hey friends.

i feel so disappointed i feel so sad. argh. so many stuffs inside me you dun even know. what have you become, my bestest friends? do you even know me anymore? do i even know you anymore? why is this happening? the future we talked of, the future where we will still be in each other's lives. i can slowly feel that everything is changing. is it cause of me? we were happier in the past. right? when we were all generally happier. we hung out so much tgthr. but slowly, as we have our own things to do and be busy with, are we slowly forgetting about each other? i miss you so much. i feel like so much stuff is stuffed within me. i feel like crying. okies fine i am already crying. perhaps you will think/feel that jiale is such a crybaby and since she cries so much, her tears aren't worth anything. but.. i dunoe. argh. freak all these. as i am growing up, the world i am in is changing so often  and becoming more and more complicated. i dun want to be involved in all these complications. if you want me to stay in your life, can you say hi to me more often? because i am such a coward that i dun dare to say hi. just a simple hi will do. and i will try my best to help you continue the conversation. :/ because you dunoe how much you mean to me.