Perhaps dying in my sleep would be smth good for once.
Like I'd dream of tao and ahma and they'd ask me if I'd like to join them and I say yes and I will just fly to them and leave the world behind.
The way this matter was handled is very distasteful.
And no I don't need any comments or gossips going around, esp not around me.
That's not helping, at all.
All I need is someone to listen and understand, even when I am making jokes about it.