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i love new love.
i love seeing people falling in love.
i love seeing people around me being in love.
i love love that matured over time even more.
i love the love that i belong in.
i love the person i'm in love with.
i love everything about us, from the biggest fights to the tiniest squabbles.
i love how i feel when i'm with you.
i love you. ♥

stating this on a random day yet not, for it's our 657th day and counting...

love me? or hate me?

okay i was bathing and you know how ideas just pop out in your head while you are all relaxed while bathing?
yea and i got this idea of asking people to tell me one thing that you love about me, and one thing that you hate about me.
okay i would very much prefer you tell me what's the one thing you hate about me FIRST, before telling me what you love about me, so i can get cheered up almost immediately after feeling sad HAHAHA.
all you need to do is to leave a comment belowwww!!!!
if nobody comments about anything i guess i am just another foreveralone kid lolol.
can leave anonymous if you are planning to write something super hurting to me but is too paiseh to spoil the r/s we have w each other~

basically i do know where my weaknesses are and less so about my strengths, and i just wanna see if there are parts of me which people find it intolerable or lovable.

i'm on a project to create the most beautiful me and i hope you can be a part of it! lolol.
love you all people muaks muaks!

i'm proud to say that after almost two years, you are still able to put that kind of smile on my face.
hehe you are loved. less than 3!

and i only realised it when clara kept scolding me to stop arm-chio-ing the whole day ytd hahahaha.

i'm in control.

i feel so much happier today.

i guess probably cause i tidied up my study table and though it can look better if i decorate it a little but so far i am quite satisfied with it heh.

gonna do some crafts and put around it i guess :) just to beautify things a little more :D

i feel so much in control of my life.

and yes, i am once again the master of my life :D

i stopped feeling 'I am doing this cause I am expected to do so' anymore and i only realised i was feeling this way until i stopped feeling it.

this is a great feeling, really.

i am in control. i am gonna control. i feel so damn good. hohohoho.

i feel more on track, more like i am living life, and not that lost and aimless.

so doing nothing actually gives me more focus in life hahahaha.

okay no focusing on doing one thing at a time is really helping.

i am no longer distracted and i hope this is going to last.

jiayou jiale jiayou you :)

sometimes, just sometimes, i feel that i might still be loving the idea of you.
yes, not you, but the idea of you.
cause the current you is too far for me to understand, and now the idea of you just seem so impossible yet possible at the same time.
i rmb that once, when i thought i saw you walking towards me, i panicked and almost felt guilty cause i was holding someone else's hand.
it was such a knee-jerk reaction that even i shocked myself.
it's stupid i know, esp when that someone is my boyf.
but i can't forget that feeling which makes me wonder a little sometimes.
am i being delusional about how i feel now?
i really hope not.
things aren't as complicated as i often think they are.
i should stop overcomplicating things and concentrate on enjoying the people and things i have now.
probably it's just the emo songs which are getting into my head... or else, i don't know anymore..
probably i never got over that r/s, and i never will.
the memories we shared will just be there to remind me that we are happy once, and that's enough.
don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm wishing that we are back together, but more of us being able to shake hands and smile genuinely at each other.
i guess i need a closure.
and stop feeling that i am somehow being left hanging there by you.

Dumb Ways to Die

Currently my favourite vid and song hehehe.
it's accompanying me all day long as i study hard (L) love it so very much!
it's by the melbourne metro to remind commuters to be careful and safe around trains, i.e. their safety campaign!!
super creative and cute i love it!! even the lyrics are cute! and the melody is so catchy omggg!
lyrics below interpreted by myself hehh.


Lyrics:
Set fire to your hair,
Poke a stick at a grizzly bear,
Eating medicine that's out of date,
Use your private parts as piranha bait~

Dumb ways to die, 
So many dumb ways to die,
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie,
So many dumb ways to die~

Get your toast out with a fork,
Do your own electrical work,
Teach yourself how to fly,
Eat a two week old unrefrigerated pie~


Dumb ways to die, 
So many dumb ways to die,
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie,
So many dumb ways to die~

Invite a psycho killer inside,
Scratch your drug dealer's brand new ride,
Take your helmet off in outer space,
Use a clothes dryer as a hiding place~


Dumb ways to die, 
So many dumb ways to die,
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie,
So many dumb ways to die~

Keep a rattlesnake as a pet,
Sold both your kidneys on the internet,
Eat a tube of superglue,
I wonder, what's this red button do?


Dumb ways to die, 
So many dumb ways to die,
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie-ie,
So many dumb ways to die~

Dress up like a moose during hunting season,
Disturb a nest of wasps for no good reason,
Stand on the edge of a train station platform,
Drive around the boom gates at a level crossing,
Run across the tracks between the platforms,
they may not rhyme but they're quite possibly,

the dumbest ways to die,
the dumbest ways to die,
the dumbest ways to die-ie-ie-ie~
so many dumb,
so many dumb ways to die~

HAPPY 1 3/4 YEAR!!!

