Tuesday, September 07, 2010

some things are meant to end.

hello all. :) :( having a mix of emotions now. heh heh. so :) :(


so like i said on saturday we went to jiejie's birthday celebration and we went late hahahax. FREAKING LATE. we were supposed to reach at 6pm but in the end we reached at 8pm. -_- retardedness. papa and mummy lahh. :/ but in the end it just felt like a family gathering just that we were sitting at a different place. hahahax. jiejie was busy hosting us and her friends and running about trying to settle everything. after the dinner, singing of birthday song, eating of birthday cake, and some chitchats about my dad's iphone 4 and other random stuffs, we went home~ :)


went to clara's to study on sunday and lalala we did all sorts of things. okies firstly, i was slping. hahahahahax. before starting on CEM while clara was using my PMKT textbook. then we used clara's com and we downloaded the shinee desktop buddy which was freaking cool. hahahax. but her jonghyun and onew desktop buddies couldnt work. :/


went to sbw shopping centre new york new york to eat the meat platter. MMMM ALL MEAT DAMN NICE hahahahahahax. okies there was coleslaw too but yar i am refusing to touch any veggie. :{ have been craving for meat all the time ever since i started watching 'My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho'. it is a freaking nice kdrama. ^^ went home and tried the shinee desktop buddies and yayy figured out how to do onew and jonghyun desktop buddies and told clara and hers worked too! :D:D they are freaking cute.


today woke up and printed CEM notes while studying. did hsework like watering the plants, mopping and sweeping the floor. it was freaking tiring and i was sweating like a pig okies. left to meet myrna lam at my hse downstairs and went to mrt stn to meet shaun and jervis and we went to plaza sing to watch Grown Ups. kinda nice. funny and sweet at the same time. i like. :D the family part is sweet. got a meaning behind the show. at first i still tot that there is no meaning in this show. hahahax.


went back to khatib and ate and chitchat. :D:D love how our friendships last so very long. was thinking of organising a pri sch outing as in REALLY meet up with all pri sch friends but they were saying like abit no point. :/ i suppose too. since all of us actually stay quite near to each other but yet we are not meeting. :/ sian sian. okies on a happier note i actually downloaded the junseob desktop buddies too OMG OMG they are freaking cute. some screenshots taken today and ytd. heh heh heh.


see shinee crawling around my screen HAHAHAX!

omg you see jonghyuns grabbing clara's conver window HAHAHAX!

ahh you see onew crawling! super cute!

okies those above are taken ytd and these below are taken just now! :D:D
ahh you see junhyung piggybacking yoseob climbing up clara's conver!!

i was blogging halfway when jonghyun started crawling cutely OMG i cant take this cuteness. he is so freaking cute even in fanarts seriously jonghyun. wahahahahahax.

and junseob started crawling too. LOOK AT THAT BLONDE PINK BOW. i dun even know who is that seriously. and i can only say. clara and me are crazy over these desktop buddies. :D



there is an end to everything. okies maybe it will continue to live in my heart, but it wun exist anymore in this real world. but at least i know i can still proudly say you were my friend. :) really PROUDLY. i will start to stop. :( i just dun want to act anymore. i dun want to pretend to be okies anymore. i am sorry for this selfishness. it's just me. just my fault. i never felt belonged. maybe a few times. but perhaps i was never meant to belong anyhow.

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