`19th post

maybe i shld have went.
to segar court tonite.
not to play bball ba.
juz to watch them play bball..
better than staring at the computer screen now and lookin for songs to play on youtube.
i wan to jian fei.
dun worry.
not the unhealthy way.
i will juz TRY and do more exercises i suppose.
like doing sit ups all those.
:)))
i aso wan to train my arm.
cuz the weight limit my arms can withstand is seriously low.
i nd to kp fit!!
FIT FIT!!
i wan to buy a bike.
go cycling.
i dun wan to go places like ecp or pasir ris park or pulau ubin to cycle..
i juz wan to cycle as and when i like.
i wan to like cycle from yishun or rather some ppl might say khatib to amk.
or even from here to bukit panjang segar there juz to watch them play bball.
though dats not possible cuz reallie too far le.
hahahax.
if i wan to cycle there i tink i have to set off at dunoe wad time.
den i will follow the mrt track and cycle there.
if not i confirm will lose my way.
hahahax.
and if i have a bike i most probably have to kp it downstairs.
cuz of the stairs in my blk..
i wonder when are they going to get a lift dat stops at evry floor at my blk.
i have been waiting.
ever since i moved here.
pls get it done quick.
thanks.
orange is getting boring..
okies i tink im changing it to this colour.
i kinda like it.
though i dunoe wads the name of this colour.
maybe i will start doing rainbow coloured entries.
wahahahahahahahax.
we are getting our results in less than 39hours.
olvls results.
everyone is nervous i tink.
im supposed to be too.
and someone is nervous if he can get his 12points for L1R4.
hahahax.
im not nervous yet.
i noe i wun do extremely well for this cuz i din reallie work hard.
but i juz hope i do well cuz i did try.
:)))
at least i listened during lsns..
but perhaps cuz of my own personal stuffs my studies were affected.
lets hope it doesnt get affected much kaes.
though i dun have much hope for my bio and humanities.
but i noe to be practical.
i tink as long as the results i get can let me get into poly accountancy i will be happy enuf.
jiayou ba everyone.
i will reallie study hard this year.
im quite determined.
:)))
juz hope my determination doesnt get wavered halfway..
hahahax.
im not sure where im heading aft this.
to tell the truth im not absolutely sure on the pathway to accountancy..
maybe i shld go jc?
but im quite QUITE positive dat jc doesnt suit me..
cuz i hate it.
i hate the all rounded education they provide there.
i hate the nd of studying all those stuffs dat i have absolutely no interest in.
i hate both the science and arts course.
i only wan to study maths.
i dun mind bein a mathematician.
though i noe i might not even have the qualifications for it.
but i reallie like maths.
i reallie like all the calculations and stuffs.
maybe i will reconsider.
reconsider my choice of the course accountancy.
but i wun reconsider.
reconsider my choice of going into one of the business courses in poly.
so please.
dun try and change my mind kaes.
i may be young.
in ur eyes i may be juz a 16yrs old.
but heys.
i noe wad i love.
and i noe wad i have no interest in..
:)))
i try my very best.
try my very very best to hold my stand.
try my very very best to stay sure and confirmed.
dun tink im a xiao mei mei.
cuz even if i dunoe wad i wan in life i noe wad i dun wan.
:)))
i dun nd to earn alot of money in life.
i juz nd to earn enuf.
im different from dad.
i understand how much he wants.
i will try my best.
:)))
but smtimes i aso wan some money to buy my clothes..
herherherx..
everyone is heading a different direction.
we will soon be all separated and working towards each of our different goals.
some ppl may not be sure of their own goal yet.
but im sure we will find it smday.
as long as we slowly take the path dat we walking on right now.
take it seriously.
we can do it de.
even if we are a bunch of ignorant teenagers now.
but heys.
even some of those supposingly matured adults dunoe wad they are doing and dunoe wad they want in life.
so dun look down on urself.
brace up and face life.
there are many qns in life.
but most are to be left unanswered until much later.
but all those reading my blog..
dun worry!!
no matter wad happens.
i will be there for you.
hahahax.
i can lend you my shoulder or wadever wadever.
as long as you nd my help,
name it and i will try my very best to help you.
provided its within my means of cuz.
hahahax.
im juz a fone call or a msg or an email away~
hahahahax.
feeling a little perplexed abt my future..
cuz its full of too many unknowns.
but dats wad makes life interesting.
we are supposed to probe and unravel them.
and the surprises or even shocks dat we get juz add onto our life experiences.
the same goes to every part and parcel of our life.
every emotion, every fear, every happiness and every sorrow.
rmb all of them.
and you will find ur life meaningful.
no matter wad.
:)))
treasure every little moment in ur life.
cuz dats wad makes u.
dats wad makes the u dat ur family and frens love so much.
i believe dat everythng,
no matter how small,
happens for a reason.
dun afraid to be a little weird or different from others.
you dun have to be like them.
you dun have to care abt how they will look at you.
juz rmb dat you are special.
i owaes believe dat as long as you have a fren.
it meant dat you have a merit point.
even if you dunoe it urself.
hahahahahahax.
im like toking some stupid philosophy.
okies.
its juz a small tinking from me who is turning erm 17 which i tink to be quite old in a few mths' time.
sweet seventeen soon and byebye to sugary sixteen.
hahahax.
sixteen is sweeter than seventeen to me.
hahahax.
我现在只是在紧紧地捉住我十六岁最后几个岁月的尾巴~
:PPPPPP
i dun wan to grow old!!! T.T