HOI HOI!

bought apple strudels for my sisters and durian strudel for myself. heh heh. feel like a good sister nowadays. since like on last sat i just bought them a starbucks tumbler each. ^^ it feels nice to buy things for them somehow. feels nice to be a good sister. heh heh. i like.

AND THIS MEANS I NEED TO SCRIMP MORE ON MYSELF THIS WEEK ALR! feel like buying durian strudel for lim guo wei our ultimate durian lover though. hahahaha. but the transportation ahhhh. :( dunoe how to give him. ok i shall see kekekeke.

OK HOMEWORK TIME! GOODBYE!

suddenly.

i feel like crying now. tears are already coming up. if you are my friend, dun ask anything. dun ask if i am fine. i dun want you to ask. i dun like showing my vulnerability. i am a weird person. i just wanna vent here.

fuck i am becoming such a vulgar person. fuck comes out of my mouth so easily now. i am keeping so much things to myself. i dun smile as much. i dun go crazy as much. i am becoming someone whom i dun even know. i dun even understand. arghhhh. i hate myself i hate myself.

i was so cheerful. i was so happy. i was so high and crazy and could laugh at even the smallest things. i was so innocent and gullible that i get cheated by the smallest things. i was so childish and naive and had the wildest imagination which made me feel happy thinking about it.

but all has changed.

TDM LECTURE

having tdm lecture now and i am oh so bored. :( i no like the teacher's accent. tumbled wadever i can tumblr, read wadever blogs that i can read, finished all my milo, watched all the vids that i wanna watch. EHH WAIT A MINUTE. i can go continue watching my kimtakgu now HAHAHAHA. ok goodbye folks!

BOLLYWOOD BOING BOING!

weehee back with a blast BOMB BOMB kekeke.

my sis jiamin sdnly just asked me if i remembered the storybook we used to have titled 'ice queen'. i do remember it and i swear it is the storybook i hated the most since i was young. ok this is random but yar i really hate this book. and in fact i am a little scared of that stupid ice queen. :( read the book if you have the chance. hahaha. i hated the story the most. :(

ok back to the blast today hohoho. dinner with my dear girls in marina sq before going to esplanade for our bollywood dance workshop. deemed it as a waste of our time and money but it was really fun. hahaha. laughed and smiled lots doing all the crazy dancesteps though it was freaking tiring.

walking around the place after the workshop and omg i cant believe we actually stayed to watch HI-5 live performance in marina sq HAHAHA. and GUESS WHO WE SPOTTED!? we spotted our last sem's lecturer low hann ming in the audience right in front of the stage. hahahaha!! he was with his children and wife. sweet husband and dad. :')

ok some random narcissist photo spam hehehehe.

i am in some kind of retarded mood today hahahaha. sort of moody somehow. i have no idea why. ok i do have an idea why but i am just refusing to admit to it. :/ you can call it lying to myself but i dun care.



you are this weird person who i can't get rid of. though i am not trying to. cause i dun want to. i never want to.

kekeke.

hello i am back and it's the fourth blog post today? but it will most probably end up getting recorded on the saturday date since it's alr past 12mn hahahaha. so anyway walked around in town with ahyi and hyrah today and went for the interview which is more like a briefing?

anyway walked around looking at all those pretty things and omg i really need the money to buy them. :( nvm i shall go thailand buy more chio stuffs in dec kekeke. and i am also going to work soon! yay! ^^

btw there is this really funny blog which i would like to intro to all of you cause i have been laughing at it since this afternn. the guy who wrote this is really smart i think. and really funny. hahahaha. it's cute so go read it!! hahaha!!

btw i dun think i would be blogging my daily life everyday alr? which is wad i have been doing cause i am getting bored at my mundane life. hahahaha. would only blog if there is anything interesting that i find interesting though you might not necessarily find interesting but i dun really care unless you are one of my loves kekeke.

anyway i really feel like buying that chio blue liquid eyeliner from mac but then i would have to start to practice using it hahahaha. money money please drop from the skyyyy. ok not possible. -_- i am becoming increasingly vain but ohh well I AM A GIRL SO wahahahahaha i dun care. smile and go on with life girl yay be a happy girl!



