Monday, September 27, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

random.

i am feeling bored and decided that this blog has too little pictures so here you go. drew this super adorable ghost thingy while msn-ing junhao. was supposedly drawing his speed demon and i found this incredibly cute so i saved it. heh heh heh. not easy using mouse to draw okies. plus i have no drawing talent. hahahahax!

the day when me and clara went to new york new york to eat. i think i mentioned it before. we ate it on 5th sept after studying at her house. sitting in a special booth. just the two of us. <3 HAHAX!

my girlfriend is a gumiho! a show i have been watching. it is a comedy-cum-tragedy-cum-romance drama. hahahax. it's funny yet sweet yet sad all at the same time. you have to watch it to find out. the actors and actresses in this show are super and i simply love the main leads. super cute. both the male and female leads' cheeks are super squishy. HAHAHAX! last two eps before it ends. :'( i need to get ready a few tissue boxes!

and lastly, a photo of my cute bb. hahahax! i dreamt of meeting him and chitchatting with him and hugging him last night. hehehe. must be cause clara told me about her dream of hugging dongjun and holding his hand. HAHAHAX! the lives of fangirls. HAHAHAX! being delusional.

SHINee's Life


this is a song from SHINee's latest album Lucifer, Life. incredibly beautiful lyrics are leaving me speechless. their wonderful vocals makes you want for more. if my bf sings this to me, i think i will die blissfully. but he has to mean what the lyrics is saying of course. ^^ if jonghyun sings it to me, die with no regrets kaes.

Friday, September 24, 2010

some updates since i think i wun be updating for the next few days hehehe.

21st september 2010
well got pulled out of the house my clara owyong mei leng and her craving for seoul garden tgthr with ahyi, hyrah and ade. hahahax. was reeking of the seoul garden smell after that okies. smelly like crazy. me and ade wore our new heels and we are freaking tall ppl heh heh. ahyi and ahleng refused to stand beside us. hyrah left after eating for her 'debate'. after eating and walking around and buying stuffs, we went to ahleng's hse for mahjong~ ahleng and ade learnt how to play, proudly taught by me and ahyi. wahahahahahax.

22nd september 2010
went to causeway and had lunch with clara, ahyi, hyrah and ade. clara's new cool iphone 4 apps wahh wahh. i took a photo with jonghyun okies. HAHAHAX! went to buy ingredients for our baking stuffs! i played with the trolley too much and it hit my heel and now i have a wound there. :(

headed over to hyrah's to bake. bake and bake. watched kim takgu for the first time. it wasnt the first eps but it was sad and i cried like crazy omg embarrassing okies. esp cause i only watched that show for like one eps!? but now i know why hyrah said she was curling on the chair and crying while she watched that eps on her mac. hahahax!

had pastamania delivery and gwy came and we went to hyrah's hse downstairs to play with sparklers weehee! had fun until one of hyrah's bro lost his wallet. :/ we followed the thieves and when i started running after them cause they were going out of sight, they ran too. chased them and eventually clara and hyrah they all found the thieves. hyrah's dad came down to interrogate the guys if they really did steal the wallet. okies ask is a more suitable word. we even called the police.

my dad who originally came down just to fetch me home ended up watching too. but he din interfere and him offering hyrah's dad a cigarette was cute hehe. my dad reached at the same time as one of the thieves' dad. they were teenage boys. hyrah explained the whole situation to the dad. (Y) the dad pulled the guys home and gwy's dad joined us, complaining that we shouldn't let the thieves off.

the police arrived and hyrah's dad explained to them while hyrah brought us to her house to get our belongings and head home as it was quite late already. my dad sent my friends home. (Y) after sending ade, me him clara and ahyi went to have supper. HAHAX! it was cool okies. a totally random supper. but actually only my dad ate while the three of us just drank. hahahax. he sent ahyi and clara and me home after that. :D love my dad wahahahax.

for a more detailed story, you can read here or ade's blog which is linked on your left. hahahax.



btw i did a 10 days challenge thingy on tumblr and here is the first day one. :) you might be one of those i mentioned! HAHAHAX!!
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

severe lack of slp. :(

hello it's been one thousand years since i last properly updated. HAHAHAX! i need to start from like 7th september!? and it's like 20th september today!? omg. okies let me recount ah.


