.T i am so lazy nowadays. :/ need to have more self-disciplineeeee!!!!!
okay bye!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
PAST MEMORIES.
sometimes, i feel like i have been neglecting too much things in life.
maybe it's time to take a step back and look around with what i have and what i have lost in the journey of life.
perhaps i have placed too much importance on some, and neglected those which did not seem as important, but still participated in my life at some point of time.
some of those whom i deemed as important to me left, and the memories between me and them have intense clarity due to the constant relieving of them.
as a result, those that did not seem as important then, left not much of an impression. but slowly, when i try my best to think back, i see blurry images but gradually, i recall those memories through the bits and pieces which was left behind.
i'm starting to regret. regret that i did not treasure people around me enough. i always thought i did. but apparently it was only my wishful thinking.
feeling kind of sad. sad that i forgot people too easily. sad that i only held onto the past that hurt me, that made me sad, and not those that made me smile and laugh.
i can move on really easily, as long as i want to, as long as i stop holding on. as soon as i see you as unimportant, you will be forgotten by me. and what's left would be bits and pieces of memories which i can barely remember.
all that happened to me in the past few years affected me so much, impacted me so much, changed me so much. i grew and learnt and matured.
and it's only now that i realise, before all the hurt i underwent, i had so many things and memories i treasured. and i need to recover them. recover those happy memories. those memories i had as a child.
i need to let go. let go of some things.
i need to stop relieving. stop relieving of the hurt.
i need to give myself a chance to start anew.
i cannot let what happened in the past affect me for who i am.
i cannot let it scare me. i cannot let them turn me into a coward. i need to be braver.
i need to learn how to trust again.
i want to be a piece of white paper again.
i cannot use what happened before to judge others. they are not the same. they are different people of different characters with different mindsets and thinking. i shldnt group them tgthr.
i need to remember that there are faults in everyone, and i shouldnt judge them. i shouldnt feel awkward just because they made a mistake. or because of the fault in them.
i need to be more forgiving. and after ranting about what unhappiness they have caused me, i should forgive and forget. i am someone who has faults as well. everyone is the same. no one is perfect. i need to remember these.
i need to treat people kinder. i need to be more helpful towards people. i need to be more courteous. i need to be braver and trust that what i do is right and not just be afraid of offending people.
i need to put faith in whatever i say and do and think, and not waver at the slightest objection or disagreement.
i need to have my own stand. and stand up to what i think is right and say no to what i think is wrong.
i know i can do these.
this is who i want to become.
i will become her.
i will become the her i want to be.
i trust me.
wine&cheese workshop
okayyyy so today we had the wine&cheese workshop!! many many claps!!! cause i did not get high/drunk unlike the two laus - gwynnie and cheryl HAHAHAHA!
anyway had lunch at carl's junior with clara, ahyi, mel, cheryl and huiwen. then we went off for our workshop at national geographic cafe at vivo. had the workshop while tasting cheese, baguette with olive oil, white wine and red wine.
learnt more about tasting wines now. and i can say that i prefer white wine to red wine. used to think that both taste/smell the same to me. HAHAHA. and while smelling those wines, i relieved my memories of working at the banquet. hahahaha. tough but happy times. ^^
after the workshop we went to walk around vivo to shop for cny clothes and ate icecream/yogurt and rested awhile before deciding that we all felt lethargic and went home. my journey home was super long due to the traffic jams. T.T i only wanted to save money by taking bus cause i have concession. :(
anyway reached home safely ohh yayyyy. okayyy too tired to feel high and happy. and i just typed finish an emo post but im gonna post this post first hahaha. okay not emo post but more of a post about life. MY life. hahaha. just some thoughts of mine.:/ i think so much. hahahaha. okay time for bed now~
PLANS FOR TML:
- jog in the morning
- shop at ntuc
- do some of ahyi's part
- write some notes
- leave house by 3.30pm
OKAYYYY THIS MEANS I HAVE TO WAKE UP REAL EARLY OHMYLIFE JIAYOU BA!
anyway had lunch at carl's junior with clara, ahyi, mel, cheryl and huiwen. then we went off for our workshop at national geographic cafe at vivo. had the workshop while tasting cheese, baguette with olive oil, white wine and red wine.
learnt more about tasting wines now. and i can say that i prefer white wine to red wine. used to think that both taste/smell the same to me. HAHAHA. and while smelling those wines, i relieved my memories of working at the banquet. hahahaha. tough but happy times. ^^
after the workshop we went to walk around vivo to shop for cny clothes and ate icecream/yogurt and rested awhile before deciding that we all felt lethargic and went home. my journey home was super long due to the traffic jams. T.T i only wanted to save money by taking bus cause i have concession. :(
anyway reached home safely ohh yayyyy. okayyy too tired to feel high and happy. and i just typed finish an emo post but im gonna post this post first hahaha. okay not emo post but more of a post about life. MY life. hahaha. just some thoughts of mine.:/ i think so much. hahahaha. okay time for bed now~
PLANS FOR TML:
- jog in the morning
- shop at ntuc
- do some of ahyi's part
- write some notes
- leave house by 3.30pm
OKAYYYY THIS MEANS I HAVE TO WAKE UP REAL EARLY OHMYLIFE JIAYOU BA!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
btw btw!! just realised that blogger has this stats thingy which shows you how many people view your blogs etc etc. they even have this thingy which shows you where in the world are people viewing from. for example singapore, US, etc.
and there are people from different countries reading my blog? O.O this is weird. HAHAHA. but okayyy nvm. just a random post. byeeeeeeeeeee~
and there are people from different countries reading my blog? O.O this is weird. HAHAHA. but okayyy nvm. just a random post. byeeeeeeeeeee~
CHINESE NEW YEAR VS PROJS/SCHOOL
now that my house is all decorated up nicely with all those new year decorations,
I AM SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE OMG EXCITING OMG WEAR NEW CLOTHES OMG GET ANGBAOS OMGOMGOMGOMG
but instead i feel like i have yet to finish my TDM report, i have yet to finish my SPM ppt, we need to do TLAW vid we need to do this that this that this that this that. ohmylife. :( or should i say ohOURlives. :(:(
this is what a poly student would be facing every year i suppose. on a happy note, next year this time i would alr be having my internship and i would probably have a lot of money (i assume that i would save up my salary) to gamble HAHAHAHAHAHA. gambler jiale yo~
not that i love to gamble. but that it's just such a big part of the first day of cny alr. HAHAHA. but of course i would feel happy when i win and sad when i lose. but in the end it's the process which i enjoy. HAHAHA.
you see cousins/uncles/aunties taking retarded things (piggybank, cny deco, tangerines) as their 'god of fortune' and place on their money. and of course i am one of them. HAHAHAHA.
it's always fun. ^^ and tan ortao has alr reminded me last week to save enough coins for the gamble. HAHAHA. i rmb when i was young, the dealer would let us gamble with 10 or 20 cents. :( but now that we are old enough i guess the minimum now is 50cents or 1dollar. :( sad. i wanna be a kid leh. though win less but at least i lose less. hahahaha.
still rmb the times when older cousins will bet with us. like put one dollar with us when they feel like our luck/feng shui is very good. HAHAHA.
ahhh i miss cny i want it to faster comeeeee!! hahahaha! but still i dun have the new year mood. ARGH.
it feels like it's still loooooong before cny. but in fact it's just next week. -_- okay retardedness.
let me complete my tdm report nowwwwwwwwww. :( please be well disciplined ah lee jia le. :( jiayou jiayouuuu!!
i like the way we are now. you are not here 24/7 but somehow i know you are always here with me. :) and im always there with you too! :):) feeling sweet like always whenever i think of you. take care and jiayou for your presentation tml! ^^
I AM SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE OMG EXCITING OMG WEAR NEW CLOTHES OMG GET ANGBAOS OMGOMGOMGOMG
but instead i feel like i have yet to finish my TDM report, i have yet to finish my SPM ppt, we need to do TLAW vid we need to do this that this that this that this that. ohmylife. :( or should i say ohOURlives. :(:(
this is what a poly student would be facing every year i suppose. on a happy note, next year this time i would alr be having my internship and i would probably have a lot of money (i assume that i would save up my salary) to gamble HAHAHAHAHAHA. gambler jiale yo~
not that i love to gamble. but that it's just such a big part of the first day of cny alr. HAHAHA. but of course i would feel happy when i win and sad when i lose. but in the end it's the process which i enjoy. HAHAHA.
you see cousins/uncles/aunties taking retarded things (piggybank, cny deco, tangerines) as their 'god of fortune' and place on their money. and of course i am one of them. HAHAHAHA.
it's always fun. ^^ and tan ortao has alr reminded me last week to save enough coins for the gamble. HAHAHA. i rmb when i was young, the dealer would let us gamble with 10 or 20 cents. :( but now that we are old enough i guess the minimum now is 50cents or 1dollar. :( sad. i wanna be a kid leh. though win less but at least i lose less. hahahaha.
still rmb the times when older cousins will bet with us. like put one dollar with us when they feel like our luck/feng shui is very good. HAHAHA.
ahhh i miss cny i want it to faster comeeeee!! hahahaha! but still i dun have the new year mood. ARGH.
it feels like it's still loooooong before cny. but in fact it's just next week. -_- okay retardedness.
let me complete my tdm report nowwwwwwwwww. :( please be well disciplined ah lee jia le. :( jiayou jiayouuuu!!
i like the way we are now. you are not here 24/7 but somehow i know you are always here with me. :) and im always there with you too! :):) feeling sweet like always whenever i think of you. take care and jiayou for your presentation tml! ^^
don't think!
that's what most people would say. and that's what i would most probably do.
perhaps it's not fair. but i don't know.
past memories haunt me. even though i try to ignore them most of the times. but sometimes they would just creep back into my head.
the last time i cried over my losing my sec sch friends was like a few weeks back? and this matter has been like how long? 3 years? this is kinda crazy. imma crybaby. HAHA.
when they haunt me, they come back in one shot.
