I dk why I am feeling this kind of resentment towards you.
you told me that I don't have to pretend in front of you, but yet I feel so sick of this.
are you really being concerned?
or am I just somewhat disappointed at smth that I shld have less expectations about?
there is nothing more and I should not overthink.
I sincerely hope I'd look back at this moment in the future and laugh at how I am behaving right now.