7th september 2010
went to clara's to study again. it was like studying everyday during that period omg. (i am checking the msn conver history between me and clara to rmb wad happened hahahax. arent you honoured!?) went home to eat the dinner that jiamin and friends cooked. we were still mum-less at that time. T.T


8th september 2010
woke up early to study CEM and went for CEM test. cant rmb how i felt then. but most probably flunked it hahahahahax. almost wanted to send the CEM notes to prooflabel after the paper to teach them more about events management hahahax! but in the end i just threw the notes away. went home after that since after CEM it was so late already T.T and we still had pmkt the next day omg dying.


9th september 2010
barely had enough slp due to slping late and waking up early to study pmkt. we all went crazy at night and started talking nonsensical stuffs being too tired studying and slping late hahahax. had pmkt test and i never want to face it anymore. byebye pmkt i will never miss you. hahahax.


after the paper we weren't spazzing about the new invention of pmkt terms and how we are going to flunk the test but instead me hyrah and clara were spazzing about ze:a showcase. cause both clara's sis and adeline won the sms contest thingy for ze:a showcase which means there are FOUR tickets and me clara hyrah and hyrah's sis are all going. HAHAHAX.


refused to head home after exams cause HEYYY IT'S THE LAST PAPER WE ARE SUPPOSED TO PARTAYEEE AFTER THAT! so went over MBS the noah's ark woohoo. had to cross the helix bridge first of course and we went to one of the four platforms there to take jumpshots. it was scary you dun even know. cause everytime we jumped, the platform will be shaking. carol showed us the few glass holes which means that you can actually see the sea below. O.O WAHH. and it was only then that i find out that the helix bridge is actually designed according to the DNA thingy. hahahax.


walked around and we went to see the casino. O.O wow. the scene just wowed us. we din go into the casino but went to the level where we can look at the inside of the casino. the security cameras on the ceiling are like little kaka/bugs/insects okies. freaking scary. and there are like alot. we saw only a small area and there were like 50 security cameras!? imagine the number of security cameras in the WHOLE casino. no wonder they charge singaporeans each 100bucks to go into the casino once. they need to breakeven the security camera cost. HAHAHAX!


went to the big whirlpool thingy too. i threw a coin in it as well. everyone saw my coin except for me. :( i cant seem to find it after throwing it. and i also forgot to make a wish. T.T bused home after everything. and it was short outing since our paper ended late. :( no pictures cause i dun like my camera cause the pictures i take using it kind of suck. :/ new camera please. hahahax.


10th september 2010
went over to sunset way to meet cheryl, leon, leon jordan and darren and went over to leon jordan's godmum's hse to chill and slack. supposed to be celebrating darren's bday though no cake or wad. hahahax. weifeng and bertrand joined us after that. lunch and chitchats. :):) until evening and we left the house. weifeng left to meet her friends while i left to be a mum to my two sisters while the rest of them went to orchard for movies.. :( cause the floor wasn't sweeped/mopped and the clothes aren't washed. T.T sad life ah. couldnt rest properly. :(


11th september 2010
woke up early (okies still late. din wake up until clara called me hahahahax!) and went to causeway to meet clara. went to buy the ze:a albums which we need to go for the showcase cum handshake session. hyrah and hyrah's sis came to look for us (they were later HAHAX!) and after they bought their albums, we went off to suntec where the showcase is held!


ade came to meet us too. just in case. and luckily she did cause we need the ICs to verify our identities as the winners of the showcase tickets. apparently there are not only two winners (we tot we were so lucky that the two winners are ade and clara's sis) as so we tot and as written on u-weekly. there were like 29873492364 winners but still there weren't much people who actually BOUGHT the tix and the winners actually made up like half or more than half of the number of people there. there were like less than 1000ppl there for the showcase okies.


went in for the showcase and handshake session and i have to say they all look gorgeous. esp minwoo and junyoung. HAHAHAX. minwoo has such squishy cheeks lahh omg. was stunned by junyoung's gorgeousness when we went up the stage for the handshake session. i have to say he looks quite different upclose. hahahax. the boys were really cute and their fanservice was good like crazy. :):) din regret going though before that i barely knew their names. hahahahax!


