YESSSSS!! hehehehe. omg this is kind of meaningful hehehe. ^^
Thursday, December 30, 2010
You want a new camera? YOU CHOSE YOUR OWN CAMERA! JIA MIN ZAI CI
i want a new oneeeeeeeeee you buy me one ah hahahahaha
Why is your temper so short?
because im born like that? hahahahahahahaha. i think my temper already improved compared to last time. and my anger comes and go quickly whatttttttttttt. so it's alright wahahahaha
Sunday, December 26, 2010
you were wrong.
it din do me any good in the long term. it just made me feel so much harder to trust another. i climbed up on my own with some help from friends. but the scars never thoroughly healed. it needs more time. and i have no idea how long.
on a side note, i am glad that i am not forgotten and you are still an important friend to me who feels like a big brother. :) and thank you for supporting me. ^^ heh heh.
on a side note, i am glad that i am not forgotten and you are still an important friend to me who feels like a big brother. :) and thank you for supporting me. ^^ heh heh.
i am holding back so much.
i am supposed to rush my report nowww which is due like TOMORROW. -_- so going to be late for bamp later but argh i can't help it. :/ and i need to bring my laptop there for projects ohmytian wad is life. hope i wun be too awkward later carrying loads of stuffs up the bus and down the bus. :/
it's going to be end of the year soon. this whole year has been REALLY happy/sad for me. had wonderful memories as well as unhappy ones. laughed till i cried and i cried till i laughed. it's always a cycle isnt it. life is a weird cycle which operates in the most magical way.
i dun deny that i have changed. people grow and change as life goes on and time passes. not that i dislike the change? but i suppose i just have to deal with it and get adapted and stop wanting to go back to the past. cause it's quite quite impossible.
feel like i have not been sharing about my innermost feelings with my closest darlings for the longest time. i dunoe wad to say. i cant exactly express how i feel. it just bottles up and i guess i have about a million bottles filled with emotions and thoughts now.
people usually think that i am a good speaker? just cause i am such a talkative chatterbox. but that's not quite true? i am someone who cant really express how i feel. you have to observe and if you are lucky, you might be able to guess it correctly.
i do try and say how i feel sometimes. but it's just like no matter how you try and phrase it, it's not the exact words in your heart and you just get stuck and stop there like you haven say anything at all.
it's also scary how the way people view you. esp your friends. people says that those who mind dun matter but those who matter dun mind. this isn't really true? cause sometimes those who matter do mind. so much more than those who dun matter. it hurts to see the way they view you isnt quite the real you. or perhaps you are the one confused with who is the real you?
who knows better about yourself? you or others? certainly you. you are the one who have all the memories of yourself and keeps all those tiny and huge secrets in your heart and have those indecent and shameful thoughts in your mind that noone knows of, or fully knows of.
since you know yourself best, then why care about people who judge you and everything? because they matter. they matter cause you never know when they are going to join in your life and when they are going to leave. so you are just trying to treasure every single person the best way you can, no matter whether you know them or not.
and sometimes, the people closest to you judge the most, more than you can even imagine.
no one would be 100% satisfied with another, as everyone has different faults and weaknesses.
but let it go, let people make their own mistakes, even if you know they will get hurt. you can't be there for them forever. it's just a little life lesson they have to learn from, or else they might get even more hurt in the future. they need to struggle before being able to be independent. it doesn't mean that you dun care or you are nonchalant. it just means that you care and love them enough to let them go and have their own life. you may give advices, but never try and control anyone's life the way you want them to lead with the reason of caring.
i know how to make the right decisions and choices. and even if i do make wrong ones, i learn from them and not commit those mistakes again in the future. i am not a little girl anymore. i am already 18. everyone might think that i am still a child and is naive and blur and gets conned easily but im really not one anymore. let me be independent and grow and not keep me behind your shield. i need no protection. i can protect myself so much more better. if not now, in the future, i am sure i can.
to a certain someone: you make me smile more than i thought i could. thank you so much. :)
to another certain someone: you told me to trust that you would stay and that i never trusted the wrong person. but how do i maintain this trust? i really dunoe. teach me.
on a random note, i miss my girls so much.
it's going to be end of the year soon. this whole year has been REALLY happy/sad for me. had wonderful memories as well as unhappy ones. laughed till i cried and i cried till i laughed. it's always a cycle isnt it. life is a weird cycle which operates in the most magical way.
i dun deny that i have changed. people grow and change as life goes on and time passes. not that i dislike the change? but i suppose i just have to deal with it and get adapted and stop wanting to go back to the past. cause it's quite quite impossible.
feel like i have not been sharing about my innermost feelings with my closest darlings for the longest time. i dunoe wad to say. i cant exactly express how i feel. it just bottles up and i guess i have about a million bottles filled with emotions and thoughts now.
people usually think that i am a good speaker? just cause i am such a talkative chatterbox. but that's not quite true? i am someone who cant really express how i feel. you have to observe and if you are lucky, you might be able to guess it correctly.
i do try and say how i feel sometimes. but it's just like no matter how you try and phrase it, it's not the exact words in your heart and you just get stuck and stop there like you haven say anything at all.
it's also scary how the way people view you. esp your friends. people says that those who mind dun matter but those who matter dun mind. this isn't really true? cause sometimes those who matter do mind. so much more than those who dun matter. it hurts to see the way they view you isnt quite the real you. or perhaps you are the one confused with who is the real you?
who knows better about yourself? you or others? certainly you. you are the one who have all the memories of yourself and keeps all those tiny and huge secrets in your heart and have those indecent and shameful thoughts in your mind that noone knows of, or fully knows of.
since you know yourself best, then why care about people who judge you and everything? because they matter. they matter cause you never know when they are going to join in your life and when they are going to leave. so you are just trying to treasure every single person the best way you can, no matter whether you know them or not.
and sometimes, the people closest to you judge the most, more than you can even imagine.
no one would be 100% satisfied with another, as everyone has different faults and weaknesses.
but let it go, let people make their own mistakes, even if you know they will get hurt. you can't be there for them forever. it's just a little life lesson they have to learn from, or else they might get even more hurt in the future. they need to struggle before being able to be independent. it doesn't mean that you dun care or you are nonchalant. it just means that you care and love them enough to let them go and have their own life. you may give advices, but never try and control anyone's life the way you want them to lead with the reason of caring.
