learning to let go.

starting to let things go more easily now.
when i find out jiamin using my perfume without asking me (which is very often) i think twice before screaming at her as i used to do, and i now choose the option of not doing that, and instead go back to sleep.
a lot of trivial things, like waiting far too long for the bus, or getting a little annoyed by strangers/passer-bys, those kind of little incidents which would usually cause me a tweet to complain about, i think twice before tweeting now, and tell myself to just forget it.
controlling myself to not complain that easily now, and be more appreciative.
look at the positive things instead of the negative ones.
tao is probably the last person i 'complain' about. which isn't really a complain anyway. it's just a little negative.
i am more grateful now, for every single little thing.
and now i jump on things and people less, instead of being mean and selfish about all my things.
well, not exactly mean and selfish i just want you to ask me for my permission, but slowly, i realised aiya it doesn't actually really matter anyw.
it's just trivial stuffs, unless it will cost me something really truly serious.

tay says it's good that i'm thinking this way now.
tao really changed me a lot haha.
am happier with the me now :)
okay back to my books now~