Grateful for my very Best Friend,

i always thought that people would be afraid of me, once they realised that my world had become hell broken loose.
okay, those who are not as close might be really afraid, but those closer would probably not know how to deal with me anymore.
they don't know what to say to me, how to comfort me, how to make me feel better.
but guess what? my best friend is just different that way, to me at least.
he was so worried that i let the phone rang so long on mon night, cause i was in another room and din catch it at first.
at least no missed calls~
talked to him about all these emotional breakdown i thought he would be dumbfounded or speechless, but instead he just screamed at me as usual LOL.
'WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE CRAZY EW I AM GONNA GET AWAY FROM YOU YOU NEED TO SEE A SHRINK OMG'
and that made me screamed back 'WHAT THE FUCK I ALSO THINK SO RIGHT SHOULD I GO SEE ONE AND SHUDDUP IF YOU RUN I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KILL YOU AND STAB YOU MANY TIMES OKAY.'
hahaha instantly i felt so much better.
we were practically shouting at each other scolding each other over the phone hahahaha.
just like good old times.
why ah.
even during my most emo times you still can turn me back to who i really am.
or you are just too used to dealing w me crying and being an emo shit? HAHA.
complained and bitched about everything in the world as usual and what does he do with it?
instead of complaining w me or whatever, he teased me to no ends about it.
YOU SUCK. HAHA.



we went out on tue aka yesterday :D
caught the movie that i wanted to watch for the longestttttt time.
DIE HARD YO!
everytime i talk to him, i speak more vulgarities than usual, cause he scold them more than anyone else around me. hahahaha.

lunch after the movie.
we just sat at carl's junior.
shared our food.
i finished the burger and he was shocked when he saw me putting the big last bite into my mouth cause he thought i would leave him some.
but i thought it was all for me since he alr ate all the onions and other veggies which i dun like hehe.
and giving me the shiok-est part of the burger, the end which the mushroom and patty fall out with all the sauce yum yum.
talked and laughed reallllll loudly but we din really care.
slapped him hard and kept playing with his phone cause fuck it it's my dream SAMSUNG NOTE 2 OKAY.
though now i kind of changed my mind to samsung note 3 but if by then note 3 is too expensive i guess i still will take note 2 ahahahaha.

i just love squabbling and fighting with him muahahahahaha.
and doing boh liao things.
walked around and went to toysrus to play w toys lolol though i suggested it he seems to enjoy tooo.
and fol SO MANY COOL TOYS WHY KIDS NOWADAYS SO LUCKYYYY!?
aftwards we wanted to eat icecream at the same time oh the bestf chemistry LOLOL.
YAY TO ICE CREAM and more talking.

went to candy empire and looked around at all the sweets and was talking about how i used to eat the pushpops when i was in pri sch and he offered to buy me one hehehe.
couldn't decide between two flavours and he picked one for me and bought the other for me.
ended up he gave me both omggggg :') oh my bestf love you to bits okay hahahaha.
if no other girls wanna marry you in the future, i won't marry you either(i know you wun if it's the other way too so shudduppp) but i will give you some of my love at the very least kay HAHAHAHA.

we were supposed to have dinner at home but by the time we left it was already 7plus omg time really fliessssss.
sigh and my bestf really has the power to make me seem like a perfectly normal person.
tay whatsapped me aft our outing and when i replied, he asked me to go out w sebas more hahahaha guess even he can feel the difference in me through the text messages.
i am lucky to have my best friend yayyyy! ^^