12th september 2010
went to bpp to meet my girls to buy materials and print photos for xueli and carol's scrapbooks aka farewell presents. left after buying all the things and printing all the photos and went home while the rest went to ade's. then headed to the airport with papa and my two sis to go fetch mummy back from taiwan! ^^ met all the families there since alot of them went to fetch my uncle/aunties too. hahahax! like a family gathering but for a short while as we all headed home after the fetching thing.


13th september 2010
jogged in the morning. then went to sch to meet leon, weifeng, bertrand and cheryl to do EP and sylvia's farewell video as they go for their internship. then went over to ade's hse to do the scrapbook. they did the cover until very nicely! ^^ went to eat the farewell dinner with carol and took lots of photos. after the dinner we went back to ade's hse (without carol of course) and did the scrapbook until like in the wee hours in the morning. crazy okies. but papa came to fetch us. yayy. i love my dad. he sent ahyi and hyrah and clara home first. and he waited until they were out of sight before he left. :D:D my papa the best weehee! ^^


14th september 2010
went to sbw shopping centre to have our farewell meal with xueli. after the lunch went to clara's (without xueli!) to continue doing the scrapbook thingy and everyone was filling in their personal msges for xueli and carol. feel sad. :( did the photos and everything too. :( tried to fill up the blank spaces with the stickers and random drawings. hahahahx!


15th september 2010
woke up early in the morning to go send off xueli and carol. gave them our presents and they were looking through before they went into the departure gate. took photos and polaroids too. :( me and ahyi sat on the other side abit further away from the rest cause we were scared that we will be too sad. mel came to join us in case we really cried.


then slowly, i started crying then ahyi too. then carol who is reading the scrapbook on the other side started crying too. hyrah started crying then they were scolding carol and hyrah for crying when hyrah pointed at me and ahyi who were crying un-noticeably. hahahax! then in the end everyone started crying except for a few? hugs were exchanged and it made me cry even more. eventually they left. :(


hyrah and ade came to my hse to slack awhile while i packed my bamazing camp bag. went off to raffles to meet gwy and her friend amanda and hyrah's friend ain came to join us and we went for the job interview. it was more like a job briefing actually. went to sch for bamazing after that.


16th to 17th september
had bamazing. bonded like crazy with society peeps. :D love them so very much okies. was very tiring throughout the whole thing but yay it was all over. SCOs were more bonded and we even bonded with the MCs too! ^^ and the birthday celebration our 'S.H.E' did for weifeng, yeekhang and darren was super good! HAHAHAX! a fan of 'S.H.E' now! their dance is super cute!


ohhh and weifeng helped me to take out my earrings already. haven took it out since i pierced it. yes super dirty i know but i couldnt pull it out. :( not on purpose.. i din feel any pain when she took it out and i went to wash it immediately. yayy love wo men jia weifeng! :D


18th to 19th september
work and work. almost lost my way when i first went there. HAHAX! luckily the bus stops weren't too far and i could still walk back. :D work was fun in a way. tiring yes. but fun cause of the ppl there. we all kept trying the shoes secretly behind our counters. and laughing at one another. i really like the ppl there. all of them are so friendly and we talk like we are close friends since forever. hahahax. laughed like crazy with them too! ^^


met new cute friends like nellie and chelsea and made friends with gwy and hyrah's friends amanda and ain too! ^^ they are all lovely ppl. though i din get their contacts and everything but still very happy to know them and chit chat with them. me and amanda were in charge of the same counter and the both of us do the craziest things. hahahax! and we took turns to hide under the table with the cloth covering us to slp. HAHAHX. damn funny.


