feel like dying right now.

i kept thinking, if i died on my bday, is it more memorable? i dun wanna celebrate anything anymore. so what if it is my birthday. it just meant that i was born on this day years ago. nothing more nothing less. it's not MY day. it doesn't mean everything has to go my way.

if i am not here anymore interfering with your life, would you be happier?

methods of death: countless

how should i die to make sure i really died?