CHINESE NEW YEAR VS PROJS/SCHOOL

now that my house is all decorated up nicely with all those new year decorations,
I AM SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE OMG EXCITING OMG WEAR NEW CLOTHES OMG GET ANGBAOS OMGOMGOMGOMG
but instead i feel like i have yet to finish my TDM report, i have yet to finish my SPM ppt, we need to do TLAW vid we need to do this that this that this that this that. ohmylife. :( or should i say ohOURlives. :(:(

this is what a poly student would be facing every year i suppose. on a happy note, next year this time i would alr be having my internship and i would probably have a lot of money (i assume that i would save up my salary) to gamble HAHAHAHAHAHA. gambler jiale yo~

not that i love to gamble. but that it's just such a big part of the first day of cny alr. HAHAHA. but of course i would feel happy when i win and sad when i lose. but in the end it's the process which i enjoy. HAHAHA.
you see cousins/uncles/aunties taking retarded things (piggybank, cny deco, tangerines) as their 'god of fortune' and place on their money. and of course i am one of them. HAHAHAHA.

it's always fun. ^^ and tan ortao has alr reminded me last week to save enough coins for the gamble. HAHAHA. i rmb when i was young, the dealer would let us gamble with 10 or 20 cents. :( but now that we are old enough i guess the minimum now is 50cents or 1dollar. :( sad. i wanna be a kid leh. though win less but at least i lose less. hahahaha.

still rmb the times when older cousins will bet with us. like put one dollar with us when they feel like our luck/feng shui is very good. HAHAHA.
ahhh i miss cny i want it to faster comeeeee!! hahahaha! but still i dun have the new year mood. ARGH.
it feels like it's still loooooong before cny. but in fact it's just next week. -_- okay retardedness.

let me complete my tdm report nowwwwwwwwww. :( please be well disciplined ah lee jia le. :( jiayou jiayouuuu!!





i like the way we are now. you are not here 24/7 but somehow i know you are always here with me. :) and im always there with you too! :):) feeling sweet like always whenever i think of you. take care and jiayou for your presentation tml! ^^