I absolutely hate being disappointed.
This is why I hate changing of plans.
You dun even know how much I have been looking forward to it till you push me down the cliff into the valley of disappointments.
And as I free fall I desperately reach out but you dun grab me, because you din even realise it.
And when I scream, you look at me like I'm unreasonable.
It's not good to be over-sensitive, but it's not good to be under-sensitive too.
You din even realise how many times you have done it, and all the while I was just waiting for you to feel apologetic and tell me that you wun fly me another kite no more.
Yes this is considered as that.
Making plans aft you've agreed w me is not cool at all yo.
You just seem to see past my black face and only hear me saying 'okay?'.
I'm not agreeing w you, I'm asking you if you are sure you are doing this to me.
Or are you just too busy playing games or replying whatsapp on your phone that you dun see me anymore?
Where is the person who complained about me being on my phone too much?
I have actually cultivated the habit of keeping my phone in my bag most of the times when I'm w you.
Smartphone and technology has deprived us of so much personal touch and feelings that we are starting to think that we have none.
I really miss the past where ppl interact irl more.
I do appreciate a call every now and then.
Nothing else but just talking and laughing.
Complaining whining reassuring listening comforting stupid lame jokes what's that noise over there what's that sound goodnight I'm getting tired why dun you wait for me to hang up first.
It seemed better when you were in europe. At least we treasured every phone call we could have. Every audio clip every picture every video.
You may think this is a complaint but im just trying to be heard, testing if there's any chance I'm louder than your dota and diablo.