isit just me being paranoia but i am feeling weirder and weirder as time passes. would we even stop talking? i am afraid of the arrival of that day. :(

i guess i just have to.

i need to vent this everywhere. when this comes up they all come together and i just have to get it off my chest. of course i cant do it too explicitly but hello are you mentally retarded? or stupid? why are you asking retarded and stupid qns? are you being an attention whore? who just wants to like get people's attention so that you can wadever and wadever? it disgusts me and you should learn to keep quiet. thank you very much.

becoming more and more vulgar these days but no i dun wanna care anymore. i dun wanna restrict myself and scold myself anymore. argh it's too tiring. fuck this shit. it's not that i am being mean or wad cause you just dun understand or is just a little slow. but that i dun truly think that you dun understand thats why you asked.

you are just asking cause you are simply attracting attention or cause of another certain reason which irritates the hell out of me. one day i will scream at you and ask you to SHUT THE FUCK UP. wait and see. just continue doing whatever you are doing now. :)

I AM ALL DONE.

ohh hey i am back in such a short time. i am finally done with my elearning and now i can type all kinds of long bullshit here as much as i want to WAHAHAHAHAHAHOHOHOHOHOHEHEHEHEHE. kind of becoming crazy hahahahaha. ok shall blog properly kekeke.

MONDAY  22 NOVEMBER 2010

well well. i got up early in the morning and rushed pack my bag and off i go to balympics. we had nothing to do there. O.O some played dodgeball but i was one of the those who hide in the shade away from the scorching sun and watching them play. hahaha. but in the end us SCOs played captain's ball tgthr. yay i love captain's ball! and it was really tiring.

back to loft and slacked there and chit chat and at 1pm i went off to ourspace to find my ECD group mates: clara ahyi and solomon. hyrah came abit later and we did as much of the report as we can even though our brains were dying and the cells were depleting at a rapid rate due to the red campers cheering loudly just beside our table. -_-

after the report solomon went off and the four of us went to al ameen to have our dinner and they went home while i went back to the loft where i found the rest dancing lucifer. O.O and i found out that they had did nothing else whilst i was gone. hahahaha.

went to have their dinner and i din eat since i ate alr but i just tagged along. timah market once again and watched everyone eat while talking. back to loft and then it was briefing time for the next day of the actual event.

back to our apartment where boys and girls are just together and we watched gory stuffs like REAL ANIMAL CRUELTY in china omg. they even have an organization in china where they are SUPPOSED TO ABUSE ANIMALS LIKE WTFFFFFFF. they shoot vids of it and sell to ppl who wanna watch it wtf. they torture the animals till they die. and this woman pulled the rabbit by the ear and everything and EVEN SAT ON THE RABBIT WITH A GLASS PANEL ON IT UNTIL IT WAS LITERALLY FLAT I AM NOT LYING CAUSE SHE HELD UP THE FLAT RABBIT AFTER THAT AND I DIN DARE TO WATCH THAT SITTING PART SO I TURNED AWAY BUT I COULD STILL HEAR THE BONES BREAKING DESPITE HOLDING MY HANDS TO MY EARS FUCK OHMYGOD. the other women in the vids was just laughing while she did all those. -_- everyone in loft regardless the gender were scolding fuck all over and weifeng even cried. T.T ok getting agitated but everyone should go and hang all the people in the animal abuse organization ok. tyvm.

after that vid we went to watch saw. almost died there. -_- but i was still watching. -_- but luckily i was sitting at the side so the laptop screen seems like that kind of negative feel if you get wad i mean. the camera film that negative. so all the gore parts wasnt that obvious to me. felt nauseous at some part. T.T

was damn afraid to slp so i pulled max and zhihong and weifeng woke up cause of zhihong's retarded actions so in the end i slept with weifeng on the lower deck of the double deck bed cause we were so scared and max pulled the other bed to be beside me and zhihong slept on the upper deck and was later joined by keith who originally slept in the living room and in the end he felt scared. din have a good night since was half conscious the whole night and we had to wake up early in the morning.

