after finding out that tao will never be able to rest in peace if we continue to mourn and cry, and that his soul have been angry and in pain, i stopped.
i stopped mourning stopped crying almost instantly.
i love him still as much miss him still as much.
but i made myself do it for him.
i want him to go in peace.
i dun want him to suffer even in afterlife.
i will move on with my life.
i will go on with my life.
don't worry about us anymore.
don't be angry and sad anymore.
go on with them and do your own things alright.
dun worry about us forgetting you, we never will.
and, sometimes when we reached a point in our life, i realise that not everyone can be your friend.
even after going through whatsoever, nope.
you can feel disappointed, you can feel unhappy, but what if, just what if, you are the only one who is feeling that way?
if so, then dun bother.
dun bother to feel unhappy or get hurt over someone who doesn't care a hoot about you.
it's sometimes necessary to be cold-hearted to certain people, in order to protect yourself.
if you know you have tried your best, then there is nothing to regret.
i will protect my friends, from those who might potentially harm them, physically or emotionally.
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