BEING ATTACHED.

THIS TITLE IS WEIRD.

but then againnnn,
it's only recently when i found out certain people getting attached. O.O

HMMM MMM HMMM MMM.
WHEN IS MY CLARA AND HYRAH AND CHERYL AND XUELI AND HUIWEN AND YINGJIE AND GUOWEI AND JERVIS AND SHAUN GONNA GET ATTACHED AGAIN/FOR THE FIRST TIME/CAUSE I NEVER SEE BEF!?!?!?!?!?
THEN AFTERDAT EVERYONE CAN GET MARRIED AND INVITE ME TO THEIR WEDDING DINNERS CAUSE I LOVE ATTENDING WEDDING DINNERS HEHEHEHE. all the food... *-*

and i found out a certain few broke up. D: dun like to see people breaking up.
but then again, sometimes i can't help but feel that certain couples should have broken up long ago. oopssss.
it's not cause i'm like judging them or what.
it's just that i feel that my friend is losing out in terms of how the other party is treating him/her in my point of view. :/
SIGHHHH. i just want the people around me to be happyyy~~~~~



okay now i'm just trying to change the perspectives of how i view my work.
so that i will be less grumpy and be more cheerful. keke. ^^
like how this chef told me this morning,

"you are here for internship, here to learn, not work.
if they scold you, whatever, who caressss, you are still learning.
if they blame you for being irresponsible, whatever, who caressss, you are soooo young it's as if you are still a child, you have yet to reach the age of being responsible.
dun treat this as if you are working, treat this as if you are playing~~~"

he totally made me and ahyi laugh so much when we were chatting. HAHA.

and it totally struck me on the head that everytime i think of my dream job, it will be a job that is like outdoor-ish and yet having an office, cause to me i will have lots of fun.
so it's like i want a job that i can have fun, a job that is like where i can playyyy~~~
so why not treat it as playing instead of working~~~
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
it's not my hotel anywayyy~~ HAHAHAHA.
okay i will still work like i am supposed to. but then i will try and have fun!
though i dunoe how to but okay i will tryyyy??

i should go back to entertaining myself like singing songs or talking to myself.
AHHH I MISS TALKING TO MYSELF. and acting to myself.
yes i do act to myself.
like i imagine scenes of all kinds of 'plays' and i act it to myself, like randomly, even on the streets.
so sometimes people see me doing faces to myself. HAHAHAHA.
sigh i miss that part of me.
okay shall do that tml~~~
I DUN CARE! HMPH! >:)