gratitude.

i'm filled with extreme gratitude recently.
i'm grateful that i am who i am.
i am grateful for all that i have been through, and all the people i have met, regardless happy or sad.
all the miserable things happen so that we understand and fully appreciate happiness.
so i do appreciate all the negative things that happened to me as well.
it's only through contrast that we understand the beauty of so many things.
i am grateful for all the people around me.
all of whom understands and love me for who i am.
my tay.
my family.
my bitches.
my sambats.
my bestf sebas.
my closer friends, sarah yy jervis myrna shaun.
and even those acquaintances/friends i have known throughout the years.
i have learnt at least something from each and every one of you, be it recognizing who i really am to realising what i dislike.
i am grateful that i have this fresh air to breath, two fans blowing at me, the ability to feel all the ache in my muscle, to keep this smile on my face.
i am so grateful for everything which is keeping me alive and reminding me how wonderful it is to be right here with everyone i love.
keeping in mind of those that are gone forever, i will live stronger.
be a happy jiale, as i always wanted to be.
make mistakes, make friends.
know more people, gain more experiences.
it's a brand new day tml, and i'm gonna try to fill it with smiles no matter what.
one colleague told me that it was annoying to see me smiling all the time, and i smiled even wider.
i guess i just wanted to prove to him that it is possible to remain cheerful.
finding my cheerful self again.
i am really glad.
this is the way it should be, this is the way to continue appreciating the people that are still here with me.
i love all you guys.
thank you, for loving me.
less than three. (L)