i know how to make the right decisions and choices. and even if i do make wrong ones, i learn from them and not commit those mistakes again in the future. i am not a little girl anymore. i am already 18. everyone might think that i am still a child and is naive and blur and gets conned easily but im really not one anymore. let me be independent and grow and not keep me behind your shield. i need no protection. i can protect myself so much more better. if not now, in the future, i am sure i can.
to a certain someone: you make me smile more than i thought i could. thank you so much. :)
to another certain someone: you told me to trust that you would stay and that i never trusted the wrong person. but how do i maintain this trust? i really dunoe. teach me.
on a random note, i miss my girls so much.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
(EDITED)
I WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS on christmas day itself but it's past 12mn now. :(:( but anywayyy. I AM BACK FROM MY THAILAND TRIP KEKE will update asap about the trip but i am kinda busy this holiday.. :/
okkkk so anywayyyyy let me blog about wad happened these two days yayyyy. was back on 23rd but past midnight so technically i reached sg on like 24th hahaha.
woke up super early on 24th morning and mr tay yin ji was booking out early so we went out to town. that idiot was late. ok nvm i understand he was rushing alr i am a nice friend wahahahaha.
walked from plaza sing to cathay and back to plaza sing to check on the movie timings. :( super hot and tired okkkkk. eventually bought tix at plaza sing for Meet the Parents: The Little Fockers it's so cute and funny kekeke i lub the show heh heh. they are such a cute familyyyyy!!
ohhohhh ate at ajisen before the movies. hoho finally curbed my cravings for my hokkaido scallops ramen which was started by clara owyong HAHAHA. happy happyyyy!!
anyway walked around and chitchatted and went to my ahma house after that. hoho it's christmas eve and my grandma's lunar birthday! ^^ had buffet dinner and celebrated her birthday kekeke. SHE IS 82 YEARS OLD ALR!! AH MA MAY YOU LIVE SUPER SUPER LONGGGGG!!
it was super crowded but hahaha chithchatted and caught up with cousins. ^^ happy happy i like kekeke.
AND TODAY (or technically ytd..) MORNING went to dhoby ghaut with yinji AGAIN. HAHAHA. retarded max. was like too early? nowhere was open and just settled down at some random stall to eat.
walked around and went to play pool hahaha. i won one round out of the three (?) rounds we played yayyy. he is not that good waddd. but ok fine better than me. and i won one round cause we switched the striped and solid balls halfway through cause i was left with 5 striped and him 2 solid nearing the end. -_- nvm if you dun understand HAHAHA.
and he has been paying for alot of the stuffs. T.T feel super guilty but he says that i am weird for wanting to return him the money. -_- he is the weird one.
slacked around and played spot the difference game and went off to orchard to meet hyrah and ahyi! had gogo cause we were all hungry and started to walk around town and shopped around heh heh. had burger king at cine and went to 313 to shop and went back home before the crowd starts to gather at the bus stop. hahaha.
ohhh and met yeekhang on the way home and chatted with him while i was shivering and my teeth was chattering all the way cause the bus was freaking cold HAHAHA.
so do you actually mind that much?
I WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS on christmas day itself but it's past 12mn now. :(:( but anywayyy. I AM BACK FROM MY THAILAND TRIP KEKE will update asap about the trip but i am kinda busy this holiday.. :/
okkkk so anywayyyyy let me blog about wad happened these two days yayyyy. was back on 23rd but past midnight so technically i reached sg on like 24th hahaha.
woke up super early on 24th morning and mr tay yin ji was booking out early so we went out to town. that idiot was late. ok nvm i understand he was rushing alr i am a nice friend wahahahaha.
walked from plaza sing to cathay and back to plaza sing to check on the movie timings. :( super hot and tired okkkkk. eventually bought tix at plaza sing for Meet the Parents: The Little Fockers it's so cute and funny kekeke i lub the show heh heh. they are such a cute familyyyyy!!
ohhohhh ate at ajisen before the movies. hoho finally curbed my cravings for my hokkaido scallops ramen which was started by clara owyong HAHAHA. happy happyyyy!!
anyway walked around and chitchatted and went to my ahma house after that. hoho it's christmas eve and my grandma's lunar birthday! ^^ had buffet dinner and celebrated her birthday kekeke. SHE IS 82 YEARS OLD ALR!! AH MA MAY YOU LIVE SUPER SUPER LONGGGGG!!
it was super crowded but hahaha chithchatted and caught up with cousins. ^^ happy happy i like kekeke.
AND TODAY (or technically ytd..) MORNING went to dhoby ghaut with yinji AGAIN. HAHAHA. retarded max. was like too early? nowhere was open and just settled down at some random stall to eat.
walked around and went to play pool hahaha. i won one round out of the three (?) rounds we played yayyy. he is not that good waddd. but ok fine better than me. and i won one round cause we switched the striped and solid balls halfway through cause i was left with 5 striped and him 2 solid nearing the end. -_- nvm if you dun understand HAHAHA.
and he has been paying for alot of the stuffs. T.T feel super guilty but he says that i am weird for wanting to return him the money. -_- he is the weird one.
slacked around and played spot the difference game and went off to orchard to meet hyrah and ahyi! had gogo cause we were all hungry and started to walk around town and shopped around heh heh. had burger king at cine and went to 313 to shop and went back home before the crowd starts to gather at the bus stop. hahaha.
ohhh and met yeekhang on the way home and chatted with him while i was shivering and my teeth was chattering all the way cause the bus was freaking cold HAHAHA.
so do you actually mind that much?
Monday, December 20, 2010
SAW THIS AT MY SIS BLOG.
YES HERE THIS BLOG POST HERE. READ IT.
btw even though she has two sis the sis that she is talking about in her blog post is ME.
CAUSE OUR FREAKING YOUNGEST SIS ACTUALLY BOARDED THE PLANE TWICE ALR.