we took the price tags to write each other's names and the prices too. i got a price tag which says i cost only 2 cents. :( hahahax! was really happy about this job other than the time where the stack of shoeboxes fell on me and the customer who was standing behind felt sorry for me. T.T our shoeboxes have to be stacked up really high. too bad this job only lasted for two days. :(


today is a boring day since i stayed at home the whole day but i finally got some rest and some slp since i had like severe lack of slp with the slping late and waking up early for the past two weeks!? :( damn kelian. okies no pics cause they are either with other ppl or i din take or i am just lazy to upload. okies i DO have pics but maybe tml? this update took me hours to type. HAHAHAX! okies byebye ppl i am going back to tumbling! ^^

Monday, September 20, 2010

UPDATE NOW THEN :D:D

okies going to update alreadyyy. hahahax. you are my loyal reader huh!? HAHAHAHAX!

hello! what do you want to say?

Friday, September 17, 2010

UPDATE D:

:/ i am having a camp now.. no time ah. :/

hello! what do you want to say?

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

hey friends.

i feel so disappointed i feel so sad. argh. so many stuffs inside me you dun even know. what have you become, my bestest friends? do you even know me anymore? do i even know you anymore? why is this happening? the future we talked of, the future where we will still be in each other's lives. i can slowly feel that everything is changing. is it cause of me? we were happier in the past. right? when we were all generally happier. we hung out so much tgthr. but slowly, as we have our own things to do and be busy with, are we slowly forgetting about each other? i miss you so much. i feel like so much stuff is stuffed within me. i feel like crying. okies fine i am already crying. perhaps you will think/feel that jiale is such a crybaby and since she cries so much, her tears aren't worth anything. but.. i dunoe. argh. freak all these. as i am growing up, the world i am in is changing so often  and becoming more and more complicated. i dun want to be involved in all these complications. if you want me to stay in your life, can you say hi to me more often? because i am such a coward that i dun dare to say hi. just a simple hi will do. and i will try my best to help you continue the conversation. :/ because you dunoe how much you mean to me.

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

How come late! Haha I wMt iPhone 4 too

how come late? O.O wad you mean? hahahax. i getting my iphone 4 on nov heh heh heh. who are you btw? HAHAHAX!

hhahaaha yay (L)(L) :D

:D:D:D!!

hello! what do you want to say?

idk, YOURS? HAHHAHA. YOU NEVER ANSWER MY PMKT QN LEH. I forgot what I ask you alr ._.

OHHH! i tml ans youuu. i lazy go check. heh heh. very tired and going to bed already. T.T you slp early. i will msg you in the morning kaes. (L)

hello! what do you want to say?

some things are meant to end.

hello all. :) :( having a mix of emotions now. heh heh. so :) :(


so like i said on saturday we went to jiejie's birthday celebration and we went late hahahax. FREAKING LATE. we were supposed to reach at 6pm but in the end we reached at 8pm. -_- retardedness. papa and mummy lahh. :/ but in the end it just felt like a family gathering just that we were sitting at a different place. hahahax. jiejie was busy hosting us and her friends and running about trying to settle everything. after the dinner, singing of birthday song, eating of birthday cake, and some chitchats about my dad's iphone 4 and other random stuffs, we went home~ :)


went to clara's to study on sunday and lalala we did all sorts of things. okies firstly, i was slping. hahahahahax. before starting on CEM while clara was using my PMKT textbook. then we used clara's com and we downloaded the shinee desktop buddy which was freaking cool. hahahax. but her jonghyun and onew desktop buddies couldnt work. :/


went to sbw shopping centre new york new york to eat the meat platter. MMMM ALL MEAT DAMN NICE hahahahahahax. okies there was coleslaw too but yar i am refusing to touch any veggie. :{ have been craving for meat all the time ever since i started watching 'My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho'. it is a freaking nice kdrama. ^^ went home and tried the shinee desktop buddies and yayy figured out how to do onew and jonghyun desktop buddies and told clara and hers worked too! :D:D they are freaking cute.


