因为我的心，连我自己都不懂了。。

There has been too many a time when I actually step back to observe myself laughing and goofing around, wondering if I am truly happy.
Or just wondering if I am really as happy as I appear to be.
That is really a very weird feeling.
I just want to put everything behind me and not consider anyone or anything for a while.
Hoping and believing that the Korea exchange will be a revelation for me.
I am finally taking the step to venture out on my own.
There will be abundance of me time, and I will consider just me during those times.
I really, really cannot wait.