it's like

Noone ever found me amazing.
It's like to everyone im a retard.
If you really truly think that way, think ten more times if you truly know me.
I merely think differently from everyone else. My ideas are not dumb. Neither am i.

Reasons why i really appreciate the person who said i will become a great lady. Cause noone nv ever said that to me. All everyone says is that im a retard. Im so sorry but it's true. Noone ever said i am a great person with amazing thoughts. Fuck shld i even expect ppl to think this way of me? At the very least i expected you to think that way. I expected that you, out of all those people, would see pass the superficial topmost layer and see the me who is trying to be the best and you would hug me and say im the most amazing person in this world. Because it's you and thats why i expected all these. But yet you are like everyone else, are you? Please tell me you are not and stop these tears from falling. You are the only fucking one who can sway my emotions so fucking much. Hurts so much. This wkend sucks.