YES TWICE WHEN BOTH HER OLDER SISTERS (US) HAVE YET TO BOARD A PLANE BEFORE.
ok and yes now i finally find out the reason behind the sudden trip to thailand. FML ok.
no more overseas trip till 271263871263921847219746129847739461297836123 years.
i shall earn my own keep and go overseas myself. kamsahamida.
AND I GUESS IT MEANS NO MORE OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP HAHAHAHAHAHA.
no i am not laughing. it's sarcasm if you haven detect it yet. -_-
ohh heyyyy jobs in airport and RWS and MBS. please kindly take in the pitiful me. HAH.
and to think that i found so much excuses for you. i think YOU are the biggest spendthrift in the family.
QUIT SMOKING IF WE ARE REALLY SO POOR.
YOUR CIGARETTES COST SO MUCH MORE THAN THE SUM OF THE TOTAL COSTS OF ALL MY CLOTHES TYVM.
in a kinda grumpy and pissy mood now. ignore me if you may. doesnt concern anyone anyway. it's just my problem and my family problem. not like anyone could help. not like it ever got better. not like i ever felt better.
i so wanna earn my own money. i shall be so independent and not depend on anyone. not even my future boyfriend/husband. i will earn lots of money and not let my children/parents/family worry about anything. i need to work so much harder right now.
btw even though she has two sis the sis that she is talking about in her blog post is ME.
CAUSE OUR FREAKING YOUNGEST SIS ACTUALLY BOARDED THE PLANE TWICE ALR.
YES TWICE WHEN BOTH HER OLDER SISTERS (US) HAVE YET TO BOARD A PLANE BEFORE.
ok and yes now i finally find out the reason behind the sudden trip to thailand. FML ok.
no more overseas trip till 271263871263921847219746129847739461297836123 years.
i shall earn my own keep and go overseas myself. kamsahamida.
AND I GUESS IT MEANS NO MORE OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP HAHAHAHAHAHA.
no i am not laughing. it's sarcasm if you haven detect it yet. -_-
ohh heyyyy jobs in airport and RWS and MBS. please kindly take in the pitiful me. HAH.
and to think that i found so much excuses for you. i think YOU are the biggest spendthrift in the family.
QUIT SMOKING IF WE ARE REALLY SO POOR.
YOUR CIGARETTES COST SO MUCH MORE THAN THE SUM OF THE TOTAL COSTS OF ALL MY CLOTHES TYVM.
in a kinda grumpy and pissy mood now. ignore me if you may. doesnt concern anyone anyway. it's just my problem and my family problem. not like anyone could help. not like it ever got better. not like i ever felt better.
i so wanna earn my own money. i shall be so independent and not depend on anyone. not even my future boyfriend/husband. i will earn lots of money and not let my children/parents/family worry about anything. i need to work so much harder right now.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
flying off tomorrow!!
darlings and dearies,
i am going to fly off to khun's home country thailand tml! hahahaha. shall be away for like four days. earliest day that i would probably blog is on friday and i have a family christmas cum grandma's birthday celebration that day. heh heh.
i would miss so many of my girls. :( though it's only like four days. but it's still weird not having them around me for like EVERYDAY. :/
shall buy lots of goodies okkk! by goodies i mean presents! that shall be your christmas presents so dun ask for more HAHAHA. but provided that i find pretty things k! ^^
i feel so lost right now. :/ it's my first plane trip tml i am supposed to feel YAYYY OMGGG WOOHOOOO but no i dun exactly feel any of those. :/ maybe cause i haven seen it yet. perhaps the excitement will build up tml. hahaha. feeling kind of awkward now. :/ i have no idea wad to pack and my luggage looks so freaking empty now. :/
anyway i had a great time at the sentosa with my girls (hyrah xueli ahyi mel and cheryl) as xueli's birthday celebration. hope you my darling xueli enjoyed yourself. :) sorry for the not-so-good planning but we really hope you had a great time. :) i lub you my chopear. you know i always do. hehehe (L)
dinner at pizzahut left me freaking full like until now. :/ and they went to bar for some drinks while i have to leave home to prepare my bag for tml. :(
anywayyyyy i thought that my flight was at 12plus. and i just found out that it's like at 7plus in the morning. :( omg wad a huge difference. i have to wake up in like a few hours' time and i haven even finish packing my bag and i dun even know wad to pack. :/ argh random rantings now.
shall reach singapore only after midnight on thurs. meaning fri in a way. shall not forget to msg my dears about me flying off and after i reach sg. hehehe. to tell them that i am safe. shall bring my phone along and off all 3g connections hahahaha. hope me and my family will reach there safely and back. :)
i will definitely miss my girls and friends and my bolster and pillow. :( ok it's just four days right! i will enjoy myself thoroughly. provided that my mum doesnt irritate me. HAHAHA.
take good care of yourself while i am gone ok. i wanna see everyone as happy as they are before i left when i come back. ^^ love all of you with all my heart. (L)
many love and hugs and kisses,
from your loveliest and cutest jiale. ^^
i am going to fly off to khun's home country thailand tml! hahahaha. shall be away for like four days. earliest day that i would probably blog is on friday and i have a family christmas cum grandma's birthday celebration that day. heh heh.
i would miss so many of my girls. :( though it's only like four days. but it's still weird not having them around me for like EVERYDAY. :/
shall buy lots of goodies okkk! by goodies i mean presents! that shall be your christmas presents so dun ask for more HAHAHA. but provided that i find pretty things k! ^^
i feel so lost right now. :/ it's my first plane trip tml i am supposed to feel YAYYY OMGGG WOOHOOOO but no i dun exactly feel any of those. :/ maybe cause i haven seen it yet. perhaps the excitement will build up tml. hahaha. feeling kind of awkward now. :/ i have no idea wad to pack and my luggage looks so freaking empty now. :/
anyway i had a great time at the sentosa with my girls (hyrah xueli ahyi mel and cheryl) as xueli's birthday celebration. hope you my darling xueli enjoyed yourself. :) sorry for the not-so-good planning but we really hope you had a great time. :) i lub you my chopear. you know i always do. hehehe (L)
dinner at pizzahut left me freaking full like until now. :/ and they went to bar for some drinks while i have to leave home to prepare my bag for tml. :(
anywayyyyy i thought that my flight was at 12plus. and i just found out that it's like at 7plus in the morning. :( omg wad a huge difference. i have to wake up in like a few hours' time and i haven even finish packing my bag and i dun even know wad to pack. :/ argh random rantings now.
shall reach singapore only after midnight on thurs. meaning fri in a way. shall not forget to msg my dears about me flying off and after i reach sg. hehehe. to tell them that i am safe. shall bring my phone along and off all 3g connections hahahaha. hope me and my family will reach there safely and back. :)
i will definitely miss my girls and friends and my bolster and pillow. :( ok it's just four days right! i will enjoy myself thoroughly. provided that my mum doesnt irritate me. HAHAHA.
take good care of yourself while i am gone ok. i wanna see everyone as happy as they are before i left when i come back. ^^ love all of you with all my heart. (L)
many love and hugs and kisses,
from your loveliest and cutest jiale. ^^
HOLIDAYYYYY!
