SAW THIS AT MY SIS BLOG.

YES HERE THIS BLOG POST HERE. READ IT.

btw even though she has two sis the sis that she is talking about in her blog post is ME.
CAUSE OUR FREAKING YOUNGEST SIS ACTUALLY BOARDED THE PLANE TWICE ALR.
YES TWICE WHEN BOTH HER OLDER SISTERS (US) HAVE YET TO BOARD A PLANE BEFORE.

ok and yes now i finally find out the reason behind the sudden trip to thailand. FML ok.
no more overseas trip till 271263871263921847219746129847739461297836123 years.
i shall earn my own keep and go overseas myself. kamsahamida.

AND I GUESS IT MEANS NO MORE OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP HAHAHAHAHAHA.
no i am not laughing. it's sarcasm if you haven detect it yet. -_-
ohh heyyyy jobs in airport and RWS and MBS. please kindly take in the pitiful me. HAH.

and to think that i found so much excuses for you. i think YOU are the biggest spendthrift in the family.
QUIT SMOKING IF WE ARE REALLY SO POOR.
YOUR CIGARETTES COST SO MUCH MORE THAN THE SUM OF THE TOTAL COSTS OF ALL MY CLOTHES TYVM.

in a kinda grumpy and pissy mood now. ignore me if you may. doesnt concern anyone anyway. it's just my problem and my family problem. not like anyone could help. not like it ever got better. not like i ever felt better.
i so wanna earn my own money. i shall be so independent and not depend on anyone. not even my future boyfriend/husband. i will earn lots of money and not let my children/parents/family worry about anything. i need to work so much harder right now.