and why am i facing this again?
why am i facing you again?
have i been running away? trying to escape from you? from these?
you avoided me in school. i see you trying to cover up your face. i wanted to say hi. but how do i do so when i see you trying so hard to not let me notice you?
it hurts. kinda.
i miss you sometimes. to be honest.
someone who was such a big part of my life. who gave me such great impact. how can i just forget so simply?
all the happy times, all the sad times. i think i am only recalling the happy ones. there is no point in remembering the sad ones anyway.
you said that it's good for me in the long term. i dun see how. it made me more cowardly. maybe i should take a brave step forward but i dunoe how. im afraid of making a mistake again. :( but i dun wanna be unfair to anyone. i dun want to just take chances.
it's okay. we each have our own lives now.
you will always be someone i miss dearly. :) someone who will always be important. :)
may you have someone who is more impt soon.
i am really happy now.
and i believe that at the very end, we will be truly happy. :)
on a happy note, i'm so glad you called. :) never fails to make my day. ^^ see you soon. :)
perhaps it's not fair. but i don't know.
past memories haunt me. even though i try to ignore them most of the times. but sometimes they would just creep back into my head.
the last time i cried over my losing my sec sch friends was like a few weeks back? and this matter has been like how long? 3 years? this is kinda crazy. imma crybaby. HAHA.
when they haunt me, they come back in one shot.
and why am i facing this again?
why am i facing you again?
have i been running away? trying to escape from you? from these?
you avoided me in school. i see you trying to cover up your face. i wanted to say hi. but how do i do so when i see you trying so hard to not let me notice you?
it hurts. kinda.
i miss you sometimes. to be honest.
someone who was such a big part of my life. who gave me such great impact. how can i just forget so simply?
all the happy times, all the sad times. i think i am only recalling the happy ones. there is no point in remembering the sad ones anyway.
you said that it's good for me in the long term. i dun see how. it made me more cowardly. maybe i should take a brave step forward but i dunoe how. im afraid of making a mistake again. :( but i dun wanna be unfair to anyone. i dun want to just take chances.
it's okay. we each have our own lives now.
you will always be someone i miss dearly. :) someone who will always be important. :)
may you have someone who is more impt soon.
i am really happy now.
and i believe that at the very end, we will be truly happy. :)
on a happy note, i'm so glad you called. :) never fails to make my day. ^^ see you soon. :)
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
what a bloody day.
TODAY'S MOOD: SIAN
wanted to post a photo but nowadays look so chui so forget ittttt. i need to drink more water and eat more fruits. :(:( skin conditions going from bad to worse ohmylife. :(
today is such a suay day. got stuck in the traffic jam and ended up taking more than one and a half hour to reach school. :(
nd when i reached i started having cramps and went to the toilet and found out that honghong came for a visit. :( though i was prepared for her to come but argh. still dun like her to come. :/
wanted to go for a run initially but clara told me that people really can die cause they run while they are having a blocked nose/cough and just so happens that im having the former and thus. :(:(:( running operation aborted.
wanted to do sit ups too. but having severe cramps. it's already more than i can take without having to do sit ups. therefore, sit-ups-to-replace-running operation aborted. :(
kinda sian after getting all hyped up ytd while talking to mao and was quite determined to exercise alr.. :/
okay now i shall go on to finish my part of the TDM report which i barely started. :( imma lazy woman. and after that maybe i shall start studying for final exams. be a studious kid today!!
wanted to post a photo but nowadays look so chui so forget ittttt. i need to drink more water and eat more fruits. :(:( skin conditions going from bad to worse ohmylife. :(
today is such a suay day. got stuck in the traffic jam and ended up taking more than one and a half hour to reach school. :(
nd when i reached i started having cramps and went to the toilet and found out that honghong came for a visit. :( though i was prepared for her to come but argh. still dun like her to come. :/
wanted to go for a run initially but clara told me that people really can die cause they run while they are having a blocked nose/cough and just so happens that im having the former and thus. :(:(:( running operation aborted.
wanted to do sit ups too. but having severe cramps. it's already more than i can take without having to do sit ups. therefore, sit-ups-to-replace-running operation aborted. :(
kinda sian after getting all hyped up ytd while talking to mao and was quite determined to exercise alr.. :/
okay now i shall go on to finish my part of the TDM report which i barely started. :( imma lazy woman. and after that maybe i shall start studying for final exams. be a studious kid today!!
okayyy in the end i still posted a picture cause papa bought me curry breadddd!! kekekeke.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
a man's character is what makes him the most attractive.
unusually early home todayyyyy~ hehehe so happyy!!
told myself that i would go for a run if i reach home before 6pm but currently my nose is blocked so i dun feel like doing so. :/:/ furthermore the weather is soo colddd. i know running will warm your body but.. :/ okay fine just excuses. hahahaha.
shall start on my part on TDM report laterrrr!! ^^ feeling hungry nonstop nowadays. but i will feel full really soon. :/ retardedness. my honghong needs to come soon so that i can faster get over with it!!!!
okayyyyy so now to decorate my blog tgthr with its new pretty background, here are some random pictures! :D:D
i can swear that i don't cry anymore. but am i still holding onto that last small ray of hope? what exactly am i hoping for? i have no idea. i just feel like i'm left dangling waiting for a sign to tell me that i can come down now and lead my own life once again. this doesn't make sense. it doesn't make sense at all. it has passed, let it pass. stop pondering, stop wondering. he deserves so much more. more effort needs to be put in. cause i can do it. i know i can. there would be a happy ending in the end for everyone. :)
told myself that i would go for a run if i reach home before 6pm but currently my nose is blocked so i dun feel like doing so. :/:/ furthermore the weather is soo colddd. i know running will warm your body but.. :/ okay fine just excuses. hahahaha.
shall start on my part on TDM report laterrrr!! ^^ feeling hungry nonstop nowadays. but i will feel full really soon. :/ retardedness. my honghong needs to come soon so that i can faster get over with it!!!!
okayyyyy so now to decorate my blog tgthr with its new pretty background, here are some random pictures! :D:D
my dear ahbe!!
random pic under the hot sun HAHA.
camwhores with leejiaqi~
random retarded camwhores with mr tay HAHA.
i can swear that i don't cry anymore. but am i still holding onto that last small ray of hope? what exactly am i hoping for? i have no idea. i just feel like i'm left dangling waiting for a sign to tell me that i can come down now and lead my own life once again. this doesn't make sense. it doesn't make sense at all. it has passed, let it pass. stop pondering, stop wondering. he deserves so much more. more effort needs to be put in. cause i can do it. i know i can. there would be a happy ending in the end for everyone. :)
Monday, January 24, 2011
you are my happy spell.
BY THE WAY LOOK AT WAD JUNWEN GAVE ME DURING THE BAZAAR:
have been feeling sick the whole day. :/ leejiaqi spread her illness to me ohh nooo. :(:( need to drink more water and get well soon i wanna get well before this sunday and before cny i wanna eat all those cny goodiessss!! and i wanna go running tooooo. :(
finishing projs one by one but there is still some time before everything is done so currently we are still in the stressful period. :(:( jiayou peeps we can do thisssss!! just a few more weeks!! ^^
YESSSSS SHINEEEEEEEE!!
hahahahaha he just sdnly walked to me and tapped me on the shoulder and gave it to me woohoo yay hey thank you very muchhhh!! :D:D:D so cute ahhh. hoho.
please ignore my hair and towel and face. hahahaha.
finishing projs one by one but there is still some time before everything is done so currently we are still in the stressful period. :(:( jiayou peeps we can do thisssss!! just a few more weeks!! ^^
Sunday, January 23, 2011
ECD BAZAAR!
finally it's over and now we just have to write our report etc etc.
it had a long and tiring day cabbing to fetch hyrah and clara from sbw to orchard scape where we had our bazaar and set up our stall and putting out all our things and selling our products and buying products to support friends.
so glad that we actually manage to break even. cause our start up cost were really quite great. at least we are able to get back the start up cost and earned a little profits hahaha.
it's been a tiring month/week/day and i'm starting to fall sick. :/:/ stupid me went to hugged the warm qiqi who was down with fever just cause i felt cold. she coughed a few times and tada~ i joined her 'sick' club. :(
okay did abit of research for tdm i dunoe if it's enough though. :/ but i think the websites like not bad and the news are quite recent so hopefully hopefully. and my cold is making me feel drowsy i should just drink some water and a panadol and sleep soon.
take care everyone!! people are falling sick. and mr tanjunhao who has been sick for the past two days get well soon~ hope tml you will book in with a body which is recovered!!
cause i'm not a kid anymore. and i need people to understand that.
thanks for just listening me rant/being there. i needed that.