TUESDAY  23 NOVEMBER 2010

eventually it's WAKE UP TIME! woke up and went for breakfast with weifeng, leon and cheryl and went back to loft to help carry the logistics to the grand stand. omg was dying ok the cans were really heavy. stayed there and cause i was assigned to be at the grand stand it was boring. :/ so me and galen and tracy went to the bball court to check it out yo. went to support keh and weifeng who were participating though they were competing with each other hahahaha.

then me and galen went off to the dodgeball side and helped them out until the whole thing was over. back to the grand stand and took photos and chit chatted and had the prize ceremony and cleaned the place and went back to loft. packed my bag and went off with weifeng to go home after the debrief. was so tired. T.T ohh and we had a mini birthday celebration for isaac and rachel before that as well.

WEDNESDAY  24 NOVEMBER 2010

went off to clara's house and did some elearning tgthr. then we went to have sakae buffet despite being broke hahahahahaha. i couldnt have enough of the cha soba. :') it was so so so nice. kekeke. had our fill and chithchatted and went back to clara's house to watch dream team while waiting for hyrah to come. she came and we went back to elearning after the show. home after that.

THURSDAY  25 NOVEMBER 2010

off to clara's again for elearning and projs. hahaha. arrived first and we watched the guangzhou asian games together, making stupid comments and remarks and laughing like crazy at the people. we will go to hell clara. TOGETHER. hahahahaha jkjk.

went to the study room and tried to start on elearning and ahyi came so was watching her cooking her maggie mee and went back to the room afterwards and hyrah has only just woke up hahahaha and waited for her to come and quickly did the tlaw stuffs and went to macs for dinner and back and we started to paint our nails and a picture of my nails is in the post below and watched 71 into the fire.

TOP WAS SIMPLY GORGEOUS in the movie i have to say. and after watching the movie, :'( i really hope that a war wun break out between north korea and south korea. north korea dun be stupid stop bombing wadever you are bombing ok. dun plan anything. if world war three breaks out, i dunoe wad i would do. i dun want people to fight and die and suffer. it's not funny this is dead serious ok. and now, i absolutely salute the real smart and brave 71 student soldiers who fight till the end till the last solider who sacrificed themselves and fought heroically in the real korean war. /salutes (i really am doing the action ok.) finally THANK YOU AHYI'S PAPA FOR DRIVING ME AND HYRAH HOME! ^^

ok for now i need to go and bathe and prepare and meet my girls later goodbye i love you keke.

elearning week.

ohh hey yo check out the cool blue nails that hyrah helped me to paint ytd! kekeke.

this week has been a busy week despite it being an elearning week for the BA students. :/ and of course i am busy now but heh heh sudden blogging mood i cant control that. ok i love my nails and hope mum comes up asap with my lunch. shall go off to do my HAPPY ISLAND report which is not graded. :( goodbye~

who i am.

another post on who i am. hahahahaha. will use a little vulgarities in here heh heh.

actually i think i am quite an asshole quite a fucker. i have LOTS of mean thoughts that i keep to myself and don't say. i comment meanly in my brain on even strangers who just walk past me. :/ why so mean!? i have no idea. those thoughts just came to me. i suppose i was quite a spoilt brat in the past. and thus i was or am still a mean child? hahahaha. i suppose so. and i think meanly of people. argh i should be kinder and more caring. :/ i dun like mean thoughts and always chide myself when i think them. by the way it seems like i mentioned this in the prev 'who i am' post? ok i dun care cause i felt all the mean thoughts attacking me really strongly today. :/

and i always feel like there is this me whom noone knows, whom i hide from everyone, whom i try my best to keep it a secret. :/ i cant be as open as others as much as i want to. is it weird? or am i just born this way? though outgoing, there is still this introvert side of me in me. what a weird components making up a weird me. :/

ok anyway. i shall stop blogging now. heh heh. goodbye~

missing someone right here right now.

should probably blog now since i dun think i will be blogging for the next few days heh heh heh.

