i need someone, to go to the rocks by the beach with me.
and let us sit, back to back, while enjoying the breeze.
no phones, no electronic devices, maybe only to take some photos.
no pressure to fill up the silence that lies between us.
let us just stay there for the whole day.
i need the sea breeze to take away this sorrow and grief i have been keeping far too long in me.
and i need a comfort with me.
someone to give me some sort of sense of security.
so i wouldn't overthink like i always do when i am alone.
i wouldn't want too many people either.
just one person will do.
and then, i don't know who to find.
because i might need someone who is as unhappy as that part of me is.
or perhaps someone who'd understand.
but then again i don't know who would want to go out on a boring date with me with no words just sea breezes.
lol.
there must be something to do to let go of this.
i want to let go now.
i want to let you go now.
i don't want to spend any more time thinking what could have been.
i want to scream all my goodbyes to you and then truly mean it.
i want to be able to smile and no longer feel guilty by it.
i need to solve this problem, and i need some salty sea breeze to correspond and bring away my salty tears.