因为我的心，连我自己都不懂了。。
There has been too many a time when I actually step back to observe myself laughing and goofing around, wondering if I am truly happy.
Or just wondering if I am really as happy as I appear to be.
That is really a very weird feeling.
I just want to put everything behind me and not consider anyone or anything for a while.
Hoping and believing that the Korea exchange will be a revelation for me.
I am finally taking the step to venture out on my own.
There will be abundance of me time, and I will consider just me during those times.
I really, really cannot wait.
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
having this idea of booking this huge ktv room and then sing the whole day for my birthday and allllll my friends can just come and join me and leave anytime LOL.
i just want to find a day to sing the whole day lah tbh but I somewhat very much doubt that my friends would be game for meeting each other and singing in front of (technically) strangers lolol.
i just kind of want to have a mini party w all my friends leh for some reason.
like every single friend even though they may feel awkward D:
lol randomz okay bye.
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
bored at work.
just noticed how i should have updated the widgets on the left to reflect 2015 instead of 2014 haha.
but whatever, i'm not gonna bother doing it up for the time being.
feeling so tired and full now i can puke anytime.
maybe because of the soya milk.
i think i should cut down on that dairy intake.
head kind of hurts.
eyes closing.
should probably take out my books to study a little though.
since cny is coming and i have prelims next week.
annoyingz.
so many things bothering me that i should probably just leave it and let it be.
someone is pushing me to face them but i'll leave it till later i suppose haha.
i want to take my own baby steps.
just tiny steps will do.
even though if i'm gonna die i would be doing things very differently, which is weird because i always tell myself to live like i'm abt to die lol.
i dun make sense, i know.
just some casual random ranting.
admitted something to someone that i really don't want to admit.
and it's like this brand new reality dawned upon me.
i will be fine, for now.
but whatever, i'm not gonna bother doing it up for the time being.
feeling so tired and full now i can puke anytime.
maybe because of the soya milk.
i think i should cut down on that dairy intake.
head kind of hurts.
eyes closing.
should probably take out my books to study a little though.
since cny is coming and i have prelims next week.
annoyingz.
so many things bothering me that i should probably just leave it and let it be.
someone is pushing me to face them but i'll leave it till later i suppose haha.
i want to take my own baby steps.
just tiny steps will do.
even though if i'm gonna die i would be doing things very differently, which is weird because i always tell myself to live like i'm abt to die lol.
i dun make sense, i know.
just some casual random ranting.
admitted something to someone that i really don't want to admit.
and it's like this brand new reality dawned upon me.
i will be fine, for now.
Wednesday, February 04, 2015
WHO WOULD YOU DATE!?
this is so random and idek who ever comes here anymore but...
I got excited over this:
WHICH CHARACTER PLAYED BY THE SAME KOREAN ACTOR WOULD YOU DATE!?
well, probably because I imagined that both characters are wooing me and I can decide who I wanna pick lolol.
just feeling excited over this kind of things gives me cheap thrills in life don't ya think!?
yep so link for you people out there who wants to play too HAHA.
I CHOSE DO MIN JOON OVER CHON NA!
AND YOON YOON JAE OVER KANG WOO SSI!
okay boh liao but hehehe so excited over imagining me dating them.
来了来了佳乐发花痴了~ lolol
okay 我走了bye!
I got excited over this:
WHICH CHARACTER PLAYED BY THE SAME KOREAN ACTOR WOULD YOU DATE!?
well, probably because I imagined that both characters are wooing me and I can decide who I wanna pick lolol.
just feeling excited over this kind of things gives me cheap thrills in life don't ya think!?
yep so link for you people out there who wants to play too HAHA.
I CHOSE DO MIN JOON OVER CHON NA!
AND YOON YOON JAE OVER KANG WOO SSI!
okay boh liao but hehehe so excited over imagining me dating them.
来了来了佳乐发花痴了~ lolol
okay 我走了bye!
Monday, February 02, 2015
Tay's birthday weekend
Had the most wonderful weekend,
super productive albeit my irregular sleeping hours.
Got to hang out w tay and the uav gang and it was great, just like always keke.
Thankful I have them to help celebrate his birthday, and I hope he really enjoyed it. ^^
slept a lot and spent most of my waking hours hovering above my notes.
Glad that I studied a lot more than I did, though it is probably still not quite enough.
okay more caffeine and starbucks here I come!
super productive albeit my irregular sleeping hours.
Got to hang out w tay and the uav gang and it was great, just like always keke.
Thankful I have them to help celebrate his birthday, and I hope he really enjoyed it. ^^
slept a lot and spent most of my waking hours hovering above my notes.
Glad that I studied a lot more than I did, though it is probably still not quite enough.
okay more caffeine and starbucks here I come!
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