WEDNESDAY  17 NOVEMBER 2010
PUBLIC HOLIDAY! well practically stayed at home for almost the whole day until we went off to my tpy grandma hse. hohoho. haven been there for a long long time. and yay ahma still teng us as much as ever yay i love my ahma. now i miss my the other ahma. should go and see her soon. :(

THURSDAY  18 NOVEMBER 2010
no school cause IS LESSON CANCELLED but still i went school. FOR MERVIN'S BIRTHDAY PICNIC! woke up late and missed the picnic. :( but spent my time monopoly dealing with the people and helping mervin to massage hahaha. then after that when more ppl came. the 19dares for him started!

it was damn freaking funny with him doing all the nonsensical stuffs. he was wearing two hair extensions and a clip and totally looked like a girl. dares also include him painting his nails, praying to a frog at NP bus stop etc etc.

after all the dares and photo takings, i went off to town taka to find hyrah clara and ahyi who have been walking around to check out ECD stuffs. while waiting for them, i was approached by this hsbc person and i din know how to reject her and she asked me to fill this form and do this lucky draw thing and gave me a travel bag hahaha.

they reached and we walked around and in the end settled at heeren macs and we started playing legos until it's late and went home. hahahaha! i love the 'products' that i created but they say it wun sell. :(

you should probably check out my tweets to see the photos. HAHAHA! though my twitter is locked you can follow me i wun bite hahaha cause i dunoe how to transfer the photos from my phone to my comp ah. :( so there is no photos for my blog too. :( i am a noob iphone user perhaps some kind ppl like ahyi and clara can teach me? hehehe. :D:D

FRIDAY  19 NOVEMBER 2010
sadly, it's a school day. :( went to school and eventually ponned the last lecture cause my eyes and practically most of the rest's eyes are closing. T.T so went home and i actually fell aslp at 9plus omg. though i woke up at 1am cause of my sisters' quarrels i went back to slp at 2plus and woke up only at 12plus the next day. -_- wad a pig.

SATURDAY  20 NOVEMBER 2010
nua-ed around at home like nobody's business and was worried about the weather cause i wanted to go run. but eventually yayyy it wasn't raining though it wasn't a clear sky either but i just went to the stadium to run in the evening. dad and mum tried to persuade my two sisters to stop playing the comp and go running with me but they failed miserably hahahaha.

went to run and there were alot of ppl. O.O ran three rounds and my stomach started hurting like hell. it wasn't stitches which i usually get when i run which i would ignore. it was like freaking pain and i couldn't even walk. omg damn scary. i had to squat and walk and finally reach a bench where i sat and rest and watched some vids to distract myself. i couldn't even walk to where my bottle was and i was damn thirsty. :(

went home when i was feeling better cause i still need to bathe before heading to baby niece carabelle's first month dinner. dad drove us there and we sat there and had some family chit chat session and talk nonsense and all kinds of things

SUNDAY  21 NOVEMBER 2010
went to wdlands to meet my girls hyrah clara and ahyi and ate there and sat there and drafted the report and went off to tampines ikea~~~ bought ice creams and walked around and we laid on practically every bed we see like it's our house and hyrah started instilling unclean thoughts in my mind which involves jonghyun HAHAHAHA.

walked around somemore and ended up at the food section hehehehe ikea meatballs here we come~ sat around for awhile and even though we werent hungry cause it was still early we eventually went to bought stuffs to eat. you just cant resist food when it is all around you. T.T

ate happily and felt like we were in msia hahahaha. went to giant to walk and all of them bought sweets except for me. :( need to save money after the sinful dinner ah. :( bused home after that cause we were dead beat.

btw, there is a pretty werewolf full moon tonight. hehe. looking at the moon, i feel that werewolves are popping out beside me any moment HAHAHA. but it does look kind of mysterious and mystical. heh heh.

gonna stay in sch tml until wed? or thur? but i haven pack my bag yet. :( shall use the bag that the hsbc person gave me on thur heh heh.

the way my heart races at your name, the way you put a smile on my face.

fee fi fo fum hee ha ho hum. lalala~ tri lalala~ ben xiao jie in a good mood today kekeke. ok though nowadays i feel kind of emo and part of the emo feel is still in me but still learn to make your life happy. ^^

SATURDAY  13 NOVEMBER 2010
basically it's a nua-ing day at home which i laid in bed and slept until 2plus when ahyi called me waking me up and telling me that there is another slashing incident which happened in yishun. O.O!!!! omg. so be careful ok my dears. so kong bu.. T.T i lub everyone. (L) manymany.

