friends.

had some thoughts about my friends.

before getting into poly, i mostly mixed with my bball peeps, who are mostly guys.
and after getting into poly, my clique consist of mainly girls, or should i say, there are only girls.

somehow there is a very big distinct difference between guy friends and girl friends. to me, that is. sad to say, i prefer guy friends. hahahaha. no offence but yup that's the truth.

writing everything about how i feel here would most probably make people feel weird. so.. hahahahaha. too used to being around guys i suppose. my best friend is also a guy. and i grew up with guys. as in i DO have girl friends in the past too but just that when i was young i played and grew up with my guy cousins. hahahaha.

i tend to rely on guy friends more, and they tend to rely on you less, and always seem easier to understand as compared to girls. not cause i am a flirt. it might be a slight differentiation to you, but nevertheless the differences are there, and i din write all that i feel down.

i just need to adapt and get used to having girl friends so much more. :/ it seemed much easier when i was young though.