i am so loved.

looking at everyone around me.
asking me to stay strong and jiayou.
and some dun even know whats going on, i feel so loved and blessed.
sorry to cause you guys to worry.
im really grateful for all of you.
and those that gave me so much encouragements.
i believe jiejie will be able to go through this.
and thanks to everything that you guys did.
be it just a short 'i am here for you' or 'stay strong' or 'she'll be alright' or simply just asking 'how is your cousin?' even though she is not exactly related to you guys.
with so many blessings she will be fine. :)
feel so loved that i have so many sweet friends around me.
and even those who dun usually initiate convers came to encourage me. hehe.
my friends are the best yo!


these two days i cried many times.
and all are for you.
but everytime i laugh, i feel a tinge of guiltiness.
guilty of feeling happy when you are in this state.
even though i know you wouldnt want me to feel sad.
and i know you dun want me to feel sad cause of you.
i promise when you open your eyes and see me next,
i will be smiling brightly at you.
i love you!
so freaking much!
hehe. :)
our love will never end okay!
shall kiss you next time! ^^