loves (L)

There are simply so many things that I like.
It's so difficult to find something that I love.


some of the favourite things i truly love; Milo, Penguin, Baby's Breath, Clover, Starry Nightsky

and thennn. i have no idea what else I truly love and are on the top of the favourites list.
as i said, there are simply too many things that i like.

it's so hard for me to decide what i truly love and state what is my favourite (insert word) and it can actually take me years to find out.
until now, i have no favourite food no favourite colour and so on and so forth.
sometimes i feel like there are so many things which i like but nothing which i truly love.
so when I do find something i love so much, i will hold onto it for as long as i can.

you have no idea how much i envy people who can name their favourite colour or their favourite food or their favourite cartoon character, etc.
i feel like i can't even decide on the simplest things like that.
:/ sigh fickle-minded me who changes her mind faster than anything else.

all in all, i guess i just wanted to express how easy it is for me to like something/someone, but it is so difficult for me to feel that i truly love something/someone and it actually depends on the memories that is associated with it.



typing this whole chunk which might not make any sense to you, i just wanna say:
hi my love,
happy 300th day <3
i guess you would understand what i am trying to say/express here.
i hope you do. :)