i need to stop coming here when i feel dejected so i would no longer feel so down everytime i come here.
it totally defeats the purpose of using this blog url right.
thinking too much is really detrimental.
i need some pill that can stop me from overthinking.
some relaxant maybe? haha.
am i becoming depressed?
or have i always been depressed?
always easily irritable.
or is it just that my menses are here so i couldn't control those evil hormones from wrecking me inside out?
so annoying annoying.
i am annoying.
i think of myself and wonder why i do the things i do.
uh huh.
i should probably create another blog to put all those negative emotions inside so this blog will be able to keep its little amount of happiness left.
the only happy part is our happy faces on the left sidebar.
okay no there are more happiness to it.
let's go i know i can do this. i have to do this.