don't do stupid things. keep your mouth shut. keep your brain shut. dun think dun ask.
i know it's tough for you. i know you will be unhappier this way but there is no other method alright? so swallow that down. you have to just deal with it and take it in your stride.
close your eyes. breathe slowly. yes.
do you feel better now? still a little stuffy in your chest? close your eyes and breathe slowly again. it will be all over. give yourself some time.
you are a good girl. it will all be worth it kay. :)
trust more trust more. i know you are so fucking scared right now but trust more trust more. perhaps to you it's not a issue of trust but fear cause you have just been through all those hurt far too many times but just trust and don't think about anything else.
don't let those tears fall baby girl. even though in your heart you feel like at the end of the day you will be all alone but don't give in to despair. hold on those cheerful hopes you usually have. don't cry don't cry.
smile. that's more like it. though it's a bitter smile but smile more and you will get used to it. and at least it will gradually seem happier and people will buy it eventually.
put yourself in those shoes. you can understand right? i know you can. :) our jiale is such an understanding girl. :) this is how you are supposed to grow you know. this is where you learn and mature and finally become an adult.
chest is still a little stuffy but don't you feel much much much better now? :) read your happy book and think back of all those happy and sweet memories you have. i promise you will be happier.
jiale means happy. so stay happy. :)
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