Friday, June 07, 2013

i miss this boy so much.


yes ignore my face lol.
he actually requested for this pic of him kissing me to be taken.
i guess it's probably because he just wants me to have a picture of his affection before we part.
i have no idea if i miss him because i was too used to having him by my side for almost everyday for two weeks before he flew off or i miss him just because of the fact that he is not here in singapore.
i mean, it's not been a week since he left and so i should be coping well, right?
it's probably after he's gone then i realised how much he's been doting and loving me. loll.
thank you for loving me and treating me like your dream girl even though i know i am not. sobs.
i can never be those gentle and soft girl w fair skin.
what he wants is something like the elegant princess kind.
ya actually i behave like a princess too. the demanding kind. HAHA.
i am trying to type more here so i dun have to see my face above.
yue kan yue qian da.
hahaha.
come back sooon.
safely.
bring my camera and laptop back safely too.
so annoyed at the fact that you are touring those beautiful and romantic places not with me but with your friends and their girlfriends. (please imagine i spat the word 'girlfriends' like how i would spit tomatoes out with a gag. out of the point but yes i vomit at the taste of tomatoes.)
yes, sibei annoyed at the fact that there are other girls.
so it's like i am not the first girl you go those places with.
roll eyes to europe and back.
yes i am a possessive woman who is probably possessed right now.
or my emotions is just uncontrollable due to the fact that i am pms-ing right now.
esp when the girlf is one whom tay praises as someone who treats his friend very well.
sorry horh it's just the start of the relationship.
give it a few more months then we see how again lohhh. lolol wicked me.
just dun think that the girl and the friend very good leh.
yes i judge from the face hahahaha.
somehow i can tell someone's character and personality from the face.
actually it does show.
not that i am judging.
i just don't like their personality.
it's hard to find someone whom i like their personality leh.
even if you are best friends with me i also may not necessarily like your personality.
probably the reasons why i always fight w sebas. HAHAHAHAHA.
he is wishywashy and annoying to the max.
guess he knows that himself.
but seeeee we are still best friends HAHA.
out of so many people i know, there are only a few who have personalities that i really really really like. hahahahahaha.
okay but people bound to have weaknesses so yea.
back to the point of missing tay after digressing for so long, i really hope you be a bit more sweeter in your text to me leh sucker. >:(
i know not your pattern but tskkkkk show me more love since you are so far away kay.
even though you are tired max sobs.
argh i am probably just ranting because i cant go to either europe nor korea.
RAGE.
why my parents tio 4d so long after the korea exchange program application ends!? :(
ytd my mum asked me if it's still possible to apply so i think she would actually allow if it's like now. cheh. it's too late. :'( SOBS.
AHHHHH AM I JUST RANTING CAUSE I AM JUST HERE!?
LEE JIA LE WHY OH WHY LEE JIA LE.
NEVERMIND YOU GONNA EARN SOME MOOLAH TML OKAY.
anyway tml is the day that i start work O.O
so sudden since i only got to know about it today.
whatever.
i just hope it will be funnnn!
hope there are super cute colleagues tml waiting for me hehehe.
and working time is 3pm to 10.30pm and tay usually contacts me at about 8plus 9pm because it's lunchtime in europe and they would find a cafe/restaurant with wifi noooo means i cant reply him tml alr..
i would probably be deadmeat by the time i reach home tml.
sunday is bbq day..
i haven do adeline's card...
i should probably start now......
goodbye.....

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