in a fucking frustrated mood recently.

just touch me a little in a wrong way and you could get a fiery ball heading your way.

frustrated mostly cause of financial issues.

i can't believe that i have to keep facing this when everyone tells me that i'm way too young to be worried about this, esp when i am just a student, not working at all at that.

i feel so fucking pissed about getting all these shits after all the reassurance beforehand.

maybe i am already very lucky,

and that i am still not considered poor as compared to so many other ppl.

but fuck this, i just feel so fucking cheated.

can i just forgo all these and start pursuing my dreams alr?

fuckk why am i pursuing YOUR dreams which you CAN'T pay for?

and then I am the ONE who is suffering for it?

screaming at you will be UNFILIAL and RUDE, then how else do you want me to express how fail everything is?

this MAY ensure me to get a better standing among peers in the future but what is the point of these?

it's literally 'punch your face swollen to pretend as a fatty' (a chinese phrase) -_-

this entire thing is so fucking lame.