as i grow older, i slowly realised that love is actually a decision.
falling in love may not be, but loving someone is.
i had been willful, blaming tay for a lot of things which he could have done better, but yet again i could have chosen to see all the things which he had done really well but yet gone unnoticed by me.
sorry my dearest.
i will learn how to love you properly again.
and my my you are doing a great job yourself hahaha.
there is still so much room for me to grow and improve.
life is all about give and take.
when i stop minding all the itty-bitty things, it's like someone cleaned my fogged up glasses for me.
i could see much clearer.
heh. you are such a dear and i am sorry for not seeing it.
you can definitely do better, HAHAHA, but for now i am just grateful and contented.
on the last day of january 2013, let me just proclaim my love for you once again!!!
and thank you for staying by my side despite me shooting all kinds of daggers and arrows at you when i'm pissed.
i am impressed by your tolerance level once again! hehe.
may we live happily ever after my dearest!