Friday, January 21, 2011
I&E EVENT & GOLF!!
okayyy so as mentioned earlier, it was our I&E event ytd. hahahahaha. which ended like super super early!?!? early in the morning ahyi brought like 1000plus cans. but we still sat at our booth under the hot sweltering sun for like a few hours. T.T T.T
and not much ppl actually donated to us except for zhengjie and his friends, jy4 and his friends, and three random strangers. thank you very muchhhh. so all in all, not counting the ones that ahyi collected and brought here, we had collected 9cans!! WOOHOO!!
this is considered not bad okayyyy. since we only sat there from about 9plus 10plus in the morning to like 2pm? hahahaha. we are good job alreadyyy!!
and happy that i saw mr lim guo wei!! but talk to him awhile i had to run off for my event alr. :(:( but managed to make him participate in gwy's event!! hahahahaha!
went off early and went to west mall with ahyi and xueli to make use of our leftover udders vouchers HAHAHA. :D:D had liquor icecream for the first time - orange bitters choc if i din remember wrongly. hahaha. it was quite nice. to me at least. hahaha.
originally was heading to orchard for movies. but mr tay had a sudden change of plans, so i went home first to have my dinner and all. and met him afterwards at my house downstairs and watched him have his dinner and chitchatted and make him walk with me around the new year goodies and yayy he bought jellies for me kekeke.
saw this super cute little girl while we were walking around and she is SUPER cute omgggg. she was holding onto her packet of goodies cause she forgot where she got them and tried to stuff them into this rack and she realised that it's the wrong rack and turned and pouted so hard like she wanted to kiss someone beyond her reach at us.
omgg i was squealing and fangirling like a crazy girl -_- okay kinda retarded but her dad smiled rather widely though. omg wad a cute girl i also want a cute babyyyyyy.
okayyyy it's bazaar tml and currently im at clara's and we are supposed to do some work now but we have no idea what to do yet so it's slacking time oh yeahhhh.
had golf just now which was tiring cause of the hot sun. wonder why it's so hot these few dayyyyyys. it just probably means that a storm is brewing. oh not good not good. :(:(:( i prefer drizzles/showers over heavy rain. :/:/
it was fun? in a way. hahaha. learnt more about golf. but i guess i wun be touching those clubs ever again in the rest of my life. hahahaha. but the future is always unexpected~
i swear you are spoiling me. and i have no idea whether if it is good or not.
and not much ppl actually donated to us except for zhengjie and his friends, jy4 and his friends, and three random strangers. thank you very muchhhh. so all in all, not counting the ones that ahyi collected and brought here, we had collected 9cans!! WOOHOO!!
this is considered not bad okayyyy. since we only sat there from about 9plus 10plus in the morning to like 2pm? hahahaha. we are good job alreadyyy!!
and happy that i saw mr lim guo wei!! but talk to him awhile i had to run off for my event alr. :(:( but managed to make him participate in gwy's event!! hahahahaha!
went off early and went to west mall with ahyi and xueli to make use of our leftover udders vouchers HAHAHA. :D:D had liquor icecream for the first time - orange bitters choc if i din remember wrongly. hahaha. it was quite nice. to me at least. hahaha.
originally was heading to orchard for movies. but mr tay had a sudden change of plans, so i went home first to have my dinner and all. and met him afterwards at my house downstairs and watched him have his dinner and chitchatted and make him walk with me around the new year goodies and yayy he bought jellies for me kekeke.
saw this super cute little girl while we were walking around and she is SUPER cute omgggg. she was holding onto her packet of goodies cause she forgot where she got them and tried to stuff them into this rack and she realised that it's the wrong rack and turned and pouted so hard like she wanted to kiss someone beyond her reach at us.
omgg i was squealing and fangirling like a crazy girl -_- okay kinda retarded but her dad smiled rather widely though. omg wad a cute girl i also want a cute babyyyyyy.
okayyyy it's bazaar tml and currently im at clara's and we are supposed to do some work now but we have no idea what to do yet so it's slacking time oh yeahhhh.
had golf just now which was tiring cause of the hot sun. wonder why it's so hot these few dayyyyyys. it just probably means that a storm is brewing. oh not good not good. :(:(:( i prefer drizzles/showers over heavy rain. :/:/
it was fun? in a way. hahaha. learnt more about golf. but i guess i wun be touching those clubs ever again in the rest of my life. hahahaha. but the future is always unexpected~
i swear you are spoiling me. and i have no idea whether if it is good or not.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
nowadays are like the super busy week. doing all sorts of projs and school work and having so many events (okay only 2) on hand is not a good thing. but have been taking time out to rest every now and then i suppose.
and thanks to the one who has been running all over the place just to find me. :) okay it's getting late and hopefully our event tml will be a success woohoo slp early everyone :D
and thanks to the one who has been running all over the place just to find me. :) okay it's getting late and hopefully our event tml will be a success woohoo slp early everyone :D
Monday, January 17, 2011
sometimes i wonder if im a burden.
okay some quick blogging cause im sick of studying for the ecd test tml. :/ not like i actually studied like crazy though. :(:(
okay on saturday went to meet mr tay in the morning and had some breakfast/lunch. the brownie and muffin he intro-ed me was hmm mm nice. you can feel your insides melting as you eat it. the brownie instantly melted in your mouth and as you swallow, you feel like you are the most blissful person on earth. HAHAHAHA okay exaggerating but it is really super nice kekeke.
went over to clara's after that and discussed a little on our spm proj and when ahyi left for hebe's concert. me and clara practically slacked giving ourselves whole lots of lame excuses while laughing at them ourselves. HAHAHA. watched mucore perfs and went to EAT to eat. HAHAHA.
had laksas hmm mm nice nice finished it and went to walk around to mac to have some icecream for dessert. i had been eating the whole day cause when i reached clara's i ate one of my leftover cookies and the sushis that her sis made. heh heh.
walked around to i-forgot-where and eventually went home with clara accompanying me to the road which i needed to cross to board my bus after much persuasion and lame reasons from me hehehe i know you love me cause i love you too. (L)(L)
sunday was a hebe day. HAHAHA. met ahyi EARLY in the morning at novena sq 2 where hebe's autograph session was held and there was already a queue. sat there and found out that ahyi's friends were there too and asked them to join us cause they were queuing behind. took turns to buy breakfast and made two new friends just like that - zhengjie and kk. hahahaha.
at the start me and ahyi was trying to START studying for ecd. but failed terribly as our eyes close the minute we bent our heads to stare at our notes. so in the end played asshole dai dee with the two guys as well as learning bridge. first time playing bridge for me and zhengjie and woohoo we beat the old birds once kekeke. newbies for the win yo.
playing asshole dai dee was crazy even though we only had four ppl. i think i was the asshole for like eight to ten rounds? according to them. hahahaha. but everyone had a fair share of being the asshole HAHAHA but i seem to be either the asshole or prostitute most of the time. :( life sometimes suck but nvm at least i got to be the king/queen for a few times. ^^
bought lunch at LJS and ate and unfortunately we had to move forward while eating halfway but yayy at least we could see the stage at where we were at. those who were further behind couldnt even see the stage. hahahahahahahaha. (wicked laughter)
but REALLY UNFORTUNATELY three (?) SUPER TALL guys were like standing in front of us. -_- so me and ahyi could not see anything at all. WTS. zhengjie and kk were laughing at us the whole time. -_- but they are really funny people hahahahaha. nice too! :):)
stood on the barricade and i still couldnt see hebe. :( her height was just nice blocked by the hands and cameras of the people in front. :(:( i could only see the top of her head. T.T T.T but at least i got to hear her voice live omg singing tgthr with her was (Y).
when the autograph session started the queue moved rather fast and i think everything was quite orderly and smooth unlike some of the events that i went for. hahahaha. and as we got closer me and ahyi started becoming real nervous and omg she is so gorgeous and fair and pretty omggggg. :'):'):')
shook her hand and i was dumbfounded. wanted to ask her to smile more cause she is really pretty and jiayou for everything but when i look at her i couldnt pluck up any courage to say anything. T.T T.T loser me. :(:( ahyi managed to talk to her abit and gave her the presents she made for them!! OMGOMG she was shivering all over HAHAHAHA.
went over to town after the session for ahyi's cny shopping. the guys kept going their own way and coming back to find us scaring me a few times cause they appeared sdnly. -_- eventually ahyi bought her clothes and we went to graffiti cafe at cine for some pontian noodles kekeke i like i like. 'vandalise' a little on the seats and woohoo happy happy. good dinner and went home after that sleeping for most of the journey home.
woohoo happy for being able to take some time out to do other things other than school work or proj during the weekends. :):) and ALSO BEING ABLE TO SEE THE GORGEOUS HEBE whom ahyi kept complaining that she misses today. HAHAHA. that retarded woman. okay update again soon my laptop batt is dying and im lazy to get my adapter. GOODBYE!! :D:D
okay on saturday went to meet mr tay in the morning and had some breakfast/lunch. the brownie and muffin he intro-ed me was hmm mm nice. you can feel your insides melting as you eat it. the brownie instantly melted in your mouth and as you swallow, you feel like you are the most blissful person on earth. HAHAHAHA okay exaggerating but it is really super nice kekeke.
went over to clara's after that and discussed a little on our spm proj and when ahyi left for hebe's concert. me and clara practically slacked giving ourselves whole lots of lame excuses while laughing at them ourselves. HAHAHA. watched mucore perfs and went to EAT to eat. HAHAHA.
had laksas hmm mm nice nice finished it and went to walk around to mac to have some icecream for dessert. i had been eating the whole day cause when i reached clara's i ate one of my leftover cookies and the sushis that her sis made. heh heh.
walked around to i-forgot-where and eventually went home with clara accompanying me to the road which i needed to cross to board my bus after much persuasion and lame reasons from me hehehe i know you love me cause i love you too. (L)(L)
sunday was a hebe day. HAHAHA. met ahyi EARLY in the morning at novena sq 2 where hebe's autograph session was held and there was already a queue. sat there and found out that ahyi's friends were there too and asked them to join us cause they were queuing behind. took turns to buy breakfast and made two new friends just like that - zhengjie and kk. hahahaha.
at the start me and ahyi was trying to START studying for ecd. but failed terribly as our eyes close the minute we bent our heads to stare at our notes. so in the end played asshole dai dee with the two guys as well as learning bridge. first time playing bridge for me and zhengjie and woohoo we beat the old birds once kekeke. newbies for the win yo.
playing asshole dai dee was crazy even though we only had four ppl. i think i was the asshole for like eight to ten rounds? according to them. hahahaha. but everyone had a fair share of being the asshole HAHAHA but i seem to be either the asshole or prostitute most of the time. :( life sometimes suck but nvm at least i got to be the king/queen for a few times. ^^
bought lunch at LJS and ate and unfortunately we had to move forward while eating halfway but yayy at least we could see the stage at where we were at. those who were further behind couldnt even see the stage. hahahahahahahaha. (wicked laughter)
but REALLY UNFORTUNATELY three (?) SUPER TALL guys were like standing in front of us. -_- so me and ahyi could not see anything at all. WTS. zhengjie and kk were laughing at us the whole time. -_- but they are really funny people hahahahaha. nice too! :):)
stood on the barricade and i still couldnt see hebe. :( her height was just nice blocked by the hands and cameras of the people in front. :(:( i could only see the top of her head. T.T T.T but at least i got to hear her voice live omg singing tgthr with her was (Y).
