Sunday, March 15, 2015

GRAMMAR NAZI

okay I am here today to be a grammar nazi as well as a spell check police.
I don't mean I spell perfectly or always write without grammatical errors but you know you had it enough when too many ppl spell the same word wrongly or make the same grammar mistake.
GRRRRR I GET SO FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYEDDDD.
for starters, what sparked this off was when I read an instagram caption which spelled 'losing' as 'loosing'.
FYI, 'loosing' is NOT EVEN a word -_-
you are thinking of 'loosening' instead, and I'm pretty sure you are not 'loosening' or 'loosing' your sleep but you're losing sleep right!? -_-
and all the 'your' instead of 'you're', 'were' instead or 'we're', 'their' instead of 'they're', 'it's' instead of 'its'...... DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH DIFFERENCE DOES THAT APOSTROPHE MAKES!? -_- unless you try to argue that you are writing in short form... but I mean it's alr in short form what are you even trying to do???????? -_-
I know I smtimes type 'Im' instead of 'I'm' but at least it's not a whole new different meaning tgthr. grrrr.
I am also very annoyed by people who type 'then' instead of 'than'. THEY ARE TWO DIFFERENT MEANINGS OKAY.
I mean I might commit the same mistakes but it's annoying that these mistakes are becoming increasingly common. GRR.
Please, we do not need anymore confusion in our main communication tool - language. People are having enough difficulties communicating. OKAY BYE.

Monday, March 09, 2015

WEEPEE!

I guess one of my dreams (points to the bar on the left; you may need to scroll) to fly to seoul/jejudo is coming soon real quick! ^^

Monday, March 02, 2015

I have no reason to be upset.
I have so many lovely people around me, I should not have a reason to.
But why do I sometimes feel like there is a part of me that is dead, and I try so hard, way too hard, to prove to myself that I am as alive as can be and I am the happiest person on the world and that dead part does not exist at all.
I don't really know what I am looking forward to every single day.
That day, I had a session of htht with Bea and something she said struck me, 'Why do you always act so jovial about all these stuffs?'
I really dk..
There had been really bad times, and when I talk about them, I kind of tend to portray them from a third person's view, as if it didn't affect me that much.
There are a lot of things I can't just let go.
I don't exactly have a fantastic memory, I do forget things, but like some quote from a famous people that I forgot, I don't seem to forget the way people make me feel, whether it is betrayed, miserable, happy, elated, or even weird.
and perhaps it's called pessimistic, but the negative feelings leave a deeper indentation than the positive ones.
These indentation seems to get deeper every time the tiniest negative feeling arise.
I try very hard to act as per normal, but sometimes they get the best of me, and I lose control together with my cool.
I flare up for no apparent reason, and I request to leave me alone, because I am the only one who can sort out my own feelings.
Now, I guess I need a really good crying session.
It's not that I have nobody to rely on, but I dk who to rely on.
This sounds really weird, because I seriously have tons of people I can pick and choose lol;
since all the friends I keep in contact with are the ones that I am close to.
But it's funny that I just want somebody on the other end of the phone line and listen to me cry.
People try to feed me with advices but I know they know that I fully know what to do.
I guess I just need a person to vent, without feeling like I am bothering that person too much.
Crying is good, so I can let it go~ let all the bad feelings go~
feeling a little teary out of nowhere.
hate these mood swings that come so suddenly.
but girls have three weeks' worth of pms a week y'know, so I guess I have that excuse lol.
okay I should really really focus on studying... D:
jiayou jiale!!!!