HELLO IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOWWWWW!! ^^
im feeling sleepy now and im gonna sleep after this post so i shall try and make it a short and sweet one. hahahaha.
ok so we had common tests and theres nothing special which happened? hahahaha. it's just a normal common test and stay at home week. :(
but anywayyyyy on the last day of my common test which is friday, i went to spa with my girlsssss!! ahyi clara hyrah mel and cheryl. hahahaha. finally had my massage. though im still not satisfied now. :( should have exchanged masseurs with clara ah.
btw did massage with clara we felt freaking exposed having to strip to nothing but panties. :( hahahaha and half of our butts are exposed during the massage. should have worn a nicer panty HAHAHAHA.
went over to westmall to grab a bite. i dunoe why we went so far hahahaha but anywayyyy went to cityhall to meet mr tay yin ji. went to pastamania to eat yayyyy to curb my pasta cravings hehehe.
got kinda lost ytd and he just led the way. hahahaha. and he was right! damn li hai ah. walked from suntec to marina sq to esplanade to the merlion place to clarke quay. hahahaha. walked places which we never walked before and chitchatted the way.
yayyyyy hahaha i lub the sea breeze though we were freaking cold and it's actually a river HAHAHA. goosebumps kept appearing on our arms and even the water is shivering hahahaha! yayyyy!!
going to thailand on monday and going to celebrate xueli's birthday tml (sunday)!!! ^^ yayy will bring pretty presents back for my darlings provided that i find nice ones k! ^^
i like you for who you are. so just be yourself.
im feeling sleepy now and im gonna sleep after this post so i shall try and make it a short and sweet one. hahahaha.
ok so we had common tests and theres nothing special which happened? hahahaha. it's just a normal common test and stay at home week. :(
but anywayyyyy on the last day of my common test which is friday, i went to spa with my girlsssss!! ahyi clara hyrah mel and cheryl. hahahaha. finally had my massage. though im still not satisfied now. :( should have exchanged masseurs with clara ah.
btw did massage with clara we felt freaking exposed having to strip to nothing but panties. :( hahahaha and half of our butts are exposed during the massage. should have worn a nicer panty HAHAHAHA.
went over to westmall to grab a bite. i dunoe why we went so far hahahaha but anywayyyy went to cityhall to meet mr tay yin ji. went to pastamania to eat yayyyy to curb my pasta cravings hehehe.
got kinda lost ytd and he just led the way. hahahaha. and he was right! damn li hai ah. walked from suntec to marina sq to esplanade to the merlion place to clarke quay. hahahaha. walked places which we never walked before and chitchatted the way.
yayyyyy hahaha i lub the sea breeze though we were freaking cold and it's actually a river HAHAHA. goosebumps kept appearing on our arms and even the water is shivering hahahaha! yayyyy!!
going to thailand on monday and going to celebrate xueli's birthday tml (sunday)!!! ^^ yayy will bring pretty presents back for my darlings provided that i find nice ones k! ^^
i like you for who you are. so just be yourself.
Monday, December 13, 2010
aloha alohaaaaaaa!!
HEY YO HEHEHE I AM BACKKKK!
TLAW IS OVER OMG WOOHOO YAYYY HEYYYYY!! SUPER HAPPY!
think i did alright though. ^^ din do that badly. at least i din crap as much as i tot i would. keke. but this is only the first paper. :( there is still another paper tml but i feel like it's the end of CTs alr. :( three more papers to go!
btwwwww. was a 'good' kid during the weekends trying hard to study but of course i failed. HAHAHA. only managed to study properly ytd and this morning. :/
anywayyyy i went to THE NEW SHOPPING CENTRE NEX AT SERANGOON ON SAT MORNING HAHAHAHAHA
went with mr tay yin ji hahahaha the shopping mall was quite big? wore heels cause of the super tall guy and ate lunch and walked around and chitchatted and went to see the SUPER CUTE hamsters at the pet safari shop but there are no puppies. :(
he asked me wad name i would give my hamster if i had one and i replied 'ham ham' and he laughed. -_- and said i might as well call it 'hamburger' or something. retarded.
went to arcade to play the 'spot the difference' game again yayy i like. he was super pro and kept laughing at my 'slowness' :( and to think that he dun usually play that game. wts.
went to watch harry potter which was the main thing.
YAYYYY I SAW HARRY AND GINNY KISSED HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
as freaked out at so many moments throughout the movie and he was comforting and laughing at me at the same time. thanks ah. -_-
but the effects were REALLLLLYYYYYY GOOOD and if you were to watch it in 3D i think you wun regret it.
went home after the movies cause he gotta go meet his friends and i need to go home to study. :( sad life ah. and thanks for sending me to khatib!
btw almost fell walking down the stairs cause i missed a step cause i wasnt looking i was staring at some other ppl and i almost sprained my ankle cause i was wearing heels. :( shall only wear heels during some celebration in the future.
OKAYYYYYY BACK TO STUDYING GOODBYEEEE!
