a new year, a new start.
no, no reccounts this year, because it hasn't exactly been a wonderful one.
it started like shit and it didn't end anywhere better.
they said the person who counted down with you would be with you for your whole life, because 1314.
yep read it in chinese.
idk if i want the person who counted down with me to be with me 1314 but yep it will need some adjusting to do.
i shall not be depressed most of the times this year as i did last year.
i am going to be a lot happier, more cheerful and wilder.
i am gonna try more things, laugh louder, and not care about what anyone else think.
it sucks, to be like revolving around all the time.
so this time round, let the things revolve around me.
i am going to make things hover and fly around me.
yep you got that right.
i am going crazy lol.
how not to? with all the craziness going around me.
i am supposed to hand in an essay tml morning but my hands are typing so much faster on this post than on the word doc.
okay okay i am just gonna type my notes and hand it in just like that.
too tired to think of anything much.
idw to hate anyone.
i am not going to.
i am going to embrace the kind forgiving me and tell myself to forget all of it.
i can do this i know, i can be forgetful if i want to be.
you told me what you want, i told you what i want.
this is it.
no more chances.
because i don't want to take any more risk.
but then again, maybe i am just saying because i no longer want to break it every time something crops up.
i no longer want to hold it in.
though a lot of times i don't, i am gonna hold in less now.
life can't be that tough.
there are lots of people who may try and affect you, just stuff your middle finger in their mouths and move on. YAY!
yes i am sounding more and more vulgar but people should see how i behave with sebas, i spout vulgarities in almost every single line i say to him.
but i think it's just him and not me lol.
okay goodbye.