well just sdnly inspired to write a little something here. heh heh. have been writing in my organiser about my everyday which is nice but i need to write in it more regularly but i cant cause of the time constraint and high stress level nowadays with projs and tests coming.
i am glad that i have my girls with me who made my school days more bearable and enjoyable with their silly, cute and lovable antics making me laugh and i enjoy spending time with them.
other than my girls i also have my boys including sebas, junhao, etc. particularly these two cause im happy that they din forget me;
one despite us graduating from sec sch for like two years and got into different schs and we stayed strong ^^ forever my bestie and now he is going into NS in like less than a month's time. :(
and one who stayed in touch with me despite going into ns and who is always open minded and who i can still talk with about every single thing in life. :)
and well, just a little something for someone.
thanks for being really sweet to me despite me being unreasonable at times with all the mood swings that im having. and make me laugh and smile uncontrollably. the small little things you unknowingly say/do do leave a mark and i do notice them even if i dun say it out loud. cause smtimes it's these small little things which really matter.
thanks for wanting me to be myself and not want me to change for anyone and make me believe in being myself and be more confident and thanks for all the happy little things happening everyday be it just a text or a call.
thanks for moving on with me and making me leave my past behind and not turn back and browse through them again and make me feel happy and contented with the present and look forward to the future with all my might.
nothing is certain and i dunoe how the future will turn out to be, but i can say that im really happy with my present life now. :) im grateful to whoever is giving me such a good life now even though it's still kinda stressful with schwork and the lack of time but i can take those. :)
i will be more independent and less dependent on the people around me; and be more cheerful and not get angry at things so easily; and be more forward looking and not worrying about history repeating itself; and be more carefree and happy-go-lucky like how i was when i was younger and not think too much and worry about things which have yet to happen or might not even happen in the future. :) sounds like i'm making my resolution but i'm not. :) i shall try my very best to achieve all these cause it will make me happier which is like the goal of my life - BE HAPPY. ^^
smile and laugh more. and you will look younger and have no need for rapunzel's hair. kekeke.
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