SUNDAY  14 NOVEMBER 2010
SOOOOOO~ me mum jiamin and sienyee. randomly chatting in the room. talked about iphone and itouch cause dad gave me money the prev day to buy iphone hehehe. mum offered to buy jiamin itouch. O.O sienyee goes home cause she was going to korea that night. so xing fu. envious. *-*

so mum me and jiamin prepares to leave hse. went to northpoint and then headed to town. walked lots of places. but iphone was out of stock. :( eventually yay bought mine at m1 instead of my original starhub cause i hate them and their services. :(

the m1 guy was damn funny. he kept joking with us and we joked back with him. hahaha. i like his service! :D:D he continued joking with us even though my mum was damn auntie and asked him for free gifts omg. and he taught my mum how to get free vouchers HAHAHAHA damn funny irl.

in the end jiamin din buy her itouch cause there was only the 8gb and 64gb one left and she wanted the 32gb one. :( not my fault ok so stop blaming me though i got my iphone. :( it's not my fault. and once we reached home she almost immediately started using my phone and downloading apps like it's hers ok! :( so fair fair.

MONDAY  15 NOVEMBER 2010
it's a school day ohh yeaaahhh and even though it's the afternn lessons i din go and run. :( though i tot of doing so. but then we are eating lunch in sch and there isn't enough time for me to run unless i wake up at 6am which is like insane/mad/loony/crazy since i slept late the prev night.

tried to rush home to watch SHINEE on bai fen bai after sch heh heh. they are so cuteeee. i love them so very much HOHOHO. had an emo night. :( felt freaking emo and couldn't sleep. which was made worse with jiamin mapling in the same room and qiqi learning the piano keyboard at the room door. :(

eventually grew tired and slept yay~

TUESDAY  16 NOVEMBER
the day i forced my eyes open the whole day. which is unusual. cause usually i will only feel groggy in the morning and i will feel quite refreshed by the afternn. :/ argh. and cause i wore contacts, my left eye was tearing the whole day and my contacts kept slipping to the side. :/

was a little late for lecture but he haven started the lecture yet so it was alright. went to makanplace to eat and WOOHOO my favourite stall in makanplace is Sha's Corner. i highly recommend it. hahahaha. even malay friends can eat there cause it's halal and their food is super duper nice. i tried many of their dishes already. if there is only one stall in makanplace, it must be Sha's Corner!! hahaha. it's at the right side of the makanplace. MUST EAT!!

after the long dreadful day i went home and yipee it's shinee on tv again hehehe. and i tot i would take a nap but in the end no i din. :( so i should sleep early today hahaha. and as i type this i am yawning so goodnight world. but maybe i will play some games and tweet a little before sleeping hehe.

lub my world lub everyone. ^^



you just can't forget certain people. they will stay in your mind and heart for life. it's alright. leave a space for them. they deserve it as they have left an impact in your life, no matter good or bad, cause you were taught a lesson through all those. just remember, don't be too bothered about it and don't regret and all will be well.

tumblr's 10 days challenge

this is the last one already hahahaha and i think i am going to start on another challenge soon hehehe. ok tml i have to wake up early and i feel hungry and it's REALLY late so goodnight everyone. (L)

Day Ten: One confession.

i do miss you a little. keke. ^^

WEDNESDAY  10 NOVEMBER 2010
a freaking long day in school even though we skipped the last lecture. had two hours break but we skipped the lecture so it's end of sch at 1pm for us ponners but we stayed back in sch to do spm tutorial. :( what good girls we are cause we know we wun listen to the lectures so might as well not waste time there right!? hahahaha.

walked all the way to canteen 4 to eat with ahyi hyrah and clara cause it was the less crowded than makanplace and it has aircon! :D:D did our work there until the canteen was already closing and we were like the last people to leave!? they were already cleaning up the place and closing and workers were like checking on the maintenance of the aircons. O.O