today woke up and printed CEM notes while studying. did hsework like watering the plants, mopping and sweeping the floor. it was freaking tiring and i was sweating like a pig okies. left to meet myrna lam at my hse downstairs and went to mrt stn to meet shaun and jervis and we went to plaza sing to watch Grown Ups. kinda nice. funny and sweet at the same time. i like. :D the family part is sweet. got a meaning behind the show. at first i still tot that there is no meaning in this show. hahahax.


went back to khatib and ate and chitchat. :D:D love how our friendships last so very long. was thinking of organising a pri sch outing as in REALLY meet up with all pri sch friends but they were saying like abit no point. :/ i suppose too. since all of us actually stay quite near to each other but yet we are not meeting. :/ sian sian. okies on a happier note i actually downloaded the junseob desktop buddies too OMG OMG they are freaking cute. some screenshots taken today and ytd. heh heh heh.


see shinee crawling around my screen HAHAHAX!

omg you see jonghyuns grabbing clara's conver window HAHAHAX!

ahh you see onew crawling! super cute!

okies those above are taken ytd and these below are taken just now! :D:D
ahh you see junhyung piggybacking yoseob climbing up clara's conver!!

i was blogging halfway when jonghyun started crawling cutely OMG i cant take this cuteness. he is so freaking cute even in fanarts seriously jonghyun. wahahahahahax.

and junseob started crawling too. LOOK AT THAT BLONDE PINK BOW. i dun even know who is that seriously. and i can only say. clara and me are crazy over these desktop buddies. :D



there is an end to everything. okies maybe it will continue to live in my heart, but it wun exist anymore in this real world. but at least i know i can still proudly say you were my friend. :) really PROUDLY. i will start to stop. :( i just dun want to act anymore. i dun want to pretend to be okies anymore. i am sorry for this selfishness. it's just me. just my fault. i never felt belonged. maybe a few times. but perhaps i was never meant to belong anyhow.

Monday, September 06, 2010

hahahha! later we play one whole day, tired and sleep how! HAHAHA, i can't wait for stayover lehhhh XD what are we gonna do :D:D:D

hahahax i have no idea seriously. but first! whose house to stayover!?

hello! what do you want to say?

kns you ~!@#$%^&*( you all want not, want then i buy leh, if not later we confirm too busy doing smth/ too lazy. confirm! HAHHAHA

hahahahax! must see got chalet/stayover anot ma! if got right. confirm all do one hahahax!

hello! what do you want to say?

then why you so bad want my lian lan diao D: they damn irritating loh! !@#$%^&*(

hahahax. if sisters not irritating jiu bu shi sisters liao lehh! no lahh i see you use the mask lian got lan diao anot. never then i use HAHAHAX. use you as guinea pig. :P!

hello! what do you want to say?

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Next time I put on you, you don't remove okay! you also veh chio in that HAHAHAHA. I forever so chio one okay. HAHAHHAA

hahahahaahax you go dieeee. you want my skin to lan diao ahhh!?!? hahahax! your sisters very funny too hahahax!

hello! what do you want to say?

:( where gott. i so chio hoh *wink*

hahahahahax!! you chio!?!? you sure!?!? you put on the mask thingy chio-er lehhhhhhhhh. i like you better when you smear it on your face hahahahahahahax! why you so fast wash offffff! :(

hello! what do you want to say?

acting happy is not my forte.