when the autograph session started the queue moved rather fast and i think everything was quite orderly and smooth unlike some of the events that i went for. hahahaha. and as we got closer me and ahyi started becoming real nervous and omg she is so gorgeous and fair and pretty omggggg. :'):'):')
shook her hand and i was dumbfounded. wanted to ask her to smile more cause she is really pretty and jiayou for everything but when i look at her i couldnt pluck up any courage to say anything. T.T T.T loser me. :(:( ahyi managed to talk to her abit and gave her the presents she made for them!! OMGOMG she was shivering all over HAHAHAHA.
went over to town after the session for ahyi's cny shopping. the guys kept going their own way and coming back to find us scaring me a few times cause they appeared sdnly. -_- eventually ahyi bought her clothes and we went to graffiti cafe at cine for some pontian noodles kekeke i like i like. 'vandalise' a little on the seats and woohoo happy happy. good dinner and went home after that sleeping for most of the journey home.
woohoo happy for being able to take some time out to do other things other than school work or proj during the weekends. :):) and ALSO BEING ABLE TO SEE THE GORGEOUS HEBE whom ahyi kept complaining that she misses today. HAHAHA. that retarded woman. okay update again soon my laptop batt is dying and im lazy to get my adapter. GOODBYE!! :D:D
Sunday, January 16, 2011
a little something for someone.
well just sdnly inspired to write a little something here. heh heh. have been writing in my organiser about my everyday which is nice but i need to write in it more regularly but i cant cause of the time constraint and high stress level nowadays with projs and tests coming.
i am glad that i have my girls with me who made my school days more bearable and enjoyable with their silly, cute and lovable antics making me laugh and i enjoy spending time with them.
other than my girls i also have my boys including sebas, junhao, etc. particularly these two cause im happy that they din forget me;
one despite us graduating from sec sch for like two years and got into different schs and we stayed strong ^^ forever my bestie and now he is going into NS in like less than a month's time. :(
and one who stayed in touch with me despite going into ns and who is always open minded and who i can still talk with about every single thing in life. :)
and well, just a little something for someone.
thanks for being really sweet to me despite me being unreasonable at times with all the mood swings that im having. and make me laugh and smile uncontrollably. the small little things you unknowingly say/do do leave a mark and i do notice them even if i dun say it out loud. cause smtimes it's these small little things which really matter.
thanks for wanting me to be myself and not want me to change for anyone and make me believe in being myself and be more confident and thanks for all the happy little things happening everyday be it just a text or a call.
thanks for moving on with me and making me leave my past behind and not turn back and browse through them again and make me feel happy and contented with the present and look forward to the future with all my might.
nothing is certain and i dunoe how the future will turn out to be, but i can say that im really happy with my present life now. :) im grateful to whoever is giving me such a good life now even though it's still kinda stressful with schwork and the lack of time but i can take those. :)
i will be more independent and less dependent on the people around me; and be more cheerful and not get angry at things so easily; and be more forward looking and not worrying about history repeating itself; and be more carefree and happy-go-lucky like how i was when i was younger and not think too much and worry about things which have yet to happen or might not even happen in the future. :) sounds like i'm making my resolution but i'm not. :) i shall try my very best to achieve all these cause it will make me happier which is like the goal of my life - BE HAPPY. ^^
smile and laugh more. and you will look younger and have no need for rapunzel's hair. kekeke.
i am glad that i have my girls with me who made my school days more bearable and enjoyable with their silly, cute and lovable antics making me laugh and i enjoy spending time with them.
other than my girls i also have my boys including sebas, junhao, etc. particularly these two cause im happy that they din forget me;
one despite us graduating from sec sch for like two years and got into different schs and we stayed strong ^^ forever my bestie and now he is going into NS in like less than a month's time. :(
and one who stayed in touch with me despite going into ns and who is always open minded and who i can still talk with about every single thing in life. :)
and well, just a little something for someone.
thanks for being really sweet to me despite me being unreasonable at times with all the mood swings that im having. and make me laugh and smile uncontrollably. the small little things you unknowingly say/do do leave a mark and i do notice them even if i dun say it out loud. cause smtimes it's these small little things which really matter.
thanks for wanting me to be myself and not want me to change for anyone and make me believe in being myself and be more confident and thanks for all the happy little things happening everyday be it just a text or a call.
thanks for moving on with me and making me leave my past behind and not turn back and browse through them again and make me feel happy and contented with the present and look forward to the future with all my might.
nothing is certain and i dunoe how the future will turn out to be, but i can say that im really happy with my present life now. :) im grateful to whoever is giving me such a good life now even though it's still kinda stressful with schwork and the lack of time but i can take those. :)
i will be more independent and less dependent on the people around me; and be more cheerful and not get angry at things so easily; and be more forward looking and not worrying about history repeating itself; and be more carefree and happy-go-lucky like how i was when i was younger and not think too much and worry about things which have yet to happen or might not even happen in the future. :) sounds like i'm making my resolution but i'm not. :) i shall try my very best to achieve all these cause it will make me happier which is like the goal of my life - BE HAPPY. ^^
smile and laugh more. and you will look younger and have no need for rapunzel's hair. kekeke.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
CLARA'S
IM AT CLARA'S NOW. AS CLEARLY WRITTEN AS THE BLOG TITLE. HAHAHAHA.
starting to feel lazy to think of blog titles. okay i shall write blog titles only if i feel inspired by something. heh heh.
BTW. stayed over at clara's last weekend. which means last fri to last sat. for projs of course. finally finished up our products for our ecd module woohoo~
GIVE ME A CLAP. /CLAP
went to meet mr tay on the next day (sunday) and din really eat and went for his friend clement/javier's birthday chalet. his friend got two names. O.O din quite believe when he told me that hahahahaha. was super paiseh cause we were the first two friends to reach and his friend's family were all there too.
just that they were in the bbq pit and we were in the room. hahahaha!
ended up playing monopoly deal with him and winning and though he won at the end (idc) his friends who came after that joined in and neither of us won. :(:(:( birthday boy's gf won lots though. hahahaha. played poker for the first time. O.O O.O with real chips but NO MONEY~
everyone was koping everyone's chips when they lost everything. smart and lucky me won quite a bit. HEHEHE. and i kindly lent mr tay some chips to continue playing. oh so kind me. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
went down for the buffet dinner and ate. first time see prawn dumplings at a buffet. O.O
happy cause i love eating them hohoho! mr tay took seriously lots of food like a hungry ghost. HAHAHAHA.
went over to the arcade which is SUPER small after the dinner cause it's just awkward for me. hahahahaha. played and played until sdnly ALL of his friends swarmed in and sdnly the arcade became super packed hahahaha. started recommending games cause we practically played all those games that looked interesting.
stayed there until it was like about time to leave and left the place cause i still had sch on the next day. hahaha.
mon to fri is practically school day while staying after school for proj. :(
on a side note, on tue, kind mr tay sent me home and met me for dinner at night. hahahaha. thanks for treat. heh heh.
and on wed went to causeway to buy clara's sneakers and headed to clara's house to make a little smthing for keh cause it was her birthday on MONDAYYY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEH!! (L)
but haven had the chance to pass to her yet. :/ need to find a time to meet up with her and maoooo!!
OHH and FRIDAY is a SPECIAL day tooooooo!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR CUTE AND RETARDED CHERYL!!!! (L) ^^
school in the morning and headed to THE FIRST TEE which is opposite botanic garden where we had our golf workshop~~
got stuck in the rain but FINALLY IN THE END we managed to get two cabs and went to lucky plaza to eat ayam-smthing. AIYA i cant remember ayam wad. :( okay basically it's just some special chicken rice. hahahaha.
after eating we went to cine to catch the movie 'Love and Other Drugs'. and i retardedly kept insisting that the movie name is 'Love, Drugs, and Sex' to mr tay when he asked me about the movie. :(:(
i love the storyline and plot omg super touching i cried. T.T T.T and they are really really cute tgthr omg i recommend this show despite the high level of nudity. hahahaha. guys might enjoy? i dunoe HAHA.
and surprisingly my hai en baobao is like in the same movie theatre as me!! HAHAHA. he msged me saying he saw me at cine and after texting awhile we realised we were in the same theatre watching the same show all along HAHAHA.
went over to 313 cold rock for some icecreammmm. and the waffle is superbly nice kekeke i like. shall go there again when i have the money. :( super broke and i still keep eating. T.T T.T food is too addictive to put down. ohmylife. :(
IF ONLY I CAN CONVERT ALL MY FATS INTO CASH. I WOULD BE A BILLIONAIRE. :(
home after going to hmv and f21 to walk around. tired ttm. but still din slp early. :(:(
okay shall blog about today and tml some other day kekeke. goodbye everyone. :):)
starting to feel lazy to think of blog titles. okay i shall write blog titles only if i feel inspired by something. heh heh.
BTW. stayed over at clara's last weekend. which means last fri to last sat. for projs of course. finally finished up our products for our ecd module woohoo~
GIVE ME A CLAP. /CLAP
went to meet mr tay on the next day (sunday) and din really eat and went for his friend clement/javier's birthday chalet. his friend got two names. O.O din quite believe when he told me that hahahahaha. was super paiseh cause we were the first two friends to reach and his friend's family were all there too.
just that they were in the bbq pit and we were in the room. hahahaha!
ended up playing monopoly deal with him and winning and though he won at the end (idc) his friends who came after that joined in and neither of us won. :(:(:( birthday boy's gf won lots though. hahahaha. played poker for the first time. O.O O.O with real chips but NO MONEY~
everyone was koping everyone's chips when they lost everything. smart and lucky me won quite a bit. HEHEHE. and i kindly lent mr tay some chips to continue playing. oh so kind me. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
went down for the buffet dinner and ate. first time see prawn dumplings at a buffet. O.O
happy cause i love eating them hohoho! mr tay took seriously lots of food like a hungry ghost. HAHAHAHA.
went over to the arcade which is SUPER small after the dinner cause it's just awkward for me. hahahahaha. played and played until sdnly ALL of his friends swarmed in and sdnly the arcade became super packed hahahaha. started recommending games cause we practically played all those games that looked interesting.
stayed there until it was like about time to leave and left the place cause i still had sch on the next day. hahaha.
mon to fri is practically school day while staying after school for proj. :(
on a side note, on tue, kind mr tay sent me home and met me for dinner at night. hahahaha. thanks for treat. heh heh.
and on wed went to causeway to buy clara's sneakers and headed to clara's house to make a little smthing for keh cause it was her birthday on MONDAYYY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEH!! (L)
but haven had the chance to pass to her yet. :/ need to find a time to meet up with her and maoooo!!
