supposedly, " 'tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la", but recently I'm probably feeling more of " 'tis the season to be crying bwa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa"
probably there are just some things you will never get over, probably there are some people you will never move on from, there are just some people who will always hold that certain special spot in your heart.
i know, i know.
i should not be feeling all miserable and weepy in this 'festive season'.. so I've been making attempts to cheer myself up, organizing or asking people to organize stuffs happening around the date, hopefully to distract me.
even though every time I read/watch someth vaguely related to losing someone important or a family member.... *cues bwa wa wa wa wa*
i will just have to accept that this crybaby me (I alr was one, but now I got even worse lol) is here to stay for good.
I remember that night, we ordered the xmas special from pizza hut as a xmas treat; so now, every time I see the pizza hut's xmas pizza, I feel so very terrible inside.
It's like reminding me what happened that night.
I think I'd never be able to eat pizzas on xmas eve/xmas ever again lol.
I feel so tired, and I should probably go to bed.
I still miss you terribly, forever and always.
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