miss the project times with these two girls! retarded us and the three coloured sweet bcomm teacher gave! ^^


have been staying at home for the past two days. studying/tumbling/watching tv/surfing the net/tweeting etc etc. hahahax. finally had ATRM test ytd morning and went to sunset way to have our lunch afterwards. first time going to sunset way wahahahahahax. din study a single thing ytd. good job. was supposed to study today before heading to jie's bday party but i only read a few lines. good job again. argh i shldnt eat too much later. feeling fat. :/ maybe it's cause i just finished my lunch not long ago? had a late lunch today. :/ super sian argh. too much fats on my body i need to go burn it off. hope someone kind will ask me out to exercise. maybe jervis quak or shaun leong hahahahahahax but please stop asking me to go swim with you two i feel weird plus you know i have no swimsuit tyvm. i will buy in the future but i dun want to go swimming with guys so maybe gym or smthing like wad jervis quak likes?????? okies good! gym gym gym. jio them go yishun gymmmm weehee. i wanna sweat it outtttt! shun bian ask myrna lam tooooooo! wahahahahax. hope jojo and von will be able to get their kpop night tix! pray pray pray for them!

why are you lying to yourself D:D:

:(:( you are the one lying to yourself.. :(

hello! what do you want to say?

Definitely brain wise duh!!!! hhahahaha, the picture you just liked on tumblr, ITS SO YOU RIGHT :D:D

WHAT SO MEEEEE!?!? i not so retarded okiessss!! i liked it cause you posted it and it's so youuuuuu! i definitely smarter than you wahahahahahahahahax!

hello! what do you want to say?

hahhaha! But I'm faster than you!!! :D

faster in wad wayyy!?!? definitely not in swimming or brain wise! hahahahahahahax! you are a retarded woman.

hello! what do you want to say?

sai loh, you not lao shi, you are lao sai :D

:( you this mean woman. why you like that one!?!? at least i know how to swim! :(

hello! what do you want to say?

you close eyes teach uh!!! HAHHAHA

walouuuuu! i borrow goggles from ahyi okies! hahahahax! btw lao shi dun nd to go down the water one lahhhh! only xue sheng need to!

hello! what do you want to say?

Friday, September 03, 2010

OHOHOH OMG. here building swimming pool right! next time you all can come here swimswim HEHEHEHE. THEN WE CAN POMPOM THEN GO BPP JIAKJIAK XD YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (I WILL LEARN HOW TO SWIM SOON HAHAHHAHA)

hahahahahax! you noob woman! i be your lao shi teach you swim kaes!!

hello! what do you want to say?

okay fine, you swim here! HAHAHAHA

hahahax go dieeee. no water in between us to swim. we go bukit panjang reservoir swim okies!

hello! what do you want to say?

hello my dears.

i know i am not supposed to blog when i have an ATRM test early in the morning tml. but then i just went to check my mail and there is this email apparently from 'Windows Live' and i have to relogin to verify my account. then i rmbered the last time my friend rachel got scammed by this person and the hotmail-look-a-like website is actually a form and your email and pwd would show up on the person's sheet and he would hack your account. so to play safe, i wrote random stuffs like 'hello' and ':D:D' as the id and pwd and i got into my OWN acct. isn't that weird? so i just want to warn everyone to be careful okies! dun get scammed! that person might delete all your contacts or even hack your other accts. rmb to check the url before you sign into anything okies!! ^^ take care all! :) and good luck to all who are having exams now! (L)

Thursday, September 02, 2010

it's the heart that counts <3 HAHAHAHHAHA cycle la *wink* hmpfh, don't want come suan. I GO COOK MAGGIE XB

HAHAHAHAHAX! curry maggie again!?!? idiotic loh you! you deliver bicycle to my hse then i cycle there okies! hahahax!

hello! what do you want to say?

YOU COMEEEEEEEE. then I treat you pizza. NOW LEH NOW HAHHAA

WAD NOWWW! i cab down the cab fare more expensive than your pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :(

hello! what do you want to say?

