Maybe it's cause I'm not focusing on anything at all?
There is just so much things going through my mind at any one time that it seems to be flipping faster than a flipbook.
I have so many thoughts unsorted out because I myself am confused.
This is probably the main reason why I am so fickle minded and indecisive, for I can change my mind in a blink.
I can't really concentrate and I guess wanting to achieve a lot of things at one go isn't that possible afterall.
I should just take it slow and relax and be confident about life.
But I'm finding myself compartmentalizing such that I can separate my emotions from me.
I'm starting to look at my emotions from a third party pov and trying to find a rational reason why I feel the way I do.
I know it's dumb because there is nothing rational about feelings but I guess I am just trying to justify the actions caused.
I always forgot that thinking is not enough. I need actions.
I shouldn't be waiting around waiting for a RIGHT time to do something.
I will nv know when is the right moment ever coming.
I need to act act act.
Do something to change this.
It's all in my hands.
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