idk if it's because i have been going out for the past 4 days with my friends which i really thoroughly enjoyed and laughed so much even tho it meant i spent a considerable amount of money and i felt just a little sad about that portion but today i am falling back into the 'i hate everyone kind of mood'.
or maybe it's just cause i din sleep my fill and got woken up by my sis banging the door shut in the process of entering and leaving the room.
IT'S REALLY ANNOYING and i am sure all of you agree. hahahaha.
and so i woke up in a bad mood, which resulted in the anger in me and i flared up in front of my family.
argh.
and then i cleaned out lots of junks in the study room since i am planning to spend lots of time in here today and tho all i did was to move them out of the room into the living room.
most of the stuffs are not mine anyw.
though i doubt the study room looks tidied but at least it has a lot more space now for me to move about in my chair.
really cannot stand junks.
and the lack of space thereof.
i love love love big spaces, like just big empty spaces.
i rmb in the apartment i once lived in, in woodlands, when i was younger, was a 5 room flat.
this meant it had 2 living rooms, or rather a dining room, and i had this huge space to myself.
we used to lie on the floor a lot and roll around and even prance around.
i used to love the current home, wayy before it got sooo crowded with things.
i mean, we used to have less things because we are younger.
but because now we are older, we tend to have a lot more things and things that grow old or out of date and then we get new ones but we never ever throw away the old ones.
for example, i got a new mattress because the old one is 10 years old and the springs mostly broke. (you cannot understand how i suffered all those springs poking me while i slept).
and my mum took like what one week? to decide to throw it out.
and i asked her EVERY SINGLE DAY if i should throw it out.... -_-
because she is always afraid that there would be a use for these things next time.
and that is the problem.
because we have at least like twenty to thirty bags which we haven't seen (because she kept it in this cupboard in my study room and the cupboard was covered in so much junks we cant even open the doors yes im not joking) and thus haven't used in like a few years?
and i talked about throwing them out and my mum was planning to and then my sis said she wanted to use those bags.
ermmm. so my mum kept all those bags but seriously, my sis never took a second look at them after that day -_- what about using them?
they are super ugly because all those leather were coming off, white bags became yellow, and there are weird stains on some of them.
ARE YOU SURE WE CAN EVEN USE THEM? -_-
xueli says her family throws out things which they haven't use or touch for the past 6 months.
well, i think my family have things which are not used or touched for YEARSSSS.
cannot stand this much longer, i would have to clear them out quickly.
JIAYOU ME.