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

i need reminders to stay happy.

a quick update before i study REALLY REALLY hard for accounting. ^^ though i feel kinda sleepy now. -_- okies yesterday went to clara's hse to study. reached and found out that she was nosebleeding. xia dao wo ban si. luckily it stopped eventually. called ahyi our st john first aider for help too! wahahahahahahax!


studied studied studied. ahyi came. then mel and adeer and cheryl and gwy came. went over to yishun mrt stn to meet xueli and then eighteen chefs to meet huiwen. started deciding wad to order and hyrah came and ordered and ate. some were good some were bad. :/ not a very satisfactory dinner i think. :/ wanted to find somewhere to play sparklers. but in the end everyone went home hahahax.


the cake pop clara's jiejie made. yum yum. i had four. HAHAHAX!









but i went to amk hub to find myrna lam, shaun leong and jervis quak. stupid phone spoiling. couldnt hear a thing. thought loudspeaker would work but sdnly it cant too. luckily it can now. so i can still make calls. but on loudspeaker mode. -_- walked around and then went up to the theatre to watch movies. step up! not 3d though. though they irritated me into going to watch movies with them, times with them were funny and happy as usual. :DD!

we were all supposed to be studying okies. crazy us. step up 3 was nice! the dance moves. omg damn cool. we might be going to learn dancing tgthr. after nov after myrna lam's alvls. wahahahahax. went home after the movies. love them to bits.

woke up early today to study. helped dad to fix his iphone 4 thingy too. managed to finish typing the notes wahahahahax. went to vivo to meet sebas after lunch. we were both late but reached at about the same time! walked around and caught up. :D:D:D! he bought a necklace for me yayyyy. :D:D!! thanks sebas! helped him to help sam to choose a birthday present and bought all the misc stuffs and went home. i had a great idea about the present okies. SMART ME! :D:D though it's a short catchup but yayy happy happy! ^^



the necklace sebas bot me heh heh heh.



okies i am off studying! jiayou ppl! (L)!

iphone 4!!

pretty much cheered up. thanks to the ppl below! i not sure who but i only know one of them is adeer! ^^ and clara and ahyi and junhao and ortao for cheering me up last night. ^^ xie xie ni men. esp tan ortao ah. who said if i told him earlier he would have bought me an iphone 4 and not spend his money on his chinchillas which are both SUPER CUTE omggg. my sweet dear cousin. hahahahahax. miss you very the much. stayover after you come back from indonesia! :DD a picture of me and my dad's iphone 4 here! heh heh heh. november november november. dad said when i change contract he will give me his old one and buy a new one for himself since he wants me to sync it for him. :))))))) happy happy. perhaps being a good kid isn't that bad at all. ^^ i can feel clara scolding me about thinking too much last night after reading this hahahahahahahax. and mum was grumbling last night abt dad being so rich that he can buy iphone 4 for himself. :/ going out with sebas later. but i am supposed to study for abit now. :)))))

)): Cheer up!

thanks! :)) i am happier now hahahahax! just emo-ing.

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your sis got iphone 4?

no lahh. there were other stuffs. hahahax.

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:) i am fine already! ^^

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i tot being a good kid was enough..

imagine whining for an iphone 4 for ages. and sdnly you have one at home, and it is not yours. :/ i feel so freaking sad. :( i will work hard and get one myself. i tot it is supposed to be better or smthing being the eldest. but it doesnt make a difference. :/ i nv did really ask for anything before.. never. i never got a mp3 or an ipod. everything i got like hp or psp was through my results. but sis always get wad they want despite not achieving the same results i had. maybe i shouldnt compare. but still, it's hard not to. it's dumb crying for materialistic things but i tot you would know and realise that i am different from the other kids. i dun nag my parents for buying me stuffs. i dun nag you for buying me those high tech stuffs. i only asked for them when my results was good and you told me you wanted to give me a reward. but that doesnt mean i dun want them. i never asked for money for the clothes i bot and everything i spent on other stuffs or even to top up my card to take train which my bus concession doesnt cover, unless you offer to pay for me yourself. i tot that if i dun do all these grumblings and be a good kid, one day you would notice that and give me a reward or smthing. maybe i tot too much. maybe i should be more contented.