my first blister D:

as in the kind with this big bubble-like blister. D:

it came about cause one night i was stupidly hugging my BOILING HOT water bottle to sleep with it touching my bare skin. T^T

i din wrap any towel around it or wear long sleeves myself. D:

and most retardedly, i did not discover the wound by waking up cause of the pain, but only when i woke up in the morning for work. which means that i alr got burnt hours ago. D:

sigh and everyone was surprised at my retardedness T^T /crying

AND SO HERE IS A PICTURE OF MY VERY FIRST BLISTER TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE!! :D

this is taken on the first day i got it. HAHAHAHA.

now, it is a little softer with more wrinkles on it. which means that it is becoming smaller! YAY!! ^^

btw i really look forward so much to going home. looking forward so much to sleeping on my own soft bed again.

the bed here really sucks. it is so freaking hard. even tay who is usually 'anything~' about everything asked me why is the bed so hard. D:

sigh and ahyi told me that i am always snoring.

and tay told me that he heard me snoring for the very first time when he came here to stay and ask me if i'm really very tired cause that's usually the case when one snores. :/

i have to be honest that i never had a good night's sleep ever since i got here.

every night my back will feel strained cause of the hard bed and i wouldn't be able to lie facing up with my butt holding up the bottom of my back which makes it unable to truly lie flat on the bed.

and then i would twist my body such that my chest is facing the side but my tummy will be facing down. :/ cause if i lay by my side, i will be leaning on my hipbone and it hurts alot cause of the stupid bed.

and EVERY FREAKING NIGHT i am dreaming.

and when you dream, you dun truly get to sleep. :/ cause your brain is working hard on your dreams D:

and FINE I DREAM, but what do i dream of? not pretty butterflies and flowers and me dancing in the sunny meadow or whatsoever. I DREAM OF MYSELF WORKING AND SERVING IRRITATING CUSTOMERS AND WTF ARE THESE DREAMS!?!?!? D:

i miss singapore my home my bed.

/edit at 11.38pm which is like only 10++mins aft i posted this post FUCKKKK i burst my blister accidentally while reaching for the bakgua i hate bakgua now it was super pain and ahyi was literally pulling me to wash my wound T^T I AM DYING OF THE PAIN RIGHT NOW AND I TEARED SO MUCH OMGGG T^T okay end of ranting.