BY THE WAY!!!! it's my beloved cousin tan wei xiang ortao dear taotao's NS enlistment dayyyy as mentioned earlier! :( din send him off but i will be waiting for him to come out! :D:D taotao jiayou be a fitter man and get rid of your little tummy and be the skinny taotao but dun be ribs like in the past and have some muscles okkkk! ^^

THURSDAY  11 NOVEMBER 2010
oh hohohoho. it is peppero day in korea! and it is the tradition there to give the person you like peppero sticks! and korea peppero sticks look like pocky! next time if anyone wants to confess, just give pocky sticks to the people you like! hahahahaha!

it's supposedly a very special day too. since it's 1111 and cause of the wishing time 1111. and i am very happy and lucky to say that i saw both 1111am and 1111pm on this day hehehe. made wishes tooooo! ^^

it's also the day when junhao went NS!! goodluck ah you. stay strong with your resilient mind and you will succeed! :):) hahaha! sebas is also going NS early next year. sdnly all go NS hahahaha.

ok btw~ went for a run in the morning. ran only like 3 rounds. -_- noone accompanied me so i din have much motivation to run. qiqi last minute pangseh-ed me. :( i need to improve my stamina and run like the wind hahahahaha.

had IS and it was a waste of time? din do much there and we were just nua-ing around after lunch and it ended early since there was nothing for us to do. went to island creamery with ahyi clara and xueli. seems like we have been going there frequently huh. hahaha. dunoe if it's a good thing for there to have a branch there. im spending money like flowing water. T.T

FRIDAY  12 NOVEMBER 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVON DEARRRR! (L)
meet up soon alright! ^^

school and it was damn long a day cause we ended at 5pm. ok 4plus to be exact. was freaking hungry and went over to clementi kfc with cheryl hyrah clara and ahyi to eat. onomnomnom. had lots of laughs and jokes over dinner with my girls. laughed like crazy. i love them so much. ^^

wanted to buy KOI but the queue was like -_- freaking long. so we went over to the opposite side to try the oktea that cheryl wants to try. it was erm not very nice? :/ gong cha better hahaha shall buy one of that for myself one day.

wanted to go to the airport to fetch G.NA. cheryl went home and ahyi tagged along halfway and went home instead cause clara our kpop dictionary werent sure of the flight details. so anywayyyyy me hyrah and clara nua-ed at the airport and ate random stuffs like sugar roll, strawberry roll, icecream cone and din get to see G.NA at all. but forget it hahahaha.

went home and i almost missed my bus. clara was like calling me but i woke up just when the bus stopped and hyrah and clara was like staring at me and asking me to faster get off the bus. they were sitting two rows in front of me so they couldnt exactly shout to me or wad hahahaha. immediately rushing down the bus is a big nono cause it made me feel dizzy hahaha but yay i am alright now.

and i think i am done with blogging so i shall go slp soon hehehehe. i love this pretty world and i want to treasure every moment now. ^^ every friend is a precious gem buried deep down in my heart kekeke. btw below are the pictures of the presents leon bought for me in china hehehehe! please ignore my messy hair hahahaha!

the cute eyemask which has a cooling pad in it and makes your eyes feel cooling when you wear it!

the keychain he bought for all three of us (me him and weifeng! :D) yayyy! ^^

hey ho hello hi.

quick update since i haven blogged for almost one week and i need to write down everything before i forget kekeke. and i need to do it quick so i can turn in for the day i am really tired. :/

WEDNESDAY  03 NOVEMBER 2010
had sch and we ponned the last lecture which was like two hours away after our prev tutorial (2 hours lunch break) and we wun listen to the lecture cause it's freaking dry and the lecturer would just start on her old grandma story so we went off to kap macs to eat. wahahahahaha.

after that me hyrah clara and ahyi just cabbed to ahyi's hse wanting to do tlaw tutorial. but we ended up playing and in the end just went home early. hahaha. ok thats how far i can rmb on that day weeeee~

