Tuesday, February 07, 2012

cried at work for the first time.

and customers saw.
understood why some were pissed but yet some were so sweet cause they see me trying my best.
i was sorry i broke down.
i never should have.
never wanted to show my vulnerable side.
cried not cause i felt sad or whatever.
but cause i felt pissed and accused.
and the tears just flowed cause i couldnt say a word to vent it. and for someone like me who ABSOLUTELY LOVES to complain. it's a pain being unable to explain or express whatever i wanna say.
i'm so sorry towards all the customers who waited for so long. i truly felt extremely guilty. :/ wanted to give them so much more but it's beyond my abilities.


on the other hand,
i love my lovely friends and boyf and okay maybe jiamin for like asking about me. esp tay who came online just cause i texted him about me being sad about my work and that i need to talk to him. :')
thank youuuu.
and my colleagues who tried their best to help me though they are as busy. T^T it was the busiest day in weeks or even months omgggg. SIGH :/
hungry now. eat my pocky? okay just one box and i will go wash my face and feet and brush my teeth and sleep.
tml will be a brighter day!!!! :)

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