OHH and FRIDAY is a SPECIAL day tooooooo!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR CUTE AND RETARDED CHERYL!!!! (L) ^^
school in the morning and headed to THE FIRST TEE which is opposite botanic garden where we had our golf workshop~~
got stuck in the rain but FINALLY IN THE END we managed to get two cabs and went to lucky plaza to eat ayam-smthing. AIYA i cant remember ayam wad. :( okay basically it's just some special chicken rice. hahahaha.
after eating we went to cine to catch the movie 'Love and Other Drugs'. and i retardedly kept insisting that the movie name is 'Love, Drugs, and Sex' to mr tay when he asked me about the movie. :(:(
i love the storyline and plot omg super touching i cried. T.T T.T and they are really really cute tgthr omg i recommend this show despite the high level of nudity. hahahaha. guys might enjoy? i dunoe HAHA.
and surprisingly my hai en baobao is like in the same movie theatre as me!! HAHAHA. he msged me saying he saw me at cine and after texting awhile we realised we were in the same theatre watching the same show all along HAHAHA.
went over to 313 cold rock for some icecreammmm. and the waffle is superbly nice kekeke i like. shall go there again when i have the money. :( super broke and i still keep eating. T.T T.T food is too addictive to put down. ohmylife. :(
IF ONLY I CAN CONVERT ALL MY FATS INTO CASH. I WOULD BE A BILLIONAIRE. :(
home after going to hmv and f21 to walk around. tired ttm. but still din slp early. :(:(
okay shall blog about today and tml some other day kekeke. goodbye everyone. :):)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
last moments of 2010/first moments of 2011
this post shall start with my countdown in 2010! which is obvious from my post title oh ho!
okay the day started kinda late cause i overslept and i was going to clara's to do a little hama beads. couldnt stay for long but stayed as long as i could and became late to meet mr tay and friends at bpp. went down to jp instead and since he havent reach yet i bought starbucks with my tumbler voucher hehehe and upsized it which in the end i only paid $1.50 for. hehehe super cheap yo~
walked around holding the drink and drinking it like a taitai and browsed the shops and went into shops which i think was cute until he called me and i went to wait for him at the mrt stn.sweated like crazy until he reached and finally went into the mall for some aircon~~
his friends arrived and we went to buy movie tix. we watched 'THE TOURIST' !! it was super nice. johnny depp had a super good acting and he's really cute and angelina jolie just had the charisma and charm which was gorgeous.
after the movie the two of us went to walk around the place while they went to the beerhouse. we are just not the alcoholic type of people. HAHAHAHA. sat at some random place with bball court cause i wanted to watch. miss bball. :(:(
went to bp to the beerhouse to join the rest and played monopoly deal, dices and finger guessing game. i was super slow at the finger guessing game. :( it was my first timeeeeee! too confusing. i haven count finish jiu nxt round alr. -_-
i was the only one who din drink at all~ mrtay drank like one sip? or two? HAHAHA. counted down and everyone cheered while popping those streamers thingy. hahaha.
photos outside the beerhouse and the girls (including me) sat the only car to blk 163's kopitiam to eat. and my hairband broke cause i hit my head on the ceiling of the crowded bus. T.T
eat and eat but i din eat much and then everyone went home? we went to some void deck to talk cause my dad wasnt free to fetch me :( and there was no bus at 3plus in the morning. :/ and so i had to wait till the first bus in the next morning. thanks for accompanying me and sending me home after that! ^^
and then now it is the FIRST DAY OF THE YEAR which is also NEW YEAR DAY !! :D:D
woke up at like 1plus despite sleeping at 8plus in the morning. :/ lazed on my bed and my mum's bed while watching tv until it was time and went to bugis to meet society 0910!! :D:D
had dinner at empire state which was really cute and shared a meal with leon. and there is this waitress who seems to be eyeing ben alot and benson actually wrote his number on his plate using ketchup/chili sauce and just placed it in the middle of the table so that the waitress would see it. HAHAHA was dying of laughter seriously.
after the dinner we lepak-ed a little while and went off to watch movies with von ben and benson. watched 'the tourist' again hahaha super waste of money but STILL i love the show as much as ever. hahahaha. and with von beside me squealing so cute with me has a total different feeling HAHAHA. fangirls jiu shi fangirls.
home after the movie~~~~ okay thats about it and this tutorial is super super super boring. :/ shall blog again soon hohoho. goodbye~
okay the day started kinda late cause i overslept and i was going to clara's to do a little hama beads. couldnt stay for long but stayed as long as i could and became late to meet mr tay and friends at bpp. went down to jp instead and since he havent reach yet i bought starbucks with my tumbler voucher hehehe and upsized it which in the end i only paid $1.50 for. hehehe super cheap yo~
walked around holding the drink and drinking it like a taitai and browsed the shops and went into shops which i think was cute until he called me and i went to wait for him at the mrt stn.sweated like crazy until he reached and finally went into the mall for some aircon~~
his friends arrived and we went to buy movie tix. we watched 'THE TOURIST' !! it was super nice. johnny depp had a super good acting and he's really cute and angelina jolie just had the charisma and charm which was gorgeous.
after the movie the two of us went to walk around the place while they went to the beerhouse. we are just not the alcoholic type of people. HAHAHAHA. sat at some random place with bball court cause i wanted to watch. miss bball. :(:(
went to bp to the beerhouse to join the rest and played monopoly deal, dices and finger guessing game. i was super slow at the finger guessing game. :( it was my first timeeeeee! too confusing. i haven count finish jiu nxt round alr. -_-
i was the only one who din drink at all~ mrtay drank like one sip? or two? HAHAHA. counted down and everyone cheered while popping those streamers thingy. hahaha.
photos outside the beerhouse and the girls (including me) sat the only car to blk 163's kopitiam to eat. and my hairband broke cause i hit my head on the ceiling of the crowded bus. T.T
eat and eat but i din eat much and then everyone went home? we went to some void deck to talk cause my dad wasnt free to fetch me :( and there was no bus at 3plus in the morning. :/ and so i had to wait till the first bus in the next morning. thanks for accompanying me and sending me home after that! ^^
and then now it is the FIRST DAY OF THE YEAR which is also NEW YEAR DAY !! :D:D
woke up at like 1plus despite sleeping at 8plus in the morning. :/ lazed on my bed and my mum's bed while watching tv until it was time and went to bugis to meet society 0910!! :D:D
had dinner at empire state which was really cute and shared a meal with leon. and there is this waitress who seems to be eyeing ben alot and benson actually wrote his number on his plate using ketchup/chili sauce and just placed it in the middle of the table so that the waitress would see it. HAHAHA was dying of laughter seriously.
after the dinner we lepak-ed a little while and went off to watch movies with von ben and benson. watched 'the tourist' again hahaha super waste of money but STILL i love the show as much as ever. hahahaha. and with von beside me squealing so cute with me has a total different feeling HAHAHA. fangirls jiu shi fangirls.
home after the movie~~~~ okay thats about it and this tutorial is super super super boring. :/ shall blog again soon hohoho. goodbye~
Monday, January 10, 2011
i miss those days
when i blog too much.
when i have too much free time on hand that i dunoe what to do.
when i am so bored that i stare into space and stone.
but times nowadays are sort of happy and fulfilling even though im really tired and there's hardly time for anything else. almost everyday is filled up. what with friends and projects. okay MOSTLY projects. :(
i am using my laptop lesser and lesser tooooo. when i reach home all i wanna do is to bathe, read a book while drinking some milo on my bed and fall aslp while doing so. my tumblr is so dead. :( and i miss blogging too. T.T
feel so lost from everything in tumblr but argh too much to catch up but i have so little time so just forget it ah. happy that i still have lovely darlings around with me which make my day happy everyday even though we are racing against time. ^^ i love everyone who made my life so happy.
this is probably the happiest and most fulfilling part of my life which i dun wanna forget.
when i have too much free time on hand that i dunoe what to do.
when i am so bored that i stare into space and stone.
but times nowadays are sort of happy and fulfilling even though im really tired and there's hardly time for anything else. almost everyday is filled up. what with friends and projects. okay MOSTLY projects. :(
i am using my laptop lesser and lesser tooooo. when i reach home all i wanna do is to bathe, read a book while drinking some milo on my bed and fall aslp while doing so. my tumblr is so dead. :( and i miss blogging too. T.T
feel so lost from everything in tumblr but argh too much to catch up but i have so little time so just forget it ah. happy that i still have lovely darlings around with me which make my day happy everyday even though we are racing against time. ^^ i love everyone who made my life so happy.
this is probably the happiest and most fulfilling part of my life which i dun wanna forget.
Sunday, January 09, 2011
BAMPGUINS!
stayed over for a night over at clara's for proj and made our handmade products to sell at our ECD bazaar. woohoo! everyone please come down and support us kay!! we will be at ORCHARD SCAPE table number 26 (?) on 22 JAN 2011 and the name of our shop is called fusion de bijoux so MUST come and support okay!
okay so anywayyyy. i am supposed to be up early tml morning to meet mr tay but ohh well i am kinda in a blogging mood right now hehe soooo this is the post for BAMP! which is clear from the post title hehehe.
