i feel so mentally and physically drained.
i feel like a living corpse.
i feel like whatever i am doing/saying is not in my control anymore.
this is not me.
where is me?
i am so sick and tired of these.
this is not what i want to do.
i really dun want to wait to be able to do what i really want to do.
am i really incapable of doing what i want to do?
look at my blog title, mocking me.
i am not living without regrets, because this is not the life chosen by yours truly.
i guess i am kind of being rebellious and resisting all these.
i want to say goodbye to all these troublesome things.