okay i shall schedule this post to be posted at 12mn on my bday but i hope i would be able to finish typing before 12mn though. :)
well, in this past 19 years of my life, i have fallen in love, fallen out of love, made friends, lost friends, and have been through all kinds of other things which may seem unimaginable to you.
i did retarded things, stupid things, embarrassing things, glory things, proud things, and all kinds of other things which you may or may not have known.
i am glad that i am me, i am lucky enough to have a roof over my head, have a comfy bed to slp in, have people whom i love and loves me surrounding me, and alive and healthy. ^^
though sometimes, i am retarded, impulsive, bad tempered, irritable, i hope you can understand that everyone has their own weaknesses and if i love you and you love me, i hope you will be willing to tolerate all the weaknesses i have. thanks for sticking with me, you know who you are. ^^
just wanna thank a few people who are in my life, and made it so happening and blissful for me to the extent that sometimes i really hope that time stops.
MRTAY (of course -_-):
i'm sorry to have some retarded insecurities sometimes which are not even your fault in the first place. and i would love if you were my first and vice versa, but it is not possible but i am glad that you hope that we will be each other's last and i hope that you know that i think the same way too. :) though we just started but it seems so much more longer than it actually is and i just have so many things to say to you and i dun even know where to start. our second month is like 3days later? and though we cant spend it tgthr i know your heart is here with me so i am happy enough. :) thanks for spending my bday with me and let's spend more and more bdays together okay! :) thanks for always doing all those unexpected stuffs and making me feel so sweet from the bottom of my heart. you are so good at doing this kind of stuffs and acting like you dun care on the surface. hehe. you are the best, forever, but in my eyes only please. HAHA. i love you! ^^ <3 many many!
MY GIRLS:
i love you girls so much and your retardedness always nv fail to cheer me up and i know i can always count on any of you. :) clara ahyi ade hyrah cheryl carol xueli huiwen gwy and mel. :) bitching about all kinds of things hehe. you girls are like the sec sch friends which i haven got. so blissed ah me. :')
just wanna pick out a few like clara ahyi and ade, the three whom i talked to the most amongst the clique. hehe. those that i confide the most in. ^^ i love you girls so much heh heh. even though smtimes we irritate each other but rmb that i love you okay! hehe.
SEBAS:
you idiot i hope you haven forgot my bday and if later i dun receive any bday texts from you for the whole day you shall die so much. >:) okay no i was just kidding i am such a good best friend unlike you you idiot hoho. contact me soon about sam walou no updates i very sian one leh. :( like i'm watching a drama and its next episode refuses to load. HAHAHA. thanks for being with me since like sec 3/4? hehe. my best friend ever since. i love you so much which i guess you know and thanks for always tolerating my retardedness and always think that i am the most gullible idiot you ever known. you always make me feel like i am the most innocent me like a kid and i am just plain me. :) you are the second best sorry my bf is already THE BEST HAHAHA. love you still and let's be best friends forever! ^^ stop bullying me or i will get my bf to bash you up HAHAHA blehh you still dun have gf lehh. :P okay kidding faster buck up lah idiot!
BSFL:
i was really afraid that i would drift from you guys but the sentosa trip made me realised that we are still as close as ever and we still understand each other as much as ever cause we haven changed much and that makes me feel so grateful. :) i love you guys so much and sorry that i dun feel like i belong sometimes which is kind of retarded and thanks for always including me and making me feel like im a part of your big family. :)
special love to guowei and ahbe and yingjie and stella who were always the closest in my heart. please please please rmb that i am always here for you no matter what. even though you might not contact me anymore, but do note that i would love to contact you anytime and that my phone is on 24/7 so i am always here okay. ^^ just 8 numbers away yo! hehe. <3 love you guys so much.
ohh, before i forget, last but not least, happy birthday to my dear cute jonghyun as well. hehehe. <3
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