FIRST DAY OF BAMP
well this year's BAMP has a theme of 'Heroes VS Villians' and me and benson are leaders of this group called PENGUIN. it may sound like a cute name to you but it is actually a very ugly villian in Batman. :( as you can see from the picture below. ugly man tsk tsk. at first i really tot it was a cute penguin. :(
so anyway my group members consist of (order according to the time they came?) :
ke li, yi hui, zi jian, jin xing, yu xuan, yew wei and alexia.
hahaha. my lovely and sweet groupmates. (L)
anyway had some icebreaking games with them and started the mass games and soon i have to leave for the preparation of nightwalk and left them with benson though i would have loved to stay and bond more with them. :(
prepared the loft rooms for nightwalk to make it scary and creepy for the people but i was super scared myself. :( they wanted to close my room door where i was supposed to be ALONE and i kept saying no cause i was really terrified and my room was the brightest of them all HAHAHA. it had the most candles not counting the lightsticks. im a scaredy cat.
cheryl put on the facepaint for me and drew me to be a scary ghost which in the end i found out was retarded cause they cant really see our faces. -_- and when the nightwalk started all the lights were off and we couldnt see anything at first and when our eyes adapted to it we can actually see quite clearly which is cooooool~
laughed when my penguins AKA bampguins came. first they shined the lightstick at my face and started to all calm down when they realised it's me. even yihui who was screaming and being really scared at first. -_- wad a fail ghost. AND PLUS THEY SDNLY STARTED CHEERING MY SUPER CHUI AND FAILED CHEER.
before the campers came, benson asked me to think of a cheer first. and i just anyhow gave one super lousy one:
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
SUA!
i have no idea that they knew anything about it and obviously benson was the one who told them cause they edited it to this:
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
SUA!
JIALE SAY ONE LAH.
and i just started smiling and they shined the lightstick on my face again and was like 'aiya jiale want laugh jiu laugh lah you very unprofessional.' :(:( they were the ones who started cheering out of the middle of nowhere (okay in the room) and the cheer was like a super failed one which i dun even intend to let them know of. T.T but they were super cute hehehe.
was screaming at different people (including zui brave de max who was covering his ears 99.99999% of the time saying 'DUN SCREAM AT ME DUN SCREAM AT ME' though he knows every single one of the 'ghost' -_-)
and got scared by some people. for example GALEN who was wearing the scream mask which looks really scary and he keeps disturbing me by tilting his head and getting closer to my face omg scary and sudden banging intending to scare the campers but ended up i was the only one who jumped in the room. -_- and zhihong who sdnly shouted when he opened the door where i was sitting just outside of it. T.T
pictures time after the whole nightwalk with my dear nightwalk crew as after every group came in we have a few mins break and we would chitchat and lepak for a little while and weiting and roxanne whom i will always talk to while staying in the room when the people are in the living room/kitchen. hehehe.
soon we started walking around the whole apartment while the people are looking around and i started lying on the ground cause i was super tired and yayy heyyy at the end of the nightwalk we din have to clear up but those who are not involved in the nightwalk would have to and we just went to bathe and sleep. lalala~
SECOND DAY OF BAMP
it's the games day and we played some dry games and yay our last member alexia joined us on this day and after lunch it was the wet games. i was super chui in the first game alr and i slid till my knees got scraped. :(
but my members were super sweet and super nice to me hehehe i love them - asking the game masters to stop calling my number for me to slide to grab the soap on the canvas sheet during the dog and bones game and to try their best to smear the butter on themselves so i dun have to smear too much on myself cause i have to carry my bag. though in the end i still got dirty from head to toe HAHAHA.
after the whole games thing which i am lazy to recount every game and i think you wouldnt want to read, me and benson managed to get lynn to take photos of my group cause we were planning a surprise gift for them. after buying stuffs from cheers which my dear bampguins wanna eat/drink for the night, me and benson gave an excuse of buying things for the MCs and left.
the both of us RAN all the way to BTP cause we only had two hours break in which we were supposed to bathe and eat our dinner as well. omg i swear it's damn tiring. ran till we reach the photo shop and asked the uncle to help us print a group photo which we think is the nicest and went to popular to buy the markers to write on the back of the photos. randomly sat at this shop to write after the photos were printed until we got chased out and randomly sat outside of BTP to write.
ran back to the loft again and couldnt run when we were near the loft cause i was having cramps. first day of honghong and she came just before the wet games. -_- luckily i din play those super wet ones. hahaha.
benson went to take our dinner first and we went up to the room where our group and another group (batman) were discussing our campfire perf and asked our penguins out and gave them the photos with our messages. so glad that they were happy with it. :') gave them two empty photos to write for me and benson too. and PLUS benson was leaving straight after campfire. :(
bathed and had dinner while watching the perf preparation going on and soon it was time for CAMPFIRE!! went for the campfire and WOOHOO got high and played different games and cheered super loudly and went really crazy HAHAHA. went to the bampguins room after campfire and we talked and took photos and yayyy i love them (L)
was super tired after that and started stoning and not engaging in their convers. HAHAHA. in the end left when benson left for his other camp in his sec sch and went straight back to my room and bathed and slept. HAHAHA. all the rest like party-ed for the whole night while i was sleeping like a pig.
THIRD AND LAST DAY OF BAMP
met my bampguins and everyone went to the grand stand for the closing ceremony. had some memento game and corrine started telling me about how it is going to be the last camp for society 1011 and there wouldnt be any staying overs at loft, no more htht at night, no more late suppers at timah market, no more joking around and fooling about, no more watching movies tgthr. then she started singing the graduation song 'as we go on, we remember...' and tears just came to my eyes. :(
then we laughed and i stopped crying. went down and realised that i lost my group's mascot - this penguin which we made from trash bag and it is supposed to be our identity and we are supposed to take care of it at all times. :( i tot they werent going to steal it and so i just left it there with my bag but they did. T.T
caused my group a forfeit and felt super guilty but they all said that it's alright. my sweet bunch of bampguins kekeke. we were required to dance and cheer in front of the whole bamp on this bench on the track and so we did but we were like in our own bampguin world and yayy it's fun hehe.
finished all the forfeits for those groups and had a cheer competition which of course ended with a BAMP cheer which everyone cheered in and all the group leaders were just gathering in front of all the campers when corrine reminded me of the last society camp thing and started singing the song again which the rest of society caught on and started to sing. and so yes it was embarrassing but i cried in front of the whole bamp. T.T
stopped and wanted to have a debrief with my bampguins for like some last words after the campbreak when they lied to me and told me the photo they wanted to give me was destroyed by zijian who accidentally spilled cup noodles on. hahahaha.
but they din and they wrote a super sweet message for me. :') and though i dun think that i showed any of my blur side in front of them they wrote that im super blur. -_- but still they said that im super caring which makes my heart meltzxzxzxzxz. HAHAHAHA. i super love them!
then they threw me at one side and went to the other side to discuss smthing and when they came back they surrounded me and started to cheer super loud and i was deafened by them and they made a jiale OEI~ cheer for me hehehe so cute. then they started discussing about throwing me somewhere and sdnly they lifted me and carried me to this trolley which was at the tracks there. HAHAHA omg i was dying and screaming like siao.
they placed me on the trolley and started pushing and running and when they tried to turn i fell out and they apologised and quickly pulled me up and put me back in the trolley and turned slowly this time and ran one round around the court though halfway through i got out and zijian wanted to try and he sat inside and we pushed him instead. HAHAHAHA. my bampguins are just super cute.
after everything, went back to the loft to do some check ups on the loft apartments to make sure that they were left cleaned and tidied with mad and talked to her hehehe. lunched with my SCOs and chatted and yayy i love them all~
all in all, i love bamp and my bampguins and society 1011 which are full of wonderful people yayyheyyy woohooo! ^^ i need some free time to plan a dinner with my bampguins! T.T
our shop will be selling different handmade accessories, such as necklaces, rings, earrings, and brooches, including those that are made from hama beads and legos and other cute charms! ^^ we will be setting up our fb page/group soon so that you can preorder and we can customise for youuuuuu! only youuuuu~~~ ^^
okay so anywayyyy. i am supposed to be up early tml morning to meet mr tay but ohh well i am kinda in a blogging mood right now hehe soooo this is the post for BAMP! which is clear from the post title hehehe.
FIRST DAY OF BAMP
well this year's BAMP has a theme of 'Heroes VS Villians' and me and benson are leaders of this group called PENGUIN. it may sound like a cute name to you but it is actually a very ugly villian in Batman. :( as you can see from the picture below. ugly man tsk tsk. at first i really tot it was a cute penguin. :(
so anyway my group members consist of (order according to the time they came?) :
ke li, yi hui, zi jian, jin xing, yu xuan, yew wei and alexia.
hahaha. my lovely and sweet groupmates. (L)
anyway had some icebreaking games with them and started the mass games and soon i have to leave for the preparation of nightwalk and left them with benson though i would have loved to stay and bond more with them. :(
prepared the loft rooms for nightwalk to make it scary and creepy for the people but i was super scared myself. :( they wanted to close my room door where i was supposed to be ALONE and i kept saying no cause i was really terrified and my room was the brightest of them all HAHAHA. it had the most candles not counting the lightsticks. im a scaredy cat.
cheryl put on the facepaint for me and drew me to be a scary ghost which in the end i found out was retarded cause they cant really see our faces. -_- and when the nightwalk started all the lights were off and we couldnt see anything at first and when our eyes adapted to it we can actually see quite clearly which is cooooool~
laughed when my penguins AKA bampguins came. first they shined the lightstick at my face and started to all calm down when they realised it's me. even yihui who was screaming and being really scared at first. -_- wad a fail ghost. AND PLUS THEY SDNLY STARTED CHEERING MY SUPER CHUI AND FAILED CHEER.
before the campers came, benson asked me to think of a cheer first. and i just anyhow gave one super lousy one:
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
SUA!
i have no idea that they knew anything about it and obviously benson was the one who told them cause they edited it to this:
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
PENGUINS AH PENGUINS
SUA!
