reminders.

once again, i am reminded that i should stop myself from getting annoyed by people.
the real problem probably lies in me.
i need to remember to be more grateful towards the people around me.
i need to remember that no matter how good/bad they are to me, they are at the very least teaching me something.
i need to remember what tay once told me, that i should not just blurt out my unhappiness just like that, and remember to tolerate.
being able to tolerate and be patient is a virtue.
not every ounce of unhappiness needs to be voiced out.
this is to show respect to everyone out there.
i hate to admit this but complaining about others really just means that i am talking bad things behind their backs, a.k.a backstabbing.. okay maybe not so serious but okay about there lah.

everyone needs a reminder every now and then, to get reminded of what they already knew but forgotten.
i am no exception.
i am no saint.
i have faults and not everything i say is right, even though i might arrogantly think that way but i do know that i make mistakes sometimes no matter how unwilling i am to admit them.
i can't just mature and grow overnight, but i will try my best.
i need to remember. i need to get reminded.
if you love me, remind me occasionally, would you?
as long as you realise that i am straying from my path, as long as you realise that i am not focusing and working towards my goals.
stop me, and ask me, what do i really really want?
i do know what i want, i do know what are my goals, i guess it's time to clearly define them and make them specific enough for me to run harder to reach them.