THURSDAY  04 NOVEMBER 2010
wanted to wake up early to go run but i really couldn't wake up. T.T so went back to slp and woke up and had lunch in sch with my girls and after lessons we went to town weeheeeeee~ me and cheryl went to cine to buy movie tix while the xueli clara and ahyi went to find a place where we can have dinner cause we were all starving. hahaha.

after buying tix we went back to find them and placed our order and hyrah came to join us and we ate happily and after that we went to watch the movie!! SOCIAL NETWORKKKK! O.O it's cool and when i went home i immediately went to research and found out the story was real omg damn cool. now i feel like i know about facebook's story hahahahaha.

waited for bus with hyrah and xueli and every bus went past without stopping cause it's just filled with ppl. after waiting for 8238172319873minutes we gave up and trained home. might as well went back with clara who took the train right from the start.. -_- they should have more buses seriously.

FRIDAY 05 NOVEMBER 2010
woke up and packed my camp bag and whoosh went for camp. met olivia on the way and we went to timah market to tabao for peiqin and went to loft to nua around while waiting for the resttttt. eventually bamp trial started whoosh!

dinner at fei siong cause of the chinese curry cravings hahaha crazy ppl being racist even of curry. HAHAHA! ok kidding kidding. had our happy dinner and went back to have more activities which ended abruptly cause of the interruption of the security guards. :( they always spoil our stuffs. >:( went back and played monopoly deal with the girls until we felt tired and went to slp~

SATURDAY  06 NOVEMBER 2010
woke up and had activities again and lunch in between and more activities until evening and thats the end of camp for us~ din trial alot of activities i suppose hahaha. stayed in sch smmore though. dinner at timah market!

played crazy games with corrine benson max olivia and weifeng while waiting for the rain to cease and we are like stuck there. the auntie at the drinks stall was smiling widely while watching us play hahaha she damn cute. but i think we are really damn noisy hahaha.

went back to loft and we had a mini massage session where everyone was massaging for everyone hahaha it was fun! hehehe. then some had a drinking session while two groups of ppl were playing monopoly deal. and of course i am one of those playing monopoly deal hahahaha! went to slp thereafter~

SUNDAY  07 NOVEMBER 2010
woke up at like 9am and packed and washed up and went off with weifeng jomaine jiahui and hengxuan. had breakfast at timah market and bused home. din slp when i reached home i dunoe why. used the com for the whole day and just nua-ing around. :/

MONDAY  08 NOVEMBER 2010 / TUESDAY  09 NOVEMBER 2010
just normal school days with nothing special happening but argh nowadays i am feeling weirder and weirder. like i am changing and growing up into someone i dun like and argh i dun like this feeling :/ i feel like i am becoming weird and not who i am anymore.

i very much prefer the previous me. when i am happier and crazier and more talkative and everything. i would smile more laugh more and am more retarded. i miss the old me. :( thinking of _ more and more and it's really weird cause i dun wanna think dun wanna miss dun wanna dwell so much of such stuffs anymore. i need to control myself i need more self discipline eh.

sebastian's alvls started today and i din forget to wish him goodluck yay i am proud of myself. :) jiayou k sebastian liu yu wei! :D:D good luck! tml tanortao is going for NS. :( feel kinda sad i should have went out with him earlier tao tao ahhhh. promised that i will treat him da san yuan (this coffee shop downstairs hahahaha the both of us live near each other) when he comes out weehee! junhao is also going in ns on thur take good care of yourself! :) JIAYOU FOR EVERYTHING EVERYONE!! ^^

i need to study harderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ i am not working hard enough. :(

so it's like a lie? in a way? i kept my hopes up and now i am disappointed. so what should i do? cry? i did. so? what can i do now? time please pass faster. i wanna grow up quickly and be a capable woman. i hate this transition of my life.

on another hand, i really miss you. this is wrong. i shouldn't. argh. shut up and leave.

i feel like i'm in a blogging mood now. :/ but it's already 6.44pm now and i want to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix at 7.30pm and i still have my SPM tutorial to do tonight. sooooooooo.. i shall blog again maybe tml or the day after? heh heh heh.

by the way, had bamp trial for the past three days. found out that there's another school joining BA. can't remember the name of that school already. T.T so there will be more courses nxt year! O.O and bamp trial is fun overall! though there are some sian parts but still yay waiting for actual bamp!