JIALE SAY ONE LAH.
and i just started smiling and they shined the lightstick on my face again and was like 'aiya jiale want laugh jiu laugh lah you very unprofessional.' :(:( they were the ones who started cheering out of the middle of nowhere (okay in the room) and the cheer was like a super failed one which i dun even intend to let them know of. T.T but they were super cute hehehe.
was screaming at different people (including zui brave de max who was covering his ears 99.99999% of the time saying 'DUN SCREAM AT ME DUN SCREAM AT ME' though he knows every single one of the 'ghost' -_-)
and got scared by some people. for example GALEN who was wearing the scream mask which looks really scary and he keeps disturbing me by tilting his head and getting closer to my face omg scary and sudden banging intending to scare the campers but ended up i was the only one who jumped in the room. -_- and zhihong who sdnly shouted when he opened the door where i was sitting just outside of it. T.T
pictures time after the whole nightwalk with my dear nightwalk crew as after every group came in we have a few mins break and we would chitchat and lepak for a little while and weiting and roxanne whom i will always talk to while staying in the room when the people are in the living room/kitchen. hehehe.
soon we started walking around the whole apartment while the people are looking around and i started lying on the ground cause i was super tired and yayy heyyy at the end of the nightwalk we din have to clear up but those who are not involved in the nightwalk would have to and we just went to bathe and sleep. lalala~
SECOND DAY OF BAMP
it's the games day and we played some dry games and yay our last member alexia joined us on this day and after lunch it was the wet games. i was super chui in the first game alr and i slid till my knees got scraped. :(
but my members were super sweet and super nice to me hehehe i love them - asking the game masters to stop calling my number for me to slide to grab the soap on the canvas sheet during the dog and bones game and to try their best to smear the butter on themselves so i dun have to smear too much on myself cause i have to carry my bag. though in the end i still got dirty from head to toe HAHAHA.
after the whole games thing which i am lazy to recount every game and i think you wouldnt want to read, me and benson managed to get lynn to take photos of my group cause we were planning a surprise gift for them. after buying stuffs from cheers which my dear bampguins wanna eat/drink for the night, me and benson gave an excuse of buying things for the MCs and left.
the both of us RAN all the way to BTP cause we only had two hours break in which we were supposed to bathe and eat our dinner as well. omg i swear it's damn tiring. ran till we reach the photo shop and asked the uncle to help us print a group photo which we think is the nicest and went to popular to buy the markers to write on the back of the photos. randomly sat at this shop to write after the photos were printed until we got chased out and randomly sat outside of BTP to write.
ran back to the loft again and couldnt run when we were near the loft cause i was having cramps. first day of honghong and she came just before the wet games. -_- luckily i din play those super wet ones. hahaha.
benson went to take our dinner first and we went up to the room where our group and another group (batman) were discussing our campfire perf and asked our penguins out and gave them the photos with our messages. so glad that they were happy with it. :') gave them two empty photos to write for me and benson too. and PLUS benson was leaving straight after campfire. :(
bathed and had dinner while watching the perf preparation going on and soon it was time for CAMPFIRE!! went for the campfire and WOOHOO got high and played different games and cheered super loudly and went really crazy HAHAHA. went to the bampguins room after campfire and we talked and took photos and yayyy i love them (L)
was super tired after that and started stoning and not engaging in their convers. HAHAHA. in the end left when benson left for his other camp in his sec sch and went straight back to my room and bathed and slept. HAHAHA. all the rest like party-ed for the whole night while i was sleeping like a pig.
THIRD AND LAST DAY OF BAMP
met my bampguins and everyone went to the grand stand for the closing ceremony. had some memento game and corrine started telling me about how it is going to be the last camp for society 1011 and there wouldnt be any staying overs at loft, no more htht at night, no more late suppers at timah market, no more joking around and fooling about, no more watching movies tgthr. then she started singing the graduation song 'as we go on, we remember...' and tears just came to my eyes. :(
then we laughed and i stopped crying. went down and realised that i lost my group's mascot - this penguin which we made from trash bag and it is supposed to be our identity and we are supposed to take care of it at all times. :( i tot they werent going to steal it and so i just left it there with my bag but they did. T.T
caused my group a forfeit and felt super guilty but they all said that it's alright. my sweet bunch of bampguins kekeke. we were required to dance and cheer in front of the whole bamp on this bench on the track and so we did but we were like in our own bampguin world and yayy it's fun hehe.
finished all the forfeits for those groups and had a cheer competition which of course ended with a BAMP cheer which everyone cheered in and all the group leaders were just gathering in front of all the campers when corrine reminded me of the last society camp thing and started singing the song again which the rest of society caught on and started to sing. and so yes it was embarrassing but i cried in front of the whole bamp. T.T
stopped and wanted to have a debrief with my bampguins for like some last words after the campbreak when they lied to me and told me the photo they wanted to give me was destroyed by zijian who accidentally spilled cup noodles on. hahahaha.
but they din and they wrote a super sweet message for me. :') and though i dun think that i showed any of my blur side in front of them they wrote that im super blur. -_- but still they said that im super caring which makes my heart meltzxzxzxzxz. HAHAHAHA. i super love them!
then they threw me at one side and went to the other side to discuss smthing and when they came back they surrounded me and started to cheer super loud and i was deafened by them and they made a jiale OEI~ cheer for me hehehe so cute. then they started discussing about throwing me somewhere and sdnly they lifted me and carried me to this trolley which was at the tracks there. HAHAHA omg i was dying and screaming like siao.
they placed me on the trolley and started pushing and running and when they tried to turn i fell out and they apologised and quickly pulled me up and put me back in the trolley and turned slowly this time and ran one round around the court though halfway through i got out and zijian wanted to try and he sat inside and we pushed him instead. HAHAHAHA. my bampguins are just super cute.
after everything, went back to the loft to do some check ups on the loft apartments to make sure that they were left cleaned and tidied with mad and talked to her hehehe. lunched with my SCOs and chatted and yayy i love them all~
all in all, i love bamp and my bampguins and society 1011 which are full of wonderful people yayyheyyy woohooo! ^^ i need some free time to plan a dinner with my bampguins! T.T
A PICTURE OF MY WONDERFUL BAMPGUINS!!
LEFT TO RIGHT STARTING FROM THE TOP ROW:
alexia, ME, zijian, yihui
benson
jinxing, yuxuan, keli
okay im done with my bamp posts and sorry for the lack of photos i had yet to put photos from my camera into my comp yet and i just realised that i have yet to edit my thailand post with photos but im kinda lazy so maybe i will just post them up on facebook only hahahaha so sorry for the wordy posts it's my style heh heh.
okay time to sleep i am supposed to wake up at like 6plus 7plus tml to meet mr tay yin ji okay goodnight everyone! :D
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
love makes you blind? ^^
okayyyyy it's hbm tutorial now and im totally not listening. i din do the tutorial too hahahaha. was dead tired when i got home last night.
think i will be doing projs almost EVERYDAY after school like wad i did for the past two days but argh that's our lives. :( we cant do anything about it except wonder why we din start earlier. HAHAHA.
feels like ages since i last blogged. :/:/ been so busy. even clara and ahyi have been complaining that i practically disappeared in the two weeks hols. :(
being caught up with the thai trip and bamp and christmas and countdown and practically did work with them for only like two days. :( i feel super bad alr i will try my best to do more.
okay tutor just asked a volunteer to go up to the board to answer the qns and he asked me to in the end even though he said VOLUNTEER. hahahaha. ok not that i mind. cause luckily that qns wasnt hard HAHAHA and at least i could fill in the blanks and he is nice to point out that i made a small mistake kekeke.
had been rather happy today though i looked tired and even clara asked why i was pulling a long face for almost the whole day. :( but i was tired. but my heart is smiling all along HAHAHA ohmy so cheesy.
just wanna say i thoroughly enjoyed dinner with ahyi and clara last night. hahahaha. laughed like crazy and ahyi laughed till she cried listening to clara and my conver though we found it normal. we are far too lame. HAHAHAHA.
okayyyyy i shall blog soon about BAMP and then countdown and then society 0910 outing~
i just wanna note down impt memories here. heh heh.
sometimes i feel like i want time to stop now. like seriously now. i dun wanna grow older i dun want anything to change i just want everyday in the future to be like now, the present. now somehow feels like the best time i have for quite some time and i dun wanna lose it. i feel more independent than ever. i feel more sure of myself. i feel more confident (despite growing fat HAHAHA) and i feel like i can handle stuffs more and im more certain of my future and where i wanna go somehow. i also feel the happiest now. with every single person in my life now which i want to treasure dearly.
maybe now is the transition of me becoming more of a woman and less of a girl (though i still kinda behave like a child HAHA) but i feel like i can do this. is it cause im reaching the age of 19? noooooo i dun wanna REALLY grow old. and i dun wanna REALLY become a woman. just refusing to leave the comforts of being young and thus always forgiven for the mistakes made and brave through the real cruel society and thus taking responsibility for every single thing that you do. kinda being selfish here. but if i want to, i think that i will be able to. able to take up responsibilities and do work well. i just need to jiayou somemore. :)
and chatting with von during the society outing about our future and the age we wanna get married at. we need to find a partner soon in order to date for like a few years before getting married HAHAHA.
and mr tayyinji is right somehow. the present is the most impt. the past has already passed and there is nothing we can do to alter it. and we shouldnt dwell about the things that we did in the past and let it bring us down or make us feel inferior. the future is unknown and uncertain and there is nothing we can do about it too. even though they always say what you do in the present would alter the future, but you can't exactly predict what chances or opportunities would be presented to you, or what kind of people would come or leave your life then, right?
