hmm there is this weird insecure feeling bugging me and i cant very well define it. :/
need to be more confident in my own skin.

i need to act more, act as if im confident.
it actually helps me feel confident from the bottom of my heart y' know.
such that i can smile while listening to songs and bob my head along to the melody even when i am alone.
and that i can imagine all kinds of wonderful things in my head and talk to myself and smile widely regardless of who is watching.
such that i can even giggle to myself, and sing aloud but not too loud such that it bothers others but just loud enough for myself to enjoy.
and sometimes while walking home, i even open my arms wide to embrace the good weather and beautiful sky and clouds waving at me. hehe.
crazy? no!
this is jiale's way of being positive!! :D

well well well there were millions of happy things that happened to me the past few months!! and i have so many overdued pictures in my camera/phone that idk where to begin~~~ let me sort them out and you have a picture-filled super duper long post to read okay!! :D:D:D:D