TLAW IS OVER OMG WOOHOO YAYYY HEYYYYY!! SUPER HAPPY!
think i did alright though. ^^ din do that badly. at least i din crap as much as i tot i would. keke. but this is only the first paper. :( there is still another paper tml but i feel like it's the end of CTs alr. :( three more papers to go!
btwwwww. was a 'good' kid during the weekends trying hard to study but of course i failed. HAHAHA. only managed to study properly ytd and this morning. :/
anywayyyy i went to THE NEW SHOPPING CENTRE NEX AT SERANGOON ON SAT MORNING HAHAHAHAHA
went with mr tay yin ji hahahaha the shopping mall was quite big? wore heels cause of the super tall guy and ate lunch and walked around and chitchatted and went to see the SUPER CUTE hamsters at the pet safari shop but there are no puppies. :(
he asked me wad name i would give my hamster if i had one and i replied 'ham ham' and he laughed. -_- and said i might as well call it 'hamburger' or something. retarded.
went to arcade to play the 'spot the difference' game again yayy i like. he was super pro and kept laughing at my 'slowness' :( and to think that he dun usually play that game. wts.
went to watch harry potter which was the main thing.
YAYYYY I SAW HARRY AND GINNY KISSED HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
as freaked out at so many moments throughout the movie and he was comforting and laughing at me at the same time. thanks ah. -_-
but the effects were REALLLLLYYYYYY GOOOD and if you were to watch it in 3D i think you wun regret it.
went home after the movies cause he gotta go meet his friends and i need to go home to study. :( sad life ah. and thanks for sending me to khatib!
btw almost fell walking down the stairs cause i missed a step cause i wasnt looking i was staring at some other ppl and i almost sprained my ankle cause i was wearing heels. :( shall only wear heels during some celebration in the future.
OKAYYYYYY BACK TO STUDYING GOODBYEEEE!
if Aaron is studying, so can u, surely, lolol
HAHAHAHA!! aaron is studying!?!? i am dyingggggg! come save me! BTW ni shi na yi ge ah? hahahahaha!
Thursday, December 09, 2010
HELLO NI HAO
I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING FOR MY CTs BUT HAIYA SO LAZYYYYYY! :(
well nothing much on my life? just going to school and going home everyday hahahahaha.
OHH YAR AND MY SIS WENT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER ALONE WITHOUT ME! >:( I TOT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TGTHR! >:( sad ttm. LEE JIA MIN I AM SO SO SO SO SO SAD!! :(
but yayy mr yinji says he will go watch with me. i wanna see harry and ginny kiss. i wanna see ron and hermione kiss. HEHEHEHE. though i dun think they did in part 1 hahaha but it's a MUST to watch part 1 if i wanna watch part 2 and 3 and so on!
ohhohh ate macs ytd and I WANNA TRY SAMURAI BURGER BY MYSELF wahahahahaha. tried adeer's and it tastes quite nice and tender kekeke.
anyway went running alone this morning. :( noone wanna go running with me. :( asked my mum but it wasnt convenient for her and asked my sis but she dun want to. :( i no like running alone. but today's weather is really cooling and nice for running hohoho!
I AM RESISTING THE URGE TO GO TUMBLR! I SHALL NOT TUMBLR CAUSE I KNOW ONCE I START IT WILL NEVER END. but thats how far my self discipline can go. :( i cant make myself study. argh sad life. :(
JIAYOU EVERYONE WHO IS STUDYING FOR THE CTs!! ^^
well nothing much on my life? just going to school and going home everyday hahahahaha.
OHH YAR AND MY SIS WENT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER ALONE WITHOUT ME! >:( I TOT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TGTHR! >:( sad ttm. LEE JIA MIN I AM SO SO SO SO SO SAD!! :(
but yayy mr yinji says he will go watch with me. i wanna see harry and ginny kiss. i wanna see ron and hermione kiss. HEHEHEHE. though i dun think they did in part 1 hahaha but it's a MUST to watch part 1 if i wanna watch part 2 and 3 and so on!
ohhohh ate macs ytd and I WANNA TRY SAMURAI BURGER BY MYSELF wahahahahaha. tried adeer's and it tastes quite nice and tender kekeke.
anyway went running alone this morning. :( noone wanna go running with me. :( asked my mum but it wasnt convenient for her and asked my sis but she dun want to. :( i no like running alone. but today's weather is really cooling and nice for running hohoho!
I AM RESISTING THE URGE TO GO TUMBLR! I SHALL NOT TUMBLR CAUSE I KNOW ONCE I START IT WILL NEVER END. but thats how far my self discipline can go. :( i cant make myself study. argh sad life. :(
JIAYOU EVERYONE WHO IS STUDYING FOR THE CTs!! ^^
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
(L)(L) it'll be a good change kay :3 (L)
hahaha ok hope it'll be a good change haha just saw this. ^^ love you!
HAHAHHAHAA. I JUST READ YOUR 6DEC POST. YES YOU ARE VERY NICE TO DO THAT WHEEE (Y) BUT WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEHIND? HAHHAHHAA!
HAHAHA i was just using my laptop then i was super bored and so i started playing with my phone HAHAHAHAHA!
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
maybe maybe.
it's time not to hope and think and be alone for awhile. i am weird i am awkward i cant argh. it's so hard. so hard but argh. why am i like this? :(
Monday, December 06, 2010
what's wrong with some teachers!?
the lecturer asked ade what's wrong with her hair cause she is playing with it. and ade just replied there is nothing and the lecturer said you are playing with your own hair!? hello YOU not playing with your own hair doesnt mean that others cant play with theirs right!?
sorry i am so agitated cause i really DUN LIKE ppl who pin point others like that. and the whole LT laughed ok. this sucks ok. dun pick on ppl when they did nothing ok MISS LECTURER. i dun even know your name and i dun care. >:(
this reminded me of once when i got pin pointed by this teacher of mine. AND I HATE IT. i was young. p4. and it was during a test. i alr finished my paper and was feeling bored. and so i took out my pens to play. DUN YOU EVER PLAY WITH PENS!? at least me and sister do ok! like pretending they are dolls and gave them roles like mama, papa, brothers, sisters, etc. this is called IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY.
THEN THE TEACHER SAW ME PLAYING AND SHE JUST SHOUTED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TEST WHILE POINTING AT ME: "LOOK AT HER SHE IS CRAZY SHE IS PLAYING WITH HER PENS."