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!

MR TAY YIN JI!!!

HAPPY 1 3/4 YEAR TO YOU AND MEEEE!!!

WE ARE 8 YEARS AWAY FROM HARRY POTTER'S PLATFORM 9 3/4!!!! (okay lame -_-)

i dun have any pictures of us cause they are all inside my laptop which is currently with you :(

so i can only post a picture of me and captain later which signifies how happy we both are and thanks for tolerating my bad habits and constant bullying and teasing and forever loving me all the same.

thanks for being worried that i will feel unloved and preempting me that you will be busy and reassuring me anyhow and tell me about how you won't have time to accompany me much but still come over to find me all the same.

thanks for all your time for me and all your love and all your understanding and how you will always be cool with no matter what i do and how ridiculous me and my ideas get and still go along with it.

thanks for being the one who will hold me down if i get too wild, remind me of the things i should do and should not do and even if i insisted on going on the wrong way and come back crying to you you will still be there to hug me and pat my head to let me know everything is still alright.

thank you for being my boyfriend, my girlfriend, my best friend, my parent, my brother, my everything.

thank you for all the roles you have to play to deal with me.

thank you for being everything that i want and need and yet you are everything more.

i love you.

MAJOR CRAVING

NOW I HAVE THIS MAJOR CRAVING FOR THIS:

OMG it's really the best best best ice cream/gelato (or whatever you call it) i have ever eaten.

this is like their first outlet which is located at star vista at buona vista and it's really sad to see their shop quite empty because the traffic there isn't really alot in the first place.

i first and last went there a few weeks back and i'm definitely returning in the near future due to this major craving of mine hahahahaha.

it's simply the best. no other ice cream or gelato can ever beat it. there are still SO MUCH flavours of theirs i wanna try.

:')

as you can probably see from the cup, the name of the shop includes the word 'pinocchio'!

i tried looking up for the original name and here it is:

GELATERIA PINOCCHIO

the unit number is #01-47/48!!!!

you will have to go down one storey if you take the escalator up to Star Vista from the MRT station!

you can see the star vista from the mrt platform so dun worry about losing your way!!

if you scared ah, here is the mall's website complete with it's picture: The Star Vista

i know everybody now got smartphone can access 3g or even LTE so you can check okay!

HEHEHE please show it as much love as i do!!!

though i know location might be far for most of us but i scared their business cannot make it then they close down :(

i will not be able to take it cause i think this is their first venture into asia... their other shops are like in spain and france omg i cant fly there anytime i want as compared to flying to buona vista.

but dun have to intro to too many people okay. i dun want too long a queue either hahahahaha.

TAY YIN JI IF YOU SEE THIS LET'S GO BACK THERE ASAPPPP!!

omg

just blocked this colleague from twitter because he is being far too weird and i dun want him to stalk my twitter anymore and making me feel so awkward to post it knowing that he is stalking it -_-

he needs to stop asking me weird qns like 'i will still be seeing you right? :)'
THAT SMILEY EMOTICON MAKES IT SOOOOOOO CREEPY OKAY. LIKE TIMES A MILLION TIMES.
and i am not the only girl he treats this way to.
he may think it's gentlemanly or whatever, but to us it's just plain disgusting hahahahaha.

okay GOOD JOB FOR ME FOR BLOCKING HIM!! (Y)
WAY TO GO JIALE!

TIME

i really need ALOT ALOT ALOT more time.
can i have like 48 hours a day?
so that i can one full day to slack around and one full day to study hahahaha.
but basically i spent most of my weekend sleeping -_-
seriously lee jia le you have been sleeping a little too much eh!?!?

i flipped through the photos taken when me and tay travelled to bkk in aug.
OMGGG i miss bkk.
not that i wanna shop or what. but just being in a different country, the feeling of not having to care about anything, just buying whatever i wanna have/eat. hahaha damn shiok ah!
okay i shall blog about our bkk trip soon soon soon!!

Two After Noon

This is one of Wongfu Productions' videos - Two After Noon.
It may seem random and not make any sense to you.
But after reading the director's commentary by Wes, I am deeply attracted to the idea which gave birth to this video.

ENJOY!




If you don't really get this video, you can read the text in the description box below the video in the Youtube page.

Something that I have taken out of the text below:

"There are no real beginnings and endings; instead, everything is continuous and ongoing. There are so many things in our lives that are indefinite."

This quote really make me feel so hopeful about life.
It's like no matter what happens, it's not the end.
At the same time, it makes me feel so insignificant, it's like, the earth's rotation will not stop, time will not stop, for anyone or anything at all.

Thank you, Wes, for this amazing quote which gives me another whole perspective to life.

I am no longer afraid of what life might bring to me, even death, because it will not be an end, but just another phase/form of life.