you know,

sometimes i still catch myself in the downward spiraling thoughts of 'WHY!? HOW COULD THIS BE!? I DUN BELIEVE IT!?'
yea, it's the same old issue.
i wonder how long it would take me to walk out of this.
perhaps never?
since i expected us to still be together even after we become old grannies and gramps.
i guess it's the expectations i had which made me so so sooo hard to let go.
i just have to learn i suppose.

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had a great night out with tay on last saturday.
we just walked and walked.
and talked and talked.
walked across the sentosa boardwalk and made him stand at the edge.
hahahaha scaring him was fun.
i love the breeze which had a salty taste.

oh yar, we saw the RSS intrepid which was parked at the side of vivo before we went on the boardwalk.
din know that you could actually board the ship D: but then again you need to buy tix so nehhh.
it was a military ship and a military(?) helicopter was parked on it.
ALL ALONG I THOUGHT THAT THE SHIP WAS FAKE.
cause it looks like they pasted grey vanguard sheets all over the ship.
or perhaps it's just the paint that looks fake hahahaha.
i even though that the person on it was fake.
cause there is this person who stood there for their sunset ceremonial and he stood there unmoving until suddenly the music for the ceremonial started to play hahahaha.
he kind of scared me when he started movingggg.
and i think it was really super awkward for him to just stand there cause everyone was taking photos of him and he wasn't exactly allowed to move hahah.

anw, when we walked till the end of the boardwalk we entered sentosa and tay just slipped through this gate for people to exit.
fml i was too humji so i paid the $1 hahahaha.
walked towards the SEA aquarium since we have never actually been there before.
it was already closed, but it's okay.
there were like sampan boats which i presume you can ride omgg i really wanna ride one.
went to this corner where there are benches and tables and just sat there.
stood by the railing facing the sea too. :)
it was nice like this, just purely enjoying each other's company.
i guess it had been far too long since i forgot about everything.
walked back to catch the crane dance show, since i have only watched it from outside of vivo hahaha.
missed the fireworks display cause of all the tall buildings but it was okay, the crane dance made up for it.
it was so beautiful and it was totally different from the previous time i watched it.
tay kept taking pictures and even took a video of it hahah.


i guess it's refreshing to just take a really long walk once in a while.