I WILL NEVER FORGOT THAT INSTANT WHEN I GOT SURPRISED AND LOOK UP AT YOU WITH YOUR BEWILDERED EXPRESSION AND WITH THE WHOLE CLASS TURNING TO STARE AT ME LIKE I AM A FREAK.
you are not a good teacher. i never liked you and will never do. though this is retarded but you gave me traumas you can never imagine. you destroyed all my imagination and creativity until i grew old enough to know that you are the one at fault.
stop pin pointing ppl esp in front of a big group of ppl. you dun understand the hurt you are bringing to him/her.
sorry i am so agitated cause i really DUN LIKE ppl who pin point others like that. and the whole LT laughed ok. this sucks ok. dun pick on ppl when they did nothing ok MISS LECTURER. i dun even know your name and i dun care. >:(
this reminded me of once when i got pin pointed by this teacher of mine. AND I HATE IT. i was young. p4. and it was during a test. i alr finished my paper and was feeling bored. and so i took out my pens to play. DUN YOU EVER PLAY WITH PENS!? at least me and sister do ok! like pretending they are dolls and gave them roles like mama, papa, brothers, sisters, etc. this is called IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY.
THEN THE TEACHER SAW ME PLAYING AND SHE JUST SHOUTED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TEST WHILE POINTING AT ME: "LOOK AT HER SHE IS CRAZY SHE IS PLAYING WITH HER PENS."
I WILL NEVER FORGOT THAT INSTANT WHEN I GOT SURPRISED AND LOOK UP AT YOU WITH YOUR BEWILDERED EXPRESSION AND WITH THE WHOLE CLASS TURNING TO STARE AT ME LIKE I AM A FREAK.
you are not a good teacher. i never liked you and will never do. though this is retarded but you gave me traumas you can never imagine. you destroyed all my imagination and creativity until i grew old enough to know that you are the one at fault.
stop pin pointing ppl esp in front of a big group of ppl. you dun understand the hurt you are bringing to him/her.
OUR KITTY TOEEE!
HELLO I AM BACK ONCE AGAIN HAHAHAHA OMG I AM HERE TO PRAISE OUR ADELINE TOH YING YING FOR SAVING US (ME AND HYRAH) FROM THE DEADLY HANDS OF OUR LECTURER HAHAHAHAHAHA.
seeeeeee i am such a nice friend to praise and comment on you here hahahaha! ^^ love you many many!
ok so anyway me and hyrah went to print our cover page/reflections due today even though it was time for our 2pm lecture cause the staff area closes at 4pm cause of staff meeting, meaning that we can't submit our reflections after that time.
came to lecture late. and being afraid that the lecturer would 'blacklist' us we slid into the lecture and hid at the back of the LT hahahahaha! and the lecturer saw the opened door and dear ade said that those people probably came into the worng lecture. hehehehehe. love you many many.
btw just wanna say. I NO LIKE THIS LECTURE! drags the lecture farrrrr toooooooo loooooooonnnnnnnngggggggg!! :( make the whole thing so draggy and boring. :( argh argh. so bored that i am starting to camwhore. :(
you should stop appearing in my mind too often. what has become of me!? :(
seeeeeee i am such a nice friend to praise and comment on you here hahahaha! ^^ love you many many!
ok so anyway me and hyrah went to print our cover page/reflections due today even though it was time for our 2pm lecture cause the staff area closes at 4pm cause of staff meeting, meaning that we can't submit our reflections after that time.
came to lecture late. and being afraid that the lecturer would 'blacklist' us we slid into the lecture and hid at the back of the LT hahahahaha! and the lecturer saw the opened door and dear ade said that those people probably came into the worng lecture. hehehehehe. love you many many.
btw just wanna say. I NO LIKE THIS LECTURE! drags the lecture farrrrr toooooooo loooooooonnnnnnnngggggggg!! :( make the whole thing so draggy and boring. :( argh argh. so bored that i am starting to camwhore. :(
you should stop appearing in my mind too often. what has become of me!? :(
Sunday, December 05, 2010
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
i am supposed to be doing my dance reflection now but i feel really lazy and this sucks i shouldnt be like that i should be more hardworking. everyone around me is working hard so why cant i do the same? :/
constantly reminding myself to be a happy girl. nothing unhappy is happening, just that some things which happened upset me. kinda being too sensitive. shouldnt think so much. where did the happy go lucky jiale go? :/
pasar malam with ahtao. though it was a short 'gathering' but i feel kind of sad for him. he sort of feels lonely. :( but so far he seems like the most slack ns man i know though hahahaha.
please be a good kid and mum just stop pms-ing. :/
dun you come and confuse me.
constantly reminding myself to be a happy girl. nothing unhappy is happening, just that some things which happened upset me. kinda being too sensitive. shouldnt think so much. where did the happy go lucky jiale go? :/
pasar malam with ahtao. though it was a short 'gathering' but i feel kind of sad for him. he sort of feels lonely. :( but so far he seems like the most slack ns man i know though hahahaha.
please be a good kid and mum just stop pms-ing. :/
dun you come and confuse me.
Saturday, December 04, 2010
NARNIA IS NICE KEKE.
HELLO THE TIME NOW IS 1111 AND IT PROBABLY WUN BE 1111 WHEN I POST THIS SO I WISH THAT MY WISH WILL COME TRUE YAY!
ok btw went to see 2pm with clara ytd and yes they are cute omg esp nichkhun and wooyoung kekeke. i am a biased woman yes i know oh i dun care.
before going to see 2pm we went to clara's hse cause she wanna leave her laptop there and watched mubank and omg my dearies (jonghyun and kikwang) is so freaking gorgeous and i was dying but ok i survived. :')
and before going to clara's house we went to the airport and with hyrah and her sis to fetch mblaq 2pm and miss a hahahaha. i was there with a mood of erm i dunoe? not exactly excited since i dun really stan these bands hahaha.
ohh and after the whole 2pm event which lasted for like less than half an hour -_- we went to walk around and we saw cute shoes and wanna buy them but no size for me and clara couldnt find wad she wanted. :/ so went to lot 1!!
