WHAT IS FEAR

Fear, jiale, can only be experienced when one pretends they're not in control.   Scary, huh?     The Universe

I have been so cooped up in my own emotions that i forgot to take a step back to look at the bigger picture.

I have been analysing every little thing with my petty feelings that i forgot to enjoy the moment.

I have been way too overcame by fear that I failed to regconise it.

I am too afraid of the unknown that I haven't been willing to step up more.

and, now, what i need to do is to finish my revision and own that paper next tue and then start planning what i want to do during the holidays.

work and tour.

:)

though i recently have been inclined to go on a working holiday... and on the other hand i might plan to go next year aft my studies so i can go for a longer period of time.

but it seems like i would have a lot of things in singapore that i will need to settle.

oh whatever it will be alright in the end i believe it will, so for now i just need to focus on my short-term goals before i think of the long-term ones.

and i need to stop letting my emotions get the best of me.......

i need to get a grip and control.

yes i control my life, i control what happens to me, i control to be happy or sad, i control them all.

thou shalt be grateful.