PLEASE PRAY THAT SHE'S ALRIGHT.

got news on my way home that jiejie (my closest cousin) got into a car accident and is unconscious. din think that it was that serious at that time.
after i got home, asked mum about her condition and she said it was quite serious. and she had a head operation and is currently in ICU. tear glands started to feel wide and i just went back to my room and started sobbing on my bed.

dad came in to our room where jiamin and i were and started talking about being careful on the roads so that we wun let him or mum worry and not to look at our phones while crossing the road.
and he saw my tears and asked if i knew about the incident and i nodded and started crying and when he hugged me i just cried harder.

i just feel so worried. it's serious. really serious. :/ not just any mini car accident. and i swear i never thought that this would happen to anyone close to me. i've always thought that it happened to others others others.

please everyone, please be careful while on the roads okay. dun let anyone who care get worried. if you cant think of anyone who cares, rmb that i do. i truly do.

jiejie believes in god jesus. so he will make sure she is alright right?
it's always at this kind of time that i hate that im a free thinker. i dunoe who to pray to. need a spiritual being to calm me down and make me feel better now. or does it mean i can pray to every god right now? :(

curbing my sobs now. it's useless for me to cry here now. :( sorry jie it must have hurt so much when you got hit. sorry for not hanging out with you more. i love you. be alright for all of us here who love you so much.

going to visit her later.
hope she would be out of the ICU by then. dad says if not we cant really see her. :/


老天爷，
我从小的时候总是有事时才拜托您，
但是这次您一定要保佑她。
我会给您很多亲亲的。
求求您。