maybe I have been heading out too much and talking to too much people that I really cannot stand so many things or maybe it's just me being pissed at everything and sometimes I do see things quite clearly but I choose to oversee it and do you even care how I am feeling right now? maybe it's just pms grr my abdomen has been hurting like a bitch since forever and sometimes I feel like I can never be myself because I laugh way too much, more than I am actually laughing. I laugh regardless of which emotion I am actually feeling argh it's just so fucking annoying. fuck this shit okay bye.