Maybe it's due to watching the cliff and walking dead recently,
Last night, i really wanted to stab someone to death.
I want to experience the feeling of cutting somebody open, slicing them and watching those wounds split open.
I guess now i can understand the psychology of a murderer.
I am going crazy.
The only thing i could do was to take my scissors and stab my bed.
I had to get this feeling out somehow.
People will be scared of me, then how?
Even i am scared of myself.
Let's all be scared then.
Put me in the mental hospital then.
I probably need some help, though i really dun want it to be an excuse.
At that moment, i dun really care about anyone.
What if one day i really did kill someone and enjoyed it?
I dont know.
I guess being too miserable gets you so mad that you literally go mad.
Waiting for sebas to get off work for a chat.
Hope he can save me.
Cant wait for 9pm.
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