ahhh i love writing this kind of stuffs. make me feel like i understand life better. and it's like im being more real to myself and people around me. and i will feel a little deeper about stuffs. or maybe im actually a really shallow kid who just thinks too much? but every single trivial thing that people says to me somehow matters. and i do spend time thinking about it. be it compliments or criticism. we should always try and improve ourselves and become the best person in the world. and by the best person i don't mean like the most successful person or wad. though that is somehow impt as well. but more imptly, we should become the nicest, kindest and the most real person. everyone has faults, such as being selfish, conceited, greedy, short tempered etc. but we should try and minimise these faults as much as possible so as to become the best person. at least thats what i think. which is certainly not what everyone thinks. and thats why there are people who crave for power, authority and money and would do any kind of underhand means in order to achieve them.
think i will be doing projs almost EVERYDAY after school like wad i did for the past two days but argh that's our lives. :( we cant do anything about it except wonder why we din start earlier. HAHAHA.
feels like ages since i last blogged. :/:/ been so busy. even clara and ahyi have been complaining that i practically disappeared in the two weeks hols. :(
being caught up with the thai trip and bamp and christmas and countdown and practically did work with them for only like two days. :( i feel super bad alr i will try my best to do more.
okay tutor just asked a volunteer to go up to the board to answer the qns and he asked me to in the end even though he said VOLUNTEER. hahahaha. ok not that i mind. cause luckily that qns wasnt hard HAHAHA and at least i could fill in the blanks and he is nice to point out that i made a small mistake kekeke.
had been rather happy today though i looked tired and even clara asked why i was pulling a long face for almost the whole day. :( but i was tired. but my heart is smiling all along HAHAHA ohmy so cheesy.
just wanna say i thoroughly enjoyed dinner with ahyi and clara last night. hahahaha. laughed like crazy and ahyi laughed till she cried listening to clara and my conver though we found it normal. we are far too lame. HAHAHAHA.
okayyyyy i shall blog soon about BAMP and then countdown and then society 0910 outing~
i just wanna note down impt memories here. heh heh.
sometimes i feel like i want time to stop now. like seriously now. i dun wanna grow older i dun want anything to change i just want everyday in the future to be like now, the present. now somehow feels like the best time i have for quite some time and i dun wanna lose it. i feel more independent than ever. i feel more sure of myself. i feel more confident (despite growing fat HAHAHA) and i feel like i can handle stuffs more and im more certain of my future and where i wanna go somehow. i also feel the happiest now. with every single person in my life now which i want to treasure dearly.
maybe now is the transition of me becoming more of a woman and less of a girl (though i still kinda behave like a child HAHA) but i feel like i can do this. is it cause im reaching the age of 19? noooooo i dun wanna REALLY grow old. and i dun wanna REALLY become a woman. just refusing to leave the comforts of being young and thus always forgiven for the mistakes made and brave through the real cruel society and thus taking responsibility for every single thing that you do. kinda being selfish here. but if i want to, i think that i will be able to. able to take up responsibilities and do work well. i just need to jiayou somemore. :)
and chatting with von during the society outing about our future and the age we wanna get married at. we need to find a partner soon in order to date for like a few years before getting married HAHAHA.
and mr tayyinji is right somehow. the present is the most impt. the past has already passed and there is nothing we can do to alter it. and we shouldnt dwell about the things that we did in the past and let it bring us down or make us feel inferior. the future is unknown and uncertain and there is nothing we can do about it too. even though they always say what you do in the present would alter the future, but you can't exactly predict what chances or opportunities would be presented to you, or what kind of people would come or leave your life then, right?
ahhh i love writing this kind of stuffs. make me feel like i understand life better. and it's like im being more real to myself and people around me. and i will feel a little deeper about stuffs. or maybe im actually a really shallow kid who just thinks too much? but every single trivial thing that people says to me somehow matters. and i do spend time thinking about it. be it compliments or criticism. we should always try and improve ourselves and become the best person in the world. and by the best person i don't mean like the most successful person or wad. though that is somehow impt as well. but more imptly, we should become the nicest, kindest and the most real person. everyone has faults, such as being selfish, conceited, greedy, short tempered etc. but we should try and minimise these faults as much as possible so as to become the best person. at least thats what i think. which is certainly not what everyone thinks. and thats why there are people who crave for power, authority and money and would do any kind of underhand means in order to achieve them.
Sunday, January 02, 2011
THAILAND BANGKOK TRIP
i shall try my best to write as much as i can rmb. hahaha. pics will be up the next time? hahaha shall edit this post again with pics. hehe.
FIRST DAY:
okay woke up in the morning and dad's friend drove us to the airport. was freaking excited okay. my first flight. kekeke. super tired though.
checked in and when we went inside the plane omg it was like what i watched on tv. when the plane started to move OMG OMG OMG i was like whispering fuck like crazy cause i was super excited and i kept grabbing jiamin HAHAHA.
the feeling of flying is so cool. like free fall. looking outside of the window looking at everything becoming smaller. having ear blocks which i din knew or realise until my ears were cleared. had chicken noodles which wasnt as bad as i expected. though the tv resolution was rather bad HAHAHA.
had to wait awhile at the airport for the van to drive us to the hotel and checked in and we went to shop and had dinner at this scammer seafood restaurant cause the meal ended up to be really expensive. :( but sat tuktuk for the first time and woohoo i felt like i was in some drama HAHAHA.
SECOND DAY:
had this half day tour which we went to lots of places which i shall edit with pictures cause im kinda lazy to rmb and write down etc. hahaha.
went to the chinatown there afterwards. which is also known as yaowarat. had lunch at this roadside stall place and walked until we were tired and went back to the hotel to rest. went for a massage in the evening and dinner after that~~
THIRD DAY:
had breakfast and went for some shopping and walked all the way to this siam centre place for lunch. went to MBK for some shopping and the stuffs there are more expensive as compared to platinum mall which is near our hotel and also where we shop the most.
OHHH AND ONLY MY MUM AND ME WENT TO TAKE THE TRAIN THERE WHICH IS ALSO KNOWN AS BTS which i assume as Bangkok Train Station. hahahaha. cause we stayed to shop at MBK and my dad two sis and ahma went back first and they took taxi. the ppl there were really orderly as compared to singaporeans taking MRT. hahaha. back to hotel and went out for dinner~
FOURTH AND LAST DAY:
had breakfast and quickly went to platinum mall for some shopping and back to the hotel to check out :( time passes really quickly. went for some massage again and had some last minute shopping before going to the airport and flew back here to singapore. hahaha. time passes quickly~
FIRST DAY:
okay woke up in the morning and dad's friend drove us to the airport. was freaking excited okay. my first flight. kekeke. super tired though.
checked in and when we went inside the plane omg it was like what i watched on tv. when the plane started to move OMG OMG OMG i was like whispering fuck like crazy cause i was super excited and i kept grabbing jiamin HAHAHA.
the feeling of flying is so cool. like free fall. looking outside of the window looking at everything becoming smaller. having ear blocks which i din knew or realise until my ears were cleared. had chicken noodles which wasnt as bad as i expected. though the tv resolution was rather bad HAHAHA.
had to wait awhile at the airport for the van to drive us to the hotel and checked in and we went to shop and had dinner at this scammer seafood restaurant cause the meal ended up to be really expensive. :( but sat tuktuk for the first time and woohoo i felt like i was in some drama HAHAHA.
SECOND DAY:
had this half day tour which we went to lots of places which i shall edit with pictures cause im kinda lazy to rmb and write down etc. hahaha.
went to the chinatown there afterwards. which is also known as yaowarat. had lunch at this roadside stall place and walked until we were tired and went back to the hotel to rest. went for a massage in the evening and dinner after that~~
THIRD DAY:
had breakfast and went for some shopping and walked all the way to this siam centre place for lunch. went to MBK for some shopping and the stuffs there are more expensive as compared to platinum mall which is near our hotel and also where we shop the most.
OHHH AND ONLY MY MUM AND ME WENT TO TAKE THE TRAIN THERE WHICH IS ALSO KNOWN AS BTS which i assume as Bangkok Train Station. hahahaha. cause we stayed to shop at MBK and my dad two sis and ahma went back first and they took taxi. the ppl there were really orderly as compared to singaporeans taking MRT. hahaha. back to hotel and went out for dinner~
FOURTH AND LAST DAY:
had breakfast and quickly went to platinum mall for some shopping and back to the hotel to check out :( time passes really quickly. went for some massage again and had some last minute shopping before going to the airport and flew back here to singapore. hahaha. time passes quickly~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
yes it's the second day of 2011 ALREADY. omg. i cant even believe that 2011 is here and now. :/:/ it is just so weird. AND EVEN MORE WEIRD to say that HELLO I AM 19 YEARS OLD THIS YEAR. okay i feel so old now :/
AND NOW I HAVE AN IMPOSSIBLE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION: to never grow old.
ohh and our LEE family has a common new year resolution now: save money everyday to pay for own overseas trip in year end.
kekeke jiayou ba.
ohh and i still have my thai trip and bamp posts to work on. :/ and also countdown and society 0910 outing. omgggg no timeeee.
BUT ANYWAYYY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEE!!! ^^
SHALL UPDATE AGAIN SOON!!
I WISH EVERYONE WELL IN THIS NEW YEAR AND MAY EVERYONE EARN LOTS OF MONEY AND GET GREAT RESULTS KAY! LOVE YOU FOREVER!! ^^
you are sweet in your own way which brings a smile to my face.
AND NOW I HAVE AN IMPOSSIBLE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION: to never grow old.
ohh and our LEE family has a common new year resolution now: save money everyday to pay for own overseas trip in year end.
kekeke jiayou ba.
ohh and i still have my thai trip and bamp posts to work on. :/ and also countdown and society 0910 outing. omgggg no timeeee.
BUT ANYWAYYY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEE!!! ^^
SHALL UPDATE AGAIN SOON!!
I WISH EVERYONE WELL IN THIS NEW YEAR AND MAY EVERYONE EARN LOTS OF MONEY AND GET GREAT RESULTS KAY! LOVE YOU FOREVER!! ^^
you are sweet in your own way which brings a smile to my face.
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