she bought her shoes at cotton on while i bought mine at bata. YES BUY AND THROW AWAY HAHAHAHA. but STILL the brand is north star and thats the reason why i bought it. since it's north star it shouldnt be too bad right!? hahahaha! and it's a pretty nautical sailor kind of shoes as seen below kekeke. wanted another pretty boat shoe at first which i saw but there wasnt any stock for me. :(
yayyy wore it out today!! hehehe. totally happy with new shoes hehehe. shall wear it everyday! ^^ anyway out with yinji hahahaha it was funny and for the whole day i was talking 90% of the time. thanks for making me seem like a noisy person. -_-
he keeps claiming that he is some introvert while suan-ing me 90% of the time while i was talking. great job ah. -_- hahahaha but still it was rather fun even though there was nothing to walk at amk hub. :/
watched narnia and it was WOOHOO i like like HOHO and i kept squealing SO CUTE when the mouse came out and at some of the sweet parts hehehe. and i actually cried at the ending part when [BEWARE: SPOILER] azlan told lucy and edmund that they can never go back to narnia ever again. T.T
just rewatched the second part of narnia not long ago when azlan told susan and peter that they can never go back and sdnly now edmund and lucy cant go back to narnia too!?!? :(:( super sad ok. though their cousin eustace [the both of us kept pronouncing his name as 'useless' cause he is really useless HAHAHA and we couldnt really catch the actual name with their accent and yes i googled the name] could still go back but still. most of the time the cousin was a dragon. HAHAHAHA. ok just watch it ok.
btw yinji laughed at me cause i cried. -_- and said that i was probably the only one who cried in the whole theatre. FINE. :( but i really liked the movie. once again, WATCH IT!!
btw played spot the difference game in the arcade while waiting for the movie. :') got reminded of the times when the rest go and play other machines in the arcade while me and dear ahbe played this game together. :') and in the end everyone just joins in and there are so many pairs of eyes helping us to find the difference and i remembered once we got first and got to write our names. hehehehe. good old times. (L)
was walking aimlessly and randomly on the streets of amk while just plainly chitchatting and eventually settled down at some playground hahahaha. there is really nothing to walk at amk. :( perhaps cause i am too familiar with the place. hahaha!
dinner at sumohouse. totally reminded me of my sec sch days. regardless happy or unhappy. i was an amk kid during sec sch days ok. hahahaha! those days. :') precious memories no matter wad and helping me grow up. :D nostalgia. heh heh.
btw thank you yinji for borrowing the bball though you were the one who felt like playing and though we only shot a few hoops heh heh heh cause i really missed bball alot. T.T and i always felt envious looking at those ppl playing everytime i go home/sch/out. :):) and thanks for sending me home hahahaha though it was cause you were bored or smthing.
and clara called me telling me about wad happened in mnet. OMG. beast my dearies i will go see you guys next time. MONEY MONEY KUAI KUAI LAI~~ HAHAHAHA!
BTW I SDNLY JUST REMEMBERED I HAVEN PAID HIM THE MONEY FOR THE MOVIES. -_- THAT RETARDED BOY SAYS THE TIX COSTS 99BUCKS HE IS CRAZY. -_-
ok btw went to see 2pm with clara ytd and yes they are cute omg esp nichkhun and wooyoung kekeke. i am a biased woman yes i know oh i dun care.
before going to see 2pm we went to clara's hse cause she wanna leave her laptop there and watched mubank and omg my dearies (jonghyun and kikwang) is so freaking gorgeous and i was dying but ok i survived. :')
and before going to clara's house we went to the airport and with hyrah and her sis to fetch mblaq 2pm and miss a hahahaha. i was there with a mood of erm i dunoe? not exactly excited since i dun really stan these bands hahaha.
ohh and after the whole 2pm event which lasted for like less than half an hour -_- we went to walk around and we saw cute shoes and wanna buy them but no size for me and clara couldnt find wad she wanted. :/ so went to lot 1!!
she bought her shoes at cotton on while i bought mine at bata. YES BUY AND THROW AWAY HAHAHAHA. but STILL the brand is north star and thats the reason why i bought it. since it's north star it shouldnt be too bad right!? hahahaha! and it's a pretty nautical sailor kind of shoes as seen below kekeke. wanted another pretty boat shoe at first which i saw but there wasnt any stock for me. :(
yayyy wore it out today!! hehehe. totally happy with new shoes hehehe. shall wear it everyday! ^^ anyway out with yinji hahahaha it was funny and for the whole day i was talking 90% of the time. thanks for making me seem like a noisy person. -_-
he keeps claiming that he is some introvert while suan-ing me 90% of the time while i was talking. great job ah. -_- hahahaha but still it was rather fun even though there was nothing to walk at amk hub. :/
watched narnia and it was WOOHOO i like like HOHO and i kept squealing SO CUTE when the mouse came out and at some of the sweet parts hehehe. and i actually cried at the ending part when [BEWARE: SPOILER] azlan told lucy and edmund that they can never go back to narnia ever again. T.T
just rewatched the second part of narnia not long ago when azlan told susan and peter that they can never go back and sdnly now edmund and lucy cant go back to narnia too!?!? :(:( super sad ok. though their cousin eustace [the both of us kept pronouncing his name as 'useless' cause he is really useless HAHAHA and we couldnt really catch the actual name with their accent and yes i googled the name] could still go back but still. most of the time the cousin was a dragon. HAHAHAHA. ok just watch it ok.
btw yinji laughed at me cause i cried. -_- and said that i was probably the only one who cried in the whole theatre. FINE. :( but i really liked the movie. once again, WATCH IT!!
btw played spot the difference game in the arcade while waiting for the movie. :') got reminded of the times when the rest go and play other machines in the arcade while me and dear ahbe played this game together. :') and in the end everyone just joins in and there are so many pairs of eyes helping us to find the difference and i remembered once we got first and got to write our names. hehehehe. good old times. (L)
was walking aimlessly and randomly on the streets of amk while just plainly chitchatting and eventually settled down at some playground hahahaha. there is really nothing to walk at amk. :( perhaps cause i am too familiar with the place. hahaha!
dinner at sumohouse. totally reminded me of my sec sch days. regardless happy or unhappy. i was an amk kid during sec sch days ok. hahahaha! those days. :') precious memories no matter wad and helping me grow up. :D nostalgia. heh heh.
btw thank you yinji for borrowing the bball though you were the one who felt like playing and though we only shot a few hoops heh heh heh cause i really missed bball alot. T.T and i always felt envious looking at those ppl playing everytime i go home/sch/out. :):) and thanks for sending me home hahahaha though it was cause you were bored or smthing.
and clara called me telling me about wad happened in mnet. OMG. beast my dearies i will go see you guys next time. MONEY MONEY KUAI KUAI LAI~~ HAHAHAHA!