dad told me that we are going to thailand from 21nov to 24nov. not ponning school cause i just found out it's elearning week. O.O hoho. so yay i am still a good student and i shall study hard now and do some tutorials before harry potter shows~



1/8 of four years has passed. it feels weird to start to feel like this. maybe i dunoe. maybe i should stop thinking.

what a lousy day. :(

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy and z, now i know my abc, next time won't you sing with me? :):)
a random song to start with the postttt~ hohohoho!! though to be honest, i am not feeling that happy today.. :/ today is a lousy lousy day. :(:(:(:(:(

SUNDAY  31 OCTOBER 2010
so fast so soon it's already the last day of october. it is also halloween~ though it makes no difference to me. :/ felt different on that day kekeke. went downstairs with mum and shopped around yayyy~ bought junhao's fave cereals blueberry morning to try hmm mm.

bought lunch and i finally finally got my specs wahahahahaha! i still think it looks cute! :D:D home and tried to do some work and it is another normal day at home~

MONDAY  01 NOVEMBER 2010
goodbye october, hello november. :D:D had the cereals breakfast yumyum it's really nice and when it leaves fragrance on your teeth. ^^ not lying. even my mum likes them kekeke. lunch at sch with my girls.

had a mini heart attack when i sdnly saw an email pop up saying my mum added me on fb and after i accepted it she listed me as her daughter. HAHAHA. damn funny. wrote on her wall and talked to her there, through my sis though. but it's funny enough.

went home and it's the day dad offered to bring us down to eat dinner wahahahaha. ate like one and three quarters of rice. i am a rice bucket (direct translation from chinese) hahahaha. i lub rice. and woohoo~ i ate lots of kangkong weehee. ^^ and got money from dad to buy the kitkat ice cream hohoho!

TUESDAY  02 NOVEMBER 2010
had school and it has been a terribly bad day for me from the start. :( found out about some stuffs that made me unhappy. :/ argh. but forget it forget it. saying it and feeling unhappy over the same thing repeatedly over and over again is just so irritating and annoying. went to class and had lunch at alumni after that.

went to order the food and everyone's arrived except for mine. T.T some of them were finishing their food and ade helped me go to the counter and she saw wad i ordered so she just took it. xiexie ade. :) but by then i drank my milk tea till i was already half full. :/

finish my meal hurriedly cause we were running late despite being dismissed early from the prev class and we went to the wrong class at block 56 when our class should be at block 72. but both the timetables that me and cheryl have showed block 56. :/ guessed that they changed the timetable after me and cheryl downloaded ours. :(

and on my way to block 56 while crossing the road from block 72 to convention centre i forgot to look at the road before crossing and there were cars on the road so clara hyrah and cheryl (?) screamed 'cars!' and started scolding me after that. T.T T.T omg so sorry :/

rushed all the way to the correct class and half ran along the way to the right class and told the teacher the reason why we were late but it seemed like she dun believe us. :/ but eventually the tutorial went on and when i went home i fell aslp and missed my stop and had to walk a bus stop back and when i crossed the road i kicked on the curb and my toenail chipped.

as you can see, i had a very bad day so do not come and irritate me further thank you very much. i will scream and bite your head off. literally. :)

but btw on a random thought, i wonder how i actually survived everyday when i can even forget to check the roads for cars. heh heh heh. of course i have to thank to the ppl around me esp clara who would always insist on holding my arm while crossing roads if we are walking tgthr. and also all the gods everywhere who blessed me and let me be alive till now. ^^

wad a lousy day for me but with dears talking to me who i dun see/talk to everyday like sebas and guowei cheers me up. :) esp sebas and his retardedness. love everyone to bits and i wanna keep all of you in my pocket~

ANYWAY HERE IS A PHOTO OF ME AND MY ADORABLE NEW SPECS WHICH YOU CAN SEE ON FB AS WELL HEHEHE.

and the following two are SCCAAARRRRYYYYY photos i took for junhao's 'halloween return gift' hahahaha!

happy belated halloweeeeeeeeeeeen to everyone~