i am constantly looking for excitement and adventures, and are only interested in things that i find interesting.
this means that i am easily wavered, easily distracted, easily influenced too.
it is gonna take so much more to stay and commit in a place.
and i guess it's my problem.
not anyone's, but mine.
not a very forgiving person i am, even if i am kind of a forgetful person.
i can forget things, but i will never forget how you make me feel.
and that will just last forever.
i may not always tell you how i feel, because it might be minor at the start, but as it builds up, and you don't notice it, then that's when things get serious.
maybe i should just stop thinking about it and think about more positive things.
but you know, there are always times when negativity just penetrates you.
i will be fine.
i will do great.
that's what i can tell myself, for now.