BTW I SDNLY JUST REMEMBERED I HAVEN PAID HIM THE MONEY FOR THE MOVIES. -_- THAT RETARDED BOY SAYS THE TIX COSTS 99BUCKS HE IS CRAZY. -_-
friends.
had some thoughts about my friends.
before getting into poly, i mostly mixed with my bball peeps, who are mostly guys.
and after getting into poly, my clique consist of mainly girls, or should i say, there are only girls.
somehow there is a very big distinct difference between guy friends and girl friends. to me, that is. sad to say, i prefer guy friends. hahahaha. no offence but yup that's the truth.
writing everything about how i feel here would most probably make people feel weird. so.. hahahahaha. too used to being around guys i suppose. my best friend is also a guy. and i grew up with guys. as in i DO have girl friends in the past too but just that when i was young i played and grew up with my guy cousins. hahahaha.
i tend to rely on guy friends more, and they tend to rely on you less, and always seem easier to understand as compared to girls. not cause i am a flirt. it might be a slight differentiation to you, but nevertheless the differences are there, and i din write all that i feel down.
i just need to adapt and get used to having girl friends so much more. :/ it seemed much easier when i was young though.
before getting into poly, i mostly mixed with my bball peeps, who are mostly guys.
and after getting into poly, my clique consist of mainly girls, or should i say, there are only girls.
somehow there is a very big distinct difference between guy friends and girl friends. to me, that is. sad to say, i prefer guy friends. hahahaha. no offence but yup that's the truth.
writing everything about how i feel here would most probably make people feel weird. so.. hahahahaha. too used to being around guys i suppose. my best friend is also a guy. and i grew up with guys. as in i DO have girl friends in the past too but just that when i was young i played and grew up with my guy cousins. hahahaha.
i tend to rely on guy friends more, and they tend to rely on you less, and always seem easier to understand as compared to girls. not cause i am a flirt. it might be a slight differentiation to you, but nevertheless the differences are there, and i din write all that i feel down.
i just need to adapt and get used to having girl friends so much more. :/ it seemed much easier when i was young though.
Friday, December 03, 2010
IMMA HAPPY GIRL!
mood swings are really scary and serious. HAHAHA. i can be unhappy in a moment and unhappy in the next. but hopefully i will maintain my high and happy mood for a LONG LONG time. HOHOHO.
btw TODAY IS A REAL HAPPY DAY cause i met limguowei my dear friend for lunch in the morning! ok it's called morning lunch okkk. his lunch break is too early. HAHA. great chitchats and ate at canteen 4. heh heh. happy happy.
he accompanied me to atrium to buy clara's lunch toooooo! ^^ limguowei the best okkk! :D stop asking me to bring _ to meet you. :( you go find _ yourself! HAHA!
went to town after school with my girls. ^^ ahyi din go cause she was having diarrhea. take care my yiyi! haha! went to wisma starbucks for the FREE drink HEHEHE. I DONATED TO THE SALVATION ARMY OK! ^^ had caramel frappe hoho.
had kfc for dinner cause of our cheesy cravings (cheese fries). walked around too and my girls never fail to make my day happy with their retarded-ness and random chats. hehe. went to heeren too and bought my radiation plating sticker keke.
I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY!! JEALOUS!? DUN BE CAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND TOO! HAHAHA! <3333333!! :D:D
btw TODAY IS A REAL HAPPY DAY cause i met limguowei my dear friend for lunch in the morning! ok it's called morning lunch okkk. his lunch break is too early. HAHA. great chitchats and ate at canteen 4. heh heh. happy happy.
he accompanied me to atrium to buy clara's lunch toooooo! ^^ limguowei the best okkk! :D stop asking me to bring _ to meet you. :( you go find _ yourself! HAHA!
went to town after school with my girls. ^^ ahyi din go cause she was having diarrhea. take care my yiyi! haha! went to wisma starbucks for the FREE drink HEHEHE. I DONATED TO THE SALVATION ARMY OK! ^^ had caramel frappe hoho.
had kfc for dinner cause of our cheesy cravings (cheese fries). walked around too and my girls never fail to make my day happy with their retarded-ness and random chats. hehe. went to heeren too and bought my radiation plating sticker keke.
I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY!! JEALOUS!? DUN BE CAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND TOO! HAHAHA! <3333333!! :D:D
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
i no like cramps.
had severe cramps and went home early. :( sorry peeps. feel a little guilty not going for the bidding thing with you guys. :( was hurting till my goosebumps kept coming out. almost died. luckily i was able to make my way home. hahahaha.
btw mummy ate my durian strudel! :( was ranting like crazy cause i was really looking forward to my strudel but told myself to rein my temper though i really wanted to go on scolding. :( but it's ok! cause mummy cooked me fried seaweed chicken HOHOHO. though i was the one who asked for it. hehe.
sincerely feel that a woman/girl's mood swing and temperamental is really scary. could actually feel the changes of my mood going up and down nonstop throughout. :/ need to change my idiotic and scary temper hahahahaha. though i think that my temper has alr improved heh heh. jiayou ba! :)
btw mummy ate my durian strudel! :( was ranting like crazy cause i was really looking forward to my strudel but told myself to rein my temper though i really wanted to go on scolding. :( but it's ok! cause mummy cooked me fried seaweed chicken HOHOHO. though i was the one who asked for it. hehe.
sincerely feel that a woman/girl's mood swing and temperamental is really scary. could actually feel the changes of my mood going up and down nonstop throughout. :/ need to change my idiotic and scary temper hahahahaha. though i think that my temper has alr improved heh heh. jiayou ba! :)
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