my kor.
even though i never really called you that. haha.
only once or twice perhaps.
happy birthday tao zi.
xiao tao zi.
haha used to always call you that.
it's not exactly a 'happy' birthday but idk how else to wish you for your birthday.
almost 7months have passed, and i can still cry at whim.
this is probably becoming one of my minimal talents haha.
i will try really hard to keep my memories of you fresh, even if they hurt me.
i'm reading conan now, and you will know if you are watching me.
there was this one line which touched me, 'don't forget, if you forgot about him, then there will be no evidence of him ever lived.'
and i want to make your life worth it, so i am going to rmb every single little thing i can, and keep all those bad habits you gave me, as evidences and proof that you lived.
are you watching me as i am typing this?
i will be there tml, so wait for us okay.
though i would very much rather see you in person, hear your stupid retarded laughter and calling my name just to disturb me.
to the big brother who always doted on me, very very happy birthday, and wherever you are, i hope you are happy and doing well.
i love you so so so very much, and i miss you so much too.
i will wait patiently